Chapter 40 The Emperor's New Clothes
It's like a dream.
The lights and shadows intersect.
This night seemed particularly beautiful and long.
After realizing it later, Shen Huai woke up and felt a burning pain in his back.
He stood up and wanted to pull up the switch, but Lin Yeman held him back: "Don't turn on the light."
Shen Huai was stunned for a moment.
Looking down at Lin Yeman's pleading eyes, Shen Huai nodded silently.
He understood that as soon as the lights were turned on, all the beautiful illusions in front of him would disappear.
Their relationship will return to being colleagues, partners, and ordinary friends.
After a while of joy.
It was a long silence.
In the darkness, two people sat back to back, holding their legs in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.
"Shen Huai, have you ever had feelings for me?"
After a long silence, Lin Yeman suddenly spoke and asked a question.
"Aren't you talking nonsense?" Shen Huai's eyes darkened and he took a deep breath.
"So, do you like it or not?"
Lin Yeman refused to give up.
"..."
Shen Huai didn't know why Lin Yeman insisted on asking this question.
So what if you like it?
So what if you don’t like it?
No matter how much you like it, it is already a thing of the past.
He is obsessed with Huai and never dwells on the past.
Feeling the tight back, my breathing became increasingly rapid.
Shen Huai's cold words fell into his throat, and he finally softened: "Of course I liked it."
Hearing this sentence.
Lin Yeman fell into a long silence again.
Just when Shen Huai suspected that Lin Yeman was asleep.
Lin Yeman took a deep breath, his tone was unprecedentedly low.
"Shen Huai, do you know why I have been unwilling to disclose our relationship to you before?"
"...Why?"
"Because I'm afraid."
>Lin Yeman said these four words very plainly.
But Shen Huai inexplicably heard endless sadness from it.
After a pause, Lin Yeman continued: "I am a complete pessimist. In my opinion, all good things are short-lived after all."
"The more beautiful things you can have, the more beautiful things you can have." The time is getting shorter.”
“So I’m afraid that after I declare it to the world, it will leave me faster.”
Said Lin Yeman. Suddenly, he turned around and gently hugged Shen Huai from the back.
“I know, maybe you think my idea is crazy, but that’s really what I think.”
"At that time, I was paranoid that as long as no one knew about our relationship, we could remain friends."
"If we were friends, I would definitely be a funny person who would be very compatible with you." "The perfect playmate."
"But if it's a relationship, then I will become a psychopath."
Lin Yeman's cheek gently rubbed against Shen Huai's back. .
The arms holding Shen Huai's waist also tightened a little.
"Shen Huai, there is no way for stable emotions and strong love to coexist in me, do you understand?"
"Love will make me crazy, make me lose my mind, and make me extremely possessive."< br>
"I can't help but want to get feedback and confirmation from you repeatedly, just like now."
Finished.
Lin Yeman forcefully turned Shen Huai's face away, put his hands on Shen Huai's neck, and covered Shen Huai's lips again.
Feeling the power of this kiss.
Shen Huai's throat was dry, and his primitive body reaction made him unable to help but respond for a few seconds.
But the next moment.
He grabbed Lin Yeman's arm with both hands and forcefully pulled her off her neck.
Tell the truth.
This was the first time Shen Huai heard Lin Yeman speak to him in such a humble tone.
Looking at Lin Yeman's eyes full of affection and true feelings at this moment.
At that moment, Shen Huai was moved. After reacting, Shen Huai immediately extinguished this disturbing feeling.
There is no other reason.
It's just that once bitten by a snake, you will be afraid of well ropes for ten years.
Lin Yeman's way of speaking has always been one-third true and seventy-five false.
As time went by, Shen Huai didn't know which of her words were true and which of them was false.
I don’t even know that her love for him is a bit of teasing.
After all, in Shen Huai’s eyes.
Lin Yeman has always been unwilling to admit his identity as her boyfriend.
When I first entered the school as a freshman, I had not yet had time to find a dormitory.
A girl with outstanding temperament and good looks walked up to her. She smiled and asked Shen Huai if he needed help.
Later, Shen Huai found out that this was the famous student union president, Lin Yeman.
At that time, he was just a freshman.
Lin Yeman, on the other hand, is a senior and has been contacted by various units for internships and certification.
At that time, Shen Huai still had illusions about true love.
After class, I immediately went out to work part-time, hoping to love Lin Yeman in my own way.
However, I didn’t expect it.
This innocent boy's heart was severely broken by Lin Yeman before he could warm it up.
That night.
Chinese Valentine's Day.
It was also such a spring night in the hotel.
Lin Yeman lay in Shen Huai's arms with a satisfied look on his face, and said five words lightly: "Let's break up."
What is it like to be on a roller coaster in terms of mood?
Two words, I want to die.
Shen Huai was dissatisfied and asked for the reason, but what he got was two more indifferent words: "Tired of it."
These seven words.
It directly made Shen Huai start to doubt life.
First, reflect on whether you are not doing well enough.
Then I wondered if Lin Yeman was in love with someone else.
Then he started to complain about everything and everyone else, drank to drown his sorrows, and disliked all girls without distinction.
In the end, I sealed my heart and locked my love directly, and stepped into the mortal world.
The innocent boy no longer existed, and a peerless scumbag was born in the world.
Shen Huai grabbed Lin Yeman's hand and slowly pressed it down: "Have you ever heard of a saying, late affection is worthless than grass."
"If it were me in the past, I might not be able to understand your words."
"But now, I think your approach is fine."
"Without a status, there is no You need to be responsible and just enjoy the moment, right?”
“Now that we have made this choice, let’s just maintain a tacit understanding with each other, what do you think, Team Leader Lin?”
Speaking, Shen Huai looked at Lin Yeman with deep eyes.
Lin Yeman rarely smiled this time.
She looked deeply at Shen Huai, as if she wanted to see some other friendship in his eyes.
But unfortunately, Shen Huai hid it well.
She saw nothing.
“You are truly a qualified ‘friend’.”
Lin Yeman lowered her eyelashes slightly and smiled lightly, "That's the case, then I'm relieved."
"Can I come over once a week later?"
"No, I "Go to rest."
Shen Huai refused without hesitation.
Once a week, what about being his slave?
There is another one next door.
The disappointment flashed across Lin Yeman’s eyes.
But soon she put on a sweet smile again and said frivolously: "What type of...uniform do you like now?"
Shen Huai sighed.
He knew that this woman was evil.
"I like the emperor's new clothes," Shen Huai's eyes flashed with meaning, "Do you know what it means?"
"What does it mean?"
"I just don't want to wear it."
(End of this chapter)