Chapter 299 I saw my mother
In the past, Nan Yi always said that he was 4 years old and a big child, so he could not act like a 2 or 3-year-old child.
Those dinosaur clothes, rabbit clothes, and panda clothes look silly and don’t suit him at all!
Now...
Well, it smells so good!
Nanzhi fell in love with Nanyi's red panda dress so much that she hugged her and couldn't help but kiss her a few times.
After all, every Chinese has dreamed of being a panda breeder.
Nowadays, Nanzhi cannot raise real pandas, but it is possible to raise a cute baby version of panda.
Cute! Soft and glutinous!
It was rare for Nan Yi to be so intimate with her mother.
He was a little embarrassed.
So he shyly turned his cheek so that it would be easier for his mother to kiss him.
While lying in her mother's arms, Nan Yi seemed to have lost all her bones. She groaned for a long time before asking:
"Mom, do I look good?"
< br>"Of course! The most beautiful one in the world!"
Nanzhi praised decisively!
Brush.
It is the sound of a knife cutting through apple skin.
Nanzhi couldn't help but glance to the side and saw Lu Shixu's side face calmly peeling an apple.
Are you unhappy?
Nanzhi didn't pay attention and continued to hug Nanyi and whisper.
After about a few minutes, Lu Shixu handed over the peeled and diced apple.
Nanzhi took a look:
“Eh? Is this a rabbit?”
Lu Shixu actually took the trouble to cut the apple into the shape of a rabbit?
Lu Shixu didn't have much expression:
"On the Internet, it is said that all children like it."
Nan Zhi was even more surprised.
So this apple rabbit was peeled for Nan Yi?
Is Lu Shixu trying to please Nan Yi?
"Okay."
Nanzhi took the plate and handed it to Nanyi, letting him taste it.
Nanyi, who is extremely sensitive, always feels that something is wrong.
His eyes looked back and forth between Nazhi and Lu Shixu.
Nanzhi is calm and innocent:
"What's wrong? Don't you like eating apples?"
Nanyi is not a picky eater and likes to eat most fruits and vegetables.
Although he really wanted to use "dislike" as a reason to reject this impure apple rabbit.
But think about it, even he feels lame, so he definitely can’t deceive his mother.
Nanyi sighed and took it helplessly:
"I'll eat it."
He first picked up a piece of apple and handed it to Nanzhi.
Nanzhi took it naturally and said thank you with a smile.
When Nan Yi went to fork the second piece, he felt like someone was watching him.
As soon as he turned his head, Uncle Lu had approval written on his face.
Nan Yi's eyebrows were almost knotted.
In the end, this plate of apples was tasteless.
While he was about to go to the water room to clean the tableware during the landing sequence, Nan Yi grabbed her mother’s hand and warned her very solemnly:
“You have to be careful about that Uncle Lu.”
"Huh?"
Nanzhi felt guilty.
She just decided to start over with Lu Shixu, but Nan Yi could tell?
Are you so keen?
Nanyi said in a heavy tone:
“I think he has ill intentions towards you!”
"Well..."
Nanzhi felt that Nanyi was right after all.
However, seeing that he was really uneasy and wary of Lu Shixu, Nanzhi softened his heart:
"Okay, mom knows, and she will be careful."
< br>It's just a relationship between men and women, there's nothing to tell the world about, they just know it themselves.
Then——
Taking advantage of the good morning air, Lu Shixu and Nan Yi went downstairs for a walk while protecting Nan Zhi.
Nanzhi took the opportunity to find a reason to send Nanyi away and let him go to the lawn to watch the dogs.
As soon as Nan Yi left, Nan Zhi said to Lu Shixu:
“Our relationship should not be made public for the time being.”
"...Why."
From the moment he agreed, Lu Shixu felt worried about gains and losses. On one side, he was excited and excited about the progress of their relationship, like a young boy in his early 20s, chewing over and over again the scene of that moment and the tone of Nanzhi’s words;
On the other side, he was I can't help but feel fearful and uneasy, as if I have a treasure that does not belong to me and may be taken away by others at any time.
Now, Nanzhi’s words seemed to confirm his worries.
Lu Shixu seemed quiet and forbearing.
In fact, his eyes were like the ocean on a stormy night, setting off huge waves.
He even grabbed Nanzhi's hand tightly again, as if he was afraid that she would run away.
Nanzhi: "This is temporary, we need some time."
Lu Shixu slowly turned his face away, his movements and expressions full of conflict.
Nanzhi had nothing to do with him:
"Then let's agree on a time?"
"1 week."
"How is that possible, too fast, at least 3 months ."
"2 weeks."
"Are you bargaining with me?"
"One month is my limit."
Seeing that Lu Shixu's expression was almost pleading, Nanzhi finally stopped insisting.
She smiled and said:
"Okay, I will think about it..."
Her eyes inadvertently glanced at the people passing by -
At this time, they were sitting on the benches downstairs of the hospital. The path next to them was the only way to go to the outpatient department.
A woman with plain clothes and a sad face passed by that road.
That side face was just a glimpse, but it was like a huge stone smashing into Nanzhi's peaceful heart.
For a moment, Nanzhi’s hands and feet were numb and his expression was stunned, as if he had lost all his thinking ability.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
Lu Shixu was worried.
Even Nan Yi heard the noise and ran back quickly, caring about her mother.
Nanzhi pushed them away and stood up unsteadily, her pupils empty and unfocused.
Those painful memories of the past kept surging and emerging, torturing her again and again.
Nanzhi murmured:
“I saw her.”
Lu Shixu circled her shoulders:
“What did you see?”
Nanzhi didn’t answer.
She fell into distant memories...
A long time ago, her grandfather asked her if she still remembered her family.
She said she didn’t remember.
Actually, she lied.
It’s not that she doesn’t remember it at all, but in the corner of her memory, she retains sporadic fragments of memory——
They were terrifyingly white snow-capped mountains that seemed to be higher than the sky, and they were pressing towards her.
She was so scared that she shouted "Mom" and wanted to seek shelter.
Her hands and feet seemed to be tied by something, and she couldn't break free at all.
As a young child, she looked desperately at the woman in red.
The woman pushed her away in disgust and told her to "get away" and "don't follow".
She could only open her eyes wide and watch the woman leave step by step.
Never looked back once.
......
Later, she had similar nightmares over and over again in her childhood.
The dream was almost all about her chasing the woman in red and calling "Mom", but the other person pushed her away and told her to get away.
That was Nanzhi's deepest nightmare, a scar that she never told anyone, including her grandfather who brought her countless beautiful memories.
However, just now, she saw that face.
So familiar and profound.
It turns out that she has never forgotten it for a moment.
Nanzhi pinched her palms hard and her voice was as erratic as a cloud:
"I see her, I see my... mother."