Something that is still important
I have insomnia again... Instead of being unable to sleep in vain, let me tell you something...
During this period of writing about sword cultivation, at first I was filled with enthusiasm and spiritual thoughts. The springs started to flow, and the further I got, the more irritated and anxious I became, thinking about water flow, adjusting and controlling the rhythm, and correcting the deviated details... All of this has completely occupied my original life. Most of the time, I close my eyes and see the direction of the plot. I dare not click on the comment area when I see it, and the anxiety and uneasiness increase day after day...
I am very slow in coding. Simple updates will take up a large part of my daily life, and social activities will also be slowed down. The separation in my life is especially obvious when I am in school. I feel a heavy sense of loss when I am alone in the dormitory typing... I don’t know when I will start to feel a sense of relief after finishing the typing. Then I think about having to continue typing tomorrow, and I can’t wait for the night. Any longer, and eventually it becomes eternal insomnia.
Sometimes I wonder why I write novels. Going back to the beginning, it seems that I just want to tell a story that comes to my mind without thinking about signing a contract or anyone reading it. Later, my swordsmanship performance got better and better, and I received more and more expectations and praises. While I felt superficially complacent about such an illusory thing, I began to be pinned down at the bottom of this mountain...
My body is also the same, or in a bad state. If I stay up late for a long time, my heartbeat will be rapid, and I will have an irritating feeling of dying. If I am stuck for a long time and cannot write, I will be irritable and irritable. In short, I am not very happy ( Except when I click into the comment area with trepidation and find something to praise.)
Having said so much, I don’t have any other ideas. Anyway, let me finish writing it slowly... It’s the Chinese New Year, and there are many things that I can’t get rid of...
The plan at this stage is, First add the updates that need to be added. The absence records for January will be announced in the book club group (if you want to see it, you can add the book club group), and then fill in the missing updates. There will not be any similar activities in the future. Everyone will do what they can. , as long as you don’t watch pirated copies, that’s the greatest support for me...
Oh, by the way, there will be an update today.
I hope I can fall asleep quickly... I haven't slept before three o'clock for a long time... Trying to cast an early bedtime magic ε(*ω)_/:☆
(End of this chapter)