It's early morning, and the cold sunshine fills Kanazawa.
Ning Weimin was awakened by Matsumoto Keiko pinching his nose.
Since the curtains of the "Chunyun" Hotel are all made of light-colored cotton, the bright light outside cannot be completely blocked.
As soon as Ning Weimin opened his eyes in a daze, he saw Matsumoto Keiko's shy face and apologetic eyes in the hazy light.
Then I noticed that Keiko was wearing a yukata. It seemed that she had gotten up early.
"Sorry for waking you up so early..."
"What time is it?" Ning Weimin yawned long.
"A little after six in the morning."
"So early?"
"Although it is a little early, the people in the store are already awake, and the landlady should already be there Breakfast is ready..."
"So what? It's too early to get up at this time, let's sleep for a while..."
"No, this is not good. I obviously asked for two rooms yesterday. If I was beaten by the store's I will be embarrassed if people find out that we live together!”
Matsumoto Keiko’s black pupils were shining, and her skin suddenly turned red.
"Then what do you mean...?"
"Can...can you please go back to your room first? I have made the bed over there. Please …”
After saying this, Matsumoto Keiko bit her lower lip with her teeth and frowned, looking like a guilty child.
Ning Weimin finally understood what Matsumoto Keiko meant and understood Matsumoto Keiko's psychology.
But in his opinion, he thought this was just trying to hide something, and it would be better to be generous.
One of them is an unmarried man and the other is an unmarried woman. It is a normal relationship and relationship. Why can't they sleep together?
Besides, the landlady doesn’t know who Matsumoto Keiko is, and she won’t reveal the news to reporters.
There is really no need to be so cautious and secretive.
So after thinking about it, he said softly, "Don't be so shy, it's no big deal. The people in the hotel must be able to tell that we are a couple. Who hasn't been young? They must understand Ours..."
"But"
"There is no 'but'. Come on, you also lie down."
Ning Weimin said this, just let him go. An arm stretched out from the quilt and hugged Matsumoto Keiko.
Then he pulled her down forcefully and pinned her to his side.
Despite the tenderness last night, Ning Weimin could no longer remember how many times it had happened.
But the problem is that he knows the taste after eating the marrow, and his body is too young.
Once he wakes up, his other impulsive self becomes restless again.
The hunger and thirst that ignited like a flame made him want to review everything that happened last night.
But on the contrary, Matsumoto Keiko this morning, perhaps because she was over the wine, was very different from last night.
She did not cater to him, but struggled hard, trying very hard to break away from Ning Weimin's intimacy and control.
“No, no!”
“Stop, don’t do this!”
“Stop, this is really not good...”
But Ning Weimin was already ready, thinking that Matsumoto Keiko's reluctance was just a thin-skinned show.
So he ignored Matsumoto Keiko's refusal at all. He still had a tough attitude and insisted on taking action.
Matsumoto Keiko couldn't shout loudly, so she had to twist her body away with difficulty.
As the two people struggled, even the quilt was lifted off.
But despite this, Ning Weimin persisted and did not give up.
He faced Keiko Matsumoto, who had already twisted her body away, and tried to suppress her with his weight.
This time he finally succeeded. He turned over and grabbed the person hard.
Matsumoto Keiko was pinned down, her wrists were grabbed, and she was unable to resist.
However, even at this step, Ning Weimin did not touch the petal-like lips as he wished.
Because the moment he got closer, the woman who kissed and catered to him yesterday actually turned her head and avoided her.
In the end, his lips only kissed Matsumoto Keiko's ears and hair.
At this point, Ning Weimin stopped.
He stared straight at Matsumoto Keiko in front of him, whose skin turned almost transparent and pale, and her black pupils were filled with tears.
I finally understood that the resistance and disgust shown by Keiko Matsumoto were not about taste, but real wishes, and I couldn't help but feel severely frustrated.
His desire immediately subsided and he let go of his hand in disappointment.
"I'm sorry. I didn't expect you to really hate me..."
"No, that's not what I meant. Don't think too much about it. I'm actually...just a little scared."
" Afraid? What are you afraid of?" Ning Weimin sat aside and muttered in confusion.
"I won't hurt you. Just now you didn't really think that I would force you, bully you, and go against your will!"
"I didn't mean that..."< br>
Matsumoto Keiko, who sat up again, sighed, put her hands on the bedding spread on the tatami, and showed a helpless look.
"Hey, what should I tell you? There are some things that make me very conflicted..."
"No, no, no, wait a minute, now it's my turn to be afraid..."< br>
Ning Weimin opened his eyes wide and said seriously, "Contradiction? Qingzi, don't tell me that you regret it. Yesterday was just your drunken irrationality. Today, you should just pretend that nothing happened." , That’s not what you meant?”
“Of course I have no regrets.”
Keiko Matsumoto shook her head and continued, "But you know what? I have never dated a man your age. Our relationship is different from others. Although we are indeed very happy, it always feels like we are taking a risk, as if we are in a relationship. Playing with fire. After all, you are so young and much younger than me. What would others think of us?"
"Why did you bring this up again?" br>
Ning Weimin couldn't help but hold Matsumoto Keiko in his arms and expressed comfort.
"We are our own business. Why care about what others think? Besides, haven't we discussed this matter before? I thought we had reached a consensus."
"But People's thoughts can change. Can you promise to stay with me wholeheartedly?" Matsumoto Keiko asked.
Ning Weimin did not hesitate at all, "Of course I can, I care about you very much and I am serious about you."
"Is it really possible? Do you really care about me that much?"
Matsumoto Keiko stared at Ning Weimin seriously for a while and suddenly asked him.
"Then tell me the truth, how many girlfriends have you had? Are there any other women around you now?"
"I have never had a girlfriend. I don't have any others either. Woman. My only woman is you.”
Ning Weimin said it without hesitation, without even thinking about it.
Because in this matter, he has been very innocent in his life.
Not only is he clear in his heart, but he can even be proud of it in front of Matsumoto Keiko.
But what he didn't expect was that his answer actually disappointed Matsumoto Keiko.
After hearing what he said, Matsumoto Keiko actually lowered her head in frustration, dazed, without any sign of joy.
Until she said, "Okay, let's end this matter. I won't ask anymore, just get up." Instead, she twisted her shoulders and turned around, breaking away from his arms again, like It's like there's something awkward.
For this reason, Ning Weimin was full of doubts and couldn't help asking in surprise.
"What's wrong? Do you... instead hope that I have many girlfriends?"
Ning Weimin thought he would ask the other party, but he was wrong again this time.
This sentence actually made Matsumoto Keiko even more unhappy, and the overwhelming grievances that could not be suppressed burst out.
"You care about me, don't you? Then why did you lie to me! I am thirty-three years old and I understand many things. You were so... amazing last night! So... how is it possible... ...Like you said..."
"Yes, I know I shouldn't be so fussy about it, but I just can't help but think about it, how could you fall in love with an old woman of my age, even if you are obsessed with me? For a while, you will definitely not be infatuated forever..."
"Yes, I also know that I am a selfish woman, but I am really afraid that you will fall in love with other women, and I am also afraid of others. Women fall in love with you. I have no confidence in myself..."
She said the word "old" very strongly, as if she was deliberately emphasizing this point.
And her emotions became intense, and her chest heaved.
Those hands even grabbed the clothes on the knees tightly and pulled them out of the folds, as if they were about to tear.
As for Ning Weimin, of course he finally understood what was going on.
Not all the benefits of dare to travel are good things. In some aspects, if you have too much experience, problems will arise.
Like last night, he stabbed Lou Zi just for racing.
As soon as he said these words today, he seemed to have turned into a liar with a broken personality and insincere words.
Ning Weimin felt very sad.
He was unjustly accused of this matter. He was obviously still a young man, and the sky can tell...
But he also knew that Matsumoto Keiko might be even more sad than him.
In her heart, the behavior of the person she wanted to believe in this kind of thing was completely different from what she expected.
He is obviously an experienced driver, but he pretends to be Brother Chu, so how can she repay his trust?
But the good news is that once the problem is clarified, it can be solved.
This is better than being confused and unaware, letting Matsumoto Keiko hide this thorn in her heart.
Ning Weimin hugged Matsumoto Keiko from behind and asked affectionately.
"Are you angry? Do you dislike me? Just because I thought differently from you last night, do you think I am untrustworthy?"
Keiko Matsumoto was silent for a while, then turned around and smiled.
"No, I'm not that stingy. In fact, I was very happy yesterday. I just hope you can be more sincere to me, at least during our relationship..."
Of course Ning Weimin sees it I realized that this was a forced smile, so I thought about my words carefully and said it again sincerely.
"Qingzi, we are all adults, so I will say some things directly. I admit that men always have no scruples when they are happy in bed and will say anything. Promise, oath, guarantee ...This is not only to please women, but also for men to satisfy themselves. So pillow talk should not be taken as truth, but I still have to tell you, I definitely did not lie to you, and I will not lie to you. Although it is very troublesome to explain it right now. I don't expect you to believe me right away, but it doesn't matter, because I will prove it with actions. I just want you to give me some time. How did it treat you? Was it good or bad? Was it honesty or deception?"
Perhaps he was moved by Ning Weimin's tone.
Maybe it's because my feelings are strong, and I think that no one is perfect, so I don't want to pursue it anymore.
Matsumoto Keiko's mood finally improved.
"Am I that important? Are you telling the truth?"
"Of course. If you are good to me, I will also be good to you..."
< br>"Then can you promise me one thing?"
"What do you promise? Tell me."
"You must treat me wholeheartedly. At least during our relationship, you must treat me sincerely. If you fall in love with someone else, you must tell me."
In love and in conflict, Matsumoto Keiko turned her head and looked at Ning Weimin, her eyes resolute and unquestionable.
"Okay. I promise to do it."
Ning Weimin agreed softly, and then said, "Then you also promise me one thing, smile, and don't be unhappy. …”
"I didn't, but I feel like you're unhappy."
Matsumoto Keiko stretched her hand from the front to the back, turned her head, pinched Ning Weimin's cheek and shook it.
“Also, if you want to pamper me, I will act like a spoiled child.”
Ning Weimin smiled. Although Matsumoto Keiko must still have knots in her heart, her mood was obviously better than before. Much relief.
"How to pamper me? Is this okay?"
He licked her ears from behind like a cat.
Matsumoto Keiko finally couldn't bear it anymore and turned around.
So he immediately rushed forward...
Twenty minutes later, after a quick battle ended everything.
Taking care of Matsumoto Keiko's face, Ning Weimin slipped away and sneaked back to his room.
After that, I lay down for another ten minutes, then pretended to have just gotten up, dressed and washed myself.
At eight o'clock, he went downstairs to eat with Keiko Matsumoto, who had put on makeup.
At this time, Qingzi has returned to his previous cheerfulness, dignity and generosity.
Her smile is still so gentle and familiar.
It seems as if nothing happened this morning.
But if anything, it was more intimate than ever before, and all sense of ritual and strangeness had completely disappeared.
This is not surprising, because there are some misunderstandings that cannot be completely cleared up.
But it is precisely because you value the other person enough that you feel heartache and regret.
At the same time, Keiko Matsumoto will also feel guilty because of her own accusations, so they all hope to try their best to make amends.
This makes their love a mixed and mysterious rhythm of temptation.
It has become a kind of game between men and women that can understand each other and is wonderful and exciting.
Every one of them is deeply involved and can't stop.
In short, after a night of loving each other and a morning of small discord.
They seemed to be a couple deeply in love, confused and unable to extricate themselves.
Not only the mood is like this, the dress is like this, but also the pace of walking and the way he laughs.
Half an hour later, they left the hotel together and went to continue today's travel plan. They had already started holding hands under the blue sky.
They completely ignored the suspicion of others and boldly broke through the obsolete shackles of Japanese social customs.
Matsumoto Keiko led Ning Weimin through various places in Kanazawa.
Wearing comfortable and casual clothes, they wandered in the streets, alleys, and ancient streets.
Buying something, drinking something, eating something, showing their passion for love everywhere.
In all the places he went, Matsumoto Keiko deliberately selected Ning Weimin's favorite attractions.
They visited Ozaki Shrine, visited Omi Market, saw the ruins of the samurai house, and the Suzuki Daijokan...
Of course, when no one was around, they would still swear to each other sincerely.
After saying those silly words about being in love, I will still hug you tightly.