Chapter 324 Emotions are always an afterthought
Nanzhi hugged Nanyi hard.
"How could it be? How could mom not want you?"
She stroked the back of Nan Yi's head again and again to calm his little anxiety.
But she found that Nanyi was not as sad as she imagined.
Apart from showing vulnerability at the beginning, he soon adjusted his attitude and smiled easily.
"Mom, I'm really not sad."
It's not that it's easy in a performance, but it's really easy.
Nanzhi touched Nanyi’s face in a daze:
“Yiyi, when did you grow up...”
The Nan Yi she saw at first was a child who had been hurt and therefore extremely sensitive.
He hates being involved in his territory because he is afraid of being robbed of the few things he has.
So, he behaved like a ferocious little beast that clung to its territory and only knew how to show his ferocity by grinning at the outside world.
In fact, the more this happens, the more it shows the fragility and fear in his heart.
But now, he has changed.
In a short period of time, he achieved rapid growth and began to understand that some things never leave.
Just like this moment, he was actually able to comfort Nanzhi:
"Mom will always be my mother anyway! No one can take her away!"
Nan Zhi felt very sour in his heart, and tears rolled down quickly:
“Of course.”
She couldn't help laughing again.
Nanyi was so panicked that she hurriedly wiped her face and coaxed her in turn.
Looking like a little grown-up.
Nanzhi wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes, feeling disappointed that the child had grown up overnight, but more than anything, he was relieved -
Nanyi finally felt safe.
How wonderful.
At least it made her feel that the difficulties and hardships in the past were meaningful.
“Mom?”
Nanyi tilted his head, feeling that the way his mother looked at him was so complex and complicated that he couldn’t understand it at all.
Nanzhi shook his head without explaining too much, and just asked:
"Mom is going shopping with aunt and the others later. Do you want to come with us?"
"Yes!"
Nanyi jumped up and down with joy.
Nanyi couldn’t stop laughing.
At this time, there was a knock on her door.
Nanzhi said "Please come in", and Qingqing pushed the door open and entered.
She asked Nanzhi if she was okay with her eyes.
It seems that she also saw that Nan Yi was unhappy just now.
“Let’s go and play with brother Xiaoxi one by one. Mom and grandma will talk for a while.”
Nanyi suddenly explained seriously:
"It's brother Xiao Xi, not brother!"
"...Okay, okay."
After watching Nan Yi leave the room, Qingqing came to sit next to Nan Zhi.
Just like Nanzhi would gently stroke Nanyi's head with her soft hands, Qingqing also did the same, brushing Nanzhi's hair every now and then.
It feels very comfortable, as if every nerve in the scalp has been soothed.
Nanzhi narrowed his eyes in contentment and soon fell asleep.
"Do you want to sleep on mom's lap?"
Qingqing asked softly.
Nanzhi hesitated for a moment, but finally did not refuse and lay down with Qingqing's thigh as his pillow.
Very familiar...
It seemed like the reassuring smell in her dream...
This made Nanzhi's voice become low and vague:
"You are here to care about Yiyi, right? He is fine... …”
“No.”
Qingqing’s unexpected answer made Nanzhi open his eyes slightly. Qingqing leaned over and smiled at her:
“His mother will care about him one by one, but I only care about my children.”
Nan Zhigang was moved to tears by Nan Yi.
Now, she wants to cry again.
God knows when she became so fragile, her tear ducts seemed to become developed overnight.
Nanzhi pursed her lips and endured the feeling of choking:
"You...want to know where Yiyi came from?"
Qingqing was very calm and stroked her hair. No hurry, no slowness:
“If you are willing to say it.”
Nanzhi curled his lips:
"Actually, the story between me and him is not complicated. We just met and fell in love during college, and we had one by one accidentally. At that time, I had just broken up with him and lost my grandfather, so when I found out that I was pregnant, I was very happy because I still have a relative in this world.”
Pa.
Nanzhi felt a drop of moisture fall on his forehead.
She opened her eyes and found Qingqing wiping the corners of her eyes.
“Sorry.”
Qingqing whispered, but the pain in his eyes was so much that it almost overflowed.
Nanzhi replied blankly:
"It doesn't matter, I haven't had a hard time, but I have been quite happy these years."
Qingqing smiled and did not refute.
Because there is no need for Nazhi to explain, just from those few words, she can get a glimpse of Nanzhi's hardship.
It’s not that life is hard that is called suffering. The real suffering is that there is no support in the heart.
Qingqing is extremely grateful to Nanzhi for his existence, which gave him the confidence to continue living when he was in despair.
But she didn’t want to continue talking about this topic and make the atmosphere heavy:
“What about Yiyi’s father?”
Huh? It seems that this topic is no better?
Who would have thought that Nanzhi's expression was slightly weird:
"We broke up."
But now they are back together again.
Qingqing noticed some clues, but she did not expose them.
Nanzhi quickly changed the topic:
"Mom, the reason why I mention Yiyi's father is because I want to tell you - before I had no family, Yiyi was my only family. But now, I have you, and I feel very lucky. After all, in Countless times in my dreams, I thought I had been abandoned, so... thank you for always loving me and waiting for me. "
The majestic and strong emotions come only after the fact.
It seems that only now does Nanzhi have a real feeling——
She is home.
Nanzhi’s heartfelt words made Qingqing burst into tears.
Qingqing had not cried like this for many years. She was really embarrassed, so she hugged Nanzhi and hid her tears in her hair.
Nanzhi coughed awkwardly:
"Mom, I didn't wash my hair..."
"Really? I smell pretty good."< br>
In Qingqing’s eyes, everything about Nanzhi is good.
This made Nazhi helpless and want to laugh.
"That's right."
Qingqing didn't want to continue to indulge in emotions, so he specifically mentioned another matter,
"I discussed with your father and planned to sue Lin Xiang.”
Nanzhi’s eyes were blank.
Lin Xiang? who?
Qingqing couldn’t laugh or cry:
“The person who took you away back then... No, she should be said to be a kidnapper!”
Qingqing also specially told Nanzhi He told the fate of the culprit Xu Dong, with fierce words and a sense of revenge.
Nanzhi suddenly remembered that she seemed to have heard Fu Chao mention that Xu Dong before?
In fact, to say how satisfying it is, Nanzhi’s feelings are not deep.
She just felt that all this was finally over...
Well, as a commemoration of the end and the beginning of a new life, why not show off your skills and cook a family dinner at night?
Nanzhi finalized his idea and then shared it with Qingqing.
Qingqing smiled indulgently and dotingly:
"As long as you are happy."
Nanzhi was gearing up, feeling the fighting spirit for the first time in a long time.
She hasn’t been so serious in a long time!