Chapter 1523 I am who I am
“Everything about this thing feels weird to me.”
Sitting in the stone sedan chair, Soshiyang put his hands behind his head, leaning on the The stone sculpture frowned, while Veronica leaned on his chest.
After reading the divine text, Soshiyang once wanted to leave the stone room and go out for a look. However, when he and Veronica walked to the exit hall, they found that the way they came had disappeared, and they searched for a long time. Unable to find a way out, he could only return to the stone chamber.
Then the two began to digest and think about everything they saw today.
"Now there are several key questions. If Immortal Starfall is Asuryan, then what happened during the great fall of the Eldar? How did the original body Xerxes have a relationship with Immortal Starfall? Immortal What is the relationship between Starfall and Gray Marrow? If Asuryan and Kane are Star Gods, are the other gods of the Eldar Tribe also? If not, how were they born in the first place? What are the other forces involved? What are the roles of the Emperor and Malcador? "
Veronica moved in his arms. He lowered his waist, then raised his head to look at him, leaning his slightly pointed chin on his strong chest, and said softly:
"It's more than that. You said Said is the Bewitcher, so that means According to what he explained to you as Said, that is, the so-called mission you shoulder, it is very likely that it is just a lie, just to cover up another purpose. Including the series of appearances of Thor, Sevita, and even Khayon. The people around you may have some ulterior motives, and the original body has a deep connection with your family. Perhaps he and your ancestors had secretly planned something? In addition, it was the Bewitcher who sent you and me away? Did he come here before? What is its purpose? What is the relationship between him and Kane, and why should he help you? There are too many secrets, and the time span is also very long.”
Because Soshyan also told Veronica, plus Chahe, what Elena told him about the original body’s past. Because of what Taiwan had said to her, she is now full of curiosity and suspicion about the history of Alexei's family.
Soshiyang frowned, not knowing what to say, and could only sigh deeply from his nose.
Suddenly, delicate jade fingers gently brushed her hard face like a breeze, Veronica continued:
"And that Elena, she is by no means innocent, I can feel it. , She loves the original body Xerxes very much, her love is unforgettable, and it is almost an obsession. In this case, she will never be a widowed mascot."
"But I. I feel that she should be able to answer many of the questions. "
"Well, with the trust that the original body has in her, not to mention participation, at least she has a deep understanding of the situation back then. If she wants to be involved in this huge mystery. To find a breakthrough, the best direction is indeed her. There is something I have always wanted to say. Not only Elena, but also Chagatai seems to treat you as the original body Xerxes, and you can often see the original body. The memory and even your appearance may become more and more consistent with him, which is not a good thing."
After a moment of silence, Soshyan lowered his arms and gently hugged his beloved wife.
"I am me, Soshyan Alexei, and I will never be Artaxerxes. I know very well where the boundary between the two is."
Speaking of this, Soshyan's mind was racing. Say something someone once said to him.
“So there are two completely different levels in your heart. One is you, the awareness, the witness, and the other is the part observed by others, the imagination, the shaper, the problem The thing is, you can no longer prove both of these to yourself - you, are you still you?"
Soshiyang's face darkened, and he whispered subconsciously:
" Confused, how much do you know?”
"The Bewitcher?"
So he told Veronica in detail about his encounter with the Bewitcher and then going to a place called Thunderstone Church.
After listening, Veronica blinked.
"Is that bewilderment really the Lord of mankind?" "He neither admitted nor denied it. I don't know, but at least there is a deep relationship."
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Veronica thought for a moment, and then said to Soshyan seriously:
"Husband, I feel that the fable of the ship he told you is not just referring to the human empire, but also hinting at you. ”
“I”
“Think about it, when you were an Astartes, you were the simple Soshyan, the unique Soshyan, but as you A series of events, but your identity has become increasingly blurred. Artaxerxes, Immortal Starfall, and Asuryan are like the ship whose planks are constantly being replaced."
Soshiyang pursed his lips. His lips were silent for a long time, then he shook his head.
"I said, I understand where the boundaries are. No matter how many layers of identity the outside world imposes on me, I will always be Soshiyang, because these more than a hundred years of joy, anger, sorrow and joy are all experienced by me alone, my thoughts, my Emotions, my thoughts, all belong to me. No matter how much I resemble Artaxerxes, even if my soul is one with his, what he experienced will never be what I experienced. Madam, what do you think determines a person's factors? What is it? The soul? The personality? Maybe it’s all, but I think that even a soul will cherish different things after experiencing different life.”
Veronica touched Soshyan's face with her hand and smiled softly:
"Husband, when did you become a philosopher? I may not be able to answer your profound questions. The question is, but, I only know that my husband is Soshyan Alexei, a man who almost killed me once and made me feel disgusted, but saved me several times, sometimes stubborn, sometimes flexible, sometimes Gentle, sometimes dull. The person who is willing to abandon responsibilities and honors that are more important than his own life in order to save me. He is not someone’s original body, nor someone’s god, nor someone’s chess piece. He is just the person I love most, and I "My husband, that's all."
Soshiyang's heart warmed, and he hugged the other party tighter with a little strength in his arms.
"Don't just blame me, madam, your situation is also very complicated. I feel that you are not as simple as Isha's daughter. Your mentor must have lied to you."
Veronica smiled, raised her body slightly, and tapped her pink lips on Soshiyang's mouth.
“I know my mentor. He has never been a prophet who likes to tell the truth. I have realized that something is wrong since I was able to use the power of healing, but before I met you, I also I'm too lazy to think about it so much. After all, I'm just a member of the Ark. I'm used to letting the commandments control my behavior."
"Oh, what about now?"
"Now. , now, we can only say that Ark is part of the Spirit Clan."
"Oh, the queen's situation has become bigger."
Veronica rolled her eyes at him, gently twisted her right hand on a certain part of the opponent's body, and said in a disgusted voice as Soshiyang gasped:
"How can your majesty be so 'big'~ "
Suoshiyang stared at the charming face in his arms. Suddenly, he patted his palm lightly somewhere and made a crisp sound. When the other party made a charming noise, he turned over suddenly, and Veronica immediately turned into He was lying on his stomach with his hands held down by Soshyan.
"According to the discipline of the battle group, you will be punished if you speak pornographically."
Muttered in the opponent's ear in a low voice, Soshyan moved his left hand from the opponent's wrist to his shoulder, Then she moved it along the delicate curve of her body to her waist, and then gently lifted it up. Veronica suddenly became kneeling and raised her beautiful round buttocks.
"Humph, I'm not - um - don't - I'm so embarrassed, ah um. Don't, don't use this posture -"