Chapter 415 Tear Gas
It is true that the feelings of girls who have reached the age of love are the most sensitive and the easiest to be touched.
Often for just an inexplicable reason, a man can deeply occupy a girl's heart and become her first love that she will never forget.
So on the same New Year's Eve, another person also thought of Ning Weimin.
That is Lan Lan, who returned from the Printing College after winter vacation and celebrated the New Year at home.
After the New Year's Eve dinner, Lan Lan's father, mother, and brother all sat around the sofa watching the Spring Festival Gala on TV.
But she secretly hid in her room to read a book.
However, although the book was held in her hands, the handwriting in front of her eyes was almost blurry, and her mind was not on the book at all.
On this night, no book could dispel the loneliness that was hard to dispel and always entangled in her heart.
I forgot which teacher I heard said it in school, but Lan Lan quite agrees with it.
"The reason why loneliness arises is because of a certain unfulfilled desire in the human heart, which is the result of restlessness."
So what is her unfulfilled desire?
Does she hope that her mother can give her loving and warm touches and hugs as she did when she was a child?
Or do you desire to have better academic performance in exchange for your father’s gratification and praise?
Or maybe she wants to get a portable small cassette player so that she can enjoy music conveniently in her college dormitory?
No, in fact, what she wanted most was to meet that person.
Although she couldn't help but tremble at the top of her heart, trembling with pain when she thought that Ning Weimin already belonged to her.
Obviously she knew that since Ning Weimin already had a good match, she should completely forget about him.
But strangely enough, the more she didn't want to think about it, the more she always thought of Ning Weimin.
Especially when a person is quiet, he can't think about it, he can't think about it at all.
Even if she locked the "Orchid Picture" that Ning Weimin gave her in a cabinet to cut off the possibility of seeing things and thinking about people, it would be completely useless.
It might have been better when I was in school.
After all, there are girls in the same dormitory to talk to, and there are studies and daily chores to distract her.
But as soon as she returns home during the holiday, she feels like she is possessed by a demon, and there is always something on her mind. Thinking of every bit of their past relationship.
Remembering how Ning Weimin came to her rescue on the crowded bus where they first met.
Thinking of her unexpected encounter with Ning Weimin in her work clothes at the scrapyard of Nantai Foundation Factory.
And the extraordinarily relaxing and wonderful leisure time they spent together.
It was even inevitable for her to compare Ning Weimin with the attentive male classmates around her.
And there is always only one answer, that is, no one can be as humorous, knowledgeable, connotative, well-informed, and knowledgeable about the joys of life as Ning Weimin...
Otherwise...else , just write him a letter?
In a casual tone, tell him your current situation...
Everyday life on campus, and then...then what?
Hey! Am I looking for a reason to meet him again?
Lan Lan was shocked, this was not my original intention!
Since the relationship between lovers has been confirmed, no one else can get involved.
Anyone who wants to forcefully intervene is called immoral and will be criticized by thousands of people and despised by everyone.
Lan Lan couldn't help but shudder, and then she realized that her emotions had reached a very dangerous edge.
She shook her head vigorously, as if to get rid of all these terrible thoughts.
No, you can’t think like this. This is exactly a sign of lowering your personality.
Her self-esteem, her moral values, and her family would not allow her to have such an inappropriate thought.
What's more, Ning Weimin's girlfriend is also a fashion model. As the girl named Mi said, she is beautiful and fashionable.
I...how can I compare?
Lan Lan threw away the book and raised her wrist. The pointer of the watch was already pointing to half past eight.
She stood up irritably, a little at a loss.
This is really irritating. How can we forget him? How can I completely erase all traces of him from my heart?
It is said that time can make people forget everything. What if... what if this rule is not valid for me? What should I do?
If ideals are really unattainable and dreams really don’t exist, then what’s the point of doing this?
Thinking of this, big tears flowed out of Lan Lan's eyes like springs...
But just at this moment, "Du Du Du Du", very lightly There was a knock on the door.
"Lan Lan, can I come in?" It was Lan Zheng's voice. Lan Lan quickly wiped the tears on her face, "Brother, come in..."
After the door was pushed open, she asked again, "What's the matter? Brother..."
"Mom asked you to eat fruit. The grapefruits given to dad by others are so sweet. .”
Lan Lan shook his head.
“I can’t eat it. There are so many delicious things to eat at the New Year’s Eve dinner. I’m already very full.”
Lan Zheng laughed and teased her.
"This is not what you said. When there is delicious food, you have been absent? You are not worried, right?"
"What, is it to chase your man? You have too many classmates, are you a little worried? Are you growing up? You don’t even listen to your favorite cross talk in the past..."
"Hey, those two called you tonight to wish you a happy new year. Boys, they all have telephones at home, and the conditions are pretty good. Which one do you like?..."
Lan Lan was immediately annoyed.
"You're talking nonsense again! They are just my ordinary classmates. If you keep making up nonsense, I'll ignore you..."
But even though Lan Lan wiped her tears promptly, her expression was also flawless.
But in a dim environment with only one bedside lamp, the reflection of tears is actually quite clear from a certain angle.
When Lan Zheng closed the door and left, he took the two shining tears on his sister's face into his eyes.
So after closing the door and pondering silently for a while, he took action.
Soon, after knocking on his sister's door again, he brought a tape and placed it on Lan Lan's bedside table.
“Hey, this is my New Year’s gift to you. I found it with great difficulty. Have you heard of Liu Wenzheng’s songs? Nowadays, women listen to Teresa Teng, and men listen to Liu Wenzheng. It is very popular...”
"Haven't heard of it? You've been fooled by studying. Don't know anything? This is the song that is being spread on university campuses now. You little nerd is too out of date..."
"Look, the tape I gave you is not a ripped one. It's the original version, with 28 songs, gold-listed songs. Do you know why I gave you this tape? Hey, there's a song in it, and it seems to be written just for you. Listen carefully and tell me your thoughts later..."
Finally, before leaving, he added, "I'm going to watch TV. Just put it on the tape recorder and listen to it. I'll give it to you. That’s it, the second side..."
Just like that, when the door closed again, Lan Lan couldn't help but stare at the tape.
For no other reason than because Liu Wenzheng on this tape is like a prince charming, so handsome.
And the indifferent look on his face was quite similar to Ning Weimin's usual look.
As a result, Lan Lan, who had just escaped from the bad mood, accidentally fell into the memory of the same mistake again.
The most terrible thing is that subconsciously, she did not forget to put the tape into the tape recorder as her brother said.
As a result, as soon as I pressed the play button, there was an extremely bright melody and free and easy sound.
"You came to me with a smile and brought away my troubles. I already have her in my heart, oh, she came before you..."
Provoked her It’s hard to contain the sadness in my heart.
I just lay down on the bedside, hugged the pillow tightly and cried loudly.
This is really an unexpected surprise!
It must be stated that Lan Zheng's intentions were entirely out of good intentions.
He actually wanted Lan Lan to listen to the song "Orchid Grass" that echoed her name.
The lyrics of this song are derived from Hu Shi's poem "Hope". As Hu Shi drifted to the treasure island in his later years, this year Liu Wenzheng's guitar returned to the mainland again.
According to Lan Zheng's imaginary scenario, it should actually be his sister who turned on the radio and could hear the song "I came from the mountains with orchids and grass".
He believed that this sad little girl would smile, forget her troubles, and realize his clever intentions.
However, it is a pity that man’s calculation is not as good as God’s calculation.
As it happens, "Orchid Grass" is the second side of the tape.
The first page I turned over happened to be the song "Late".
But Lan Lan was so restless that she misplaced her face.
In the end, this thing was self-defeating and turned into a tear gas that made people emotional!
(End of this chapter)