It’s not easy to just give up.
Having developed the habit when she was young, Sang Yue always held the belief that "if you work harder, you will definitely learn it" and "if you persist, this course will be over." Now, if you read it carefully a few times, you may know where you went wrong.
Sit up resignedly, take out the weapon refining steps given by Mora again and continue to study.
Unfortunately, the library in the manor castle was built by her generation, and many of the materials relied on Maura to search through past memories, copy them into volumes, and then put them back on the bookshelf.
The problem is that she created the library by herself, and she knows the information inside so well that she doesn’t need to go back inside to search. Take a look at the information in your hand. What can you learn from just a few pages? She sighed inwardly while looking at it carefully.
The sun was shining brightly and the lawn was lush. She studied carefully with her back against the towering tree, and the whole world seemed to be filled with a soft light.
"Ayue," a gentle male voice came. She raised her eyes in shock and looked away at the sound. The opponent's posture is tall and straight, and his movements are clear and graceful. Seeing her expression, he couldn't help but show his face and step closer, "I can't find you anywhere, so you are here."
Eh? Feng Ye?
"Why do you have time to come to me?" Sang Yue looked at him curiously and sat down in front of him, "Are you done with your work?"
As for him calling her Ah Yue, because she I once told him that I liked Ah Yue more.
Ah Yue represents the past, when family and friendship were pure and not as complex and full of resentment as they are now. Not to mention family ties, after becoming famous, her former friends automatically and consciously distanced themselves from her.
Facing her closeness, the smile he showed was very far-fetched.
Until one time, she heard her friends getting together and calling her jealously, "I want to be an actor instead of being a good person." She also said that if she can become famous instantly, she must have many financial backers to support her.
Where did the sponsor come from for no reason? Of course she slept out. I heard that her sister personally pulled the strings. That was the first time she experienced a strong and malicious attack from friendship, and she was at a loss for what to do...
"I'm done, I don't have to work anymore." Feng Yeheng said with a smile, glancing at a few pages of information in her hand, "Reading? ”
"Well," Sang Yue looked sulky and threw the information aside casually, "Learn something I don't like, but I may use it in the future."
It's a pity to throw away the food if it's tasteless.
"If you don't want to learn, just don't learn. Don't embarrass yourself." Feng Yeheng advised her, "You have taken so many courses before, how many of them are useful now?"
Huh? His words made Sang Yue look sideways and teased:
“You didn’t dare to persuade me like this before.”
During the time when she was working with him, he would always hesitate to speak while listening to her constant complaints. In the end, he only dared to risk the possibility of being disgusted by Second Sister Sang and secretly take her out to relax for a while, then send her back obediently.
"Life was not up to you before, but it is different now." He chuckled, looking at the warm light on the lawn, "Now I hope you can live freely and happily."
There is no limit to the sea of learning, and the knowledge in the world is endless. Learning everything will only consume herself.
“Let’s go, I’ll make you some wine.” After admonishing him, he picked her up and walked out without any explanation.
The scene changed and the two came to the outside of Sang's house.
There are fruit trees all over the mountains of the Sang family, with flowers in spring and summer, fruits in autumn and winter, and everything is perfect for making wine. He showed her one kind of flower and one kind of fruit brew every season, and told her when to open it. It's winter now, and he brewed sea buckthorn fruit wine.
Sea buckthorn is already found in the mountains, not only on her mountain, but also in a large area nearby. It’s just a small quantity.
The scene in the snowy winter is quiet, beautiful, and picturesque.
From picking to fermentation to the day of opening, the two of them were sitting in the corridor of the kitchen, with a thick black wooden table in front of them. There is a fruit plate on the table, which contains brightly colored, crisp and sweet fruits. There are wine utensils and a wine warmer next to it.
The sky in winter is gloomy, with a heavy feeling of time, with wind but no rain.
There are green trees in the courtyard, which bring a little vitality to this gloomy sky and deep ancient courtyard.
The two of them each sat on a low wooden stool with a backrest, facing the courtyard with juice mixed with wine, and drank it carefully. The winter wind carries a chill, blowing through the leaves in the yard from time to time. No matter the wind is strong or weak, there is no sound. It is another quite poetic scene, like the silence of those years.
"I'm leaving," Feng Yeheng looked at the courtyard and suddenly said, "I came here to say goodbye to you."
"Where to go?" Sang Yue Holding the cup and looking at him.
"I don't know, should I go home?" He also held the cup and was confused for a moment, and then looked at it with a smile in his eyes, "Go back to my old hometown."
"Oh."
When she heard that she was going back to her hometown, Sang Yue didn't take it seriously. Just like when she realized that she was about to be abandoned by her family, her first thought was to return to the place that belonged to her. It's normal. He is usually too busy and needs some peace and quiet when he goes back to his hometown to recuperate.
"Then when will you open a fish and egg shop?" This question is the most important, and the tone is emphatically emphasized, "I haven't eaten for a long time."
Would it be possible to open a fish and egg shop in his hometown? Too far? Isn't it easy for her to go there? But for this stuttering thing, just stay as far away as possible, alas. She paused and suddenly thought of an important question:
"By the way, where is your hometown?"
"I don't know," Feng Yeheng shook his head, and after a moment of silence, his deep eyes fell on her beautiful face again, "I really want to leave. "
"Oh, let's go." Although she couldn't get the answer, she didn't care and said sincerely, "Have a nice trip."
The scene changed and the two returned. To that place where the sun is soft.
"Ayue," Feng Yeheng stared at her, his whole body seemed to melt into the warm sun, and his outline began to blur, "your greatest advantage is not how much knowledge you have learned, but your perseverance in the face of difficulties. Unyielding character and patience..."
There is also a weakness, she ignores the importance of life.
In his opinion, she lived hard to see all the different scenery in life; when she found that there was nothing in the world that she cared about, he was worried that she would be like those fans who passed away without hesitation. Earth ends life.
Actually, she has a lot of similarities with her partner Ye Huanyu.
The latter has a utopian spiritual world and abandons this dirty human world because it cannot accept that everything is flawed; the former abandons the entire world without any hesitation because it cannot find the meaning of life.
She was once an ordinary, pure and beautiful girl. With her fame, she gained wealth and lost everything she cared about.
"Ah Yue," the shadowy man stretched out a hand to caress her hair, "no matter when and where you are, don't give up on yourself easily..."
Work hard to live and find different fun.
I also hope that one day, old friends in this world can meet again.
......
I don’t know how long it took, but Sang Yue suddenly felt a heavy knock on her head, and she suddenly woke up. When I woke up, my eyes were confused and I looked around, huh? Yes, it was in the manor. She had just taken a nap while leaning against a tree and fell.
He sat upright again and was in a daze for a moment, slowly recalling the dream just now.
She actually dreamed of Feng Ye, and she raised her hand to touch her temples in a daze. The feeling of his touch was clear, as if it was real. It’s a very strange feeling, it’s such an unexpected day.
Just when I was about to pick up the thin booklet that fell on the lawn, I suddenly heard Lan Qiuchen’s anxious and cautious voice coming from outside the space:
“Asan? Maura?”
"Master, Alan is calling you," Maura glanced outside and saw Lan Qiuchen standing outside the bedroom door with an uneasy look, broadcasting the report, "It's very urgent."
It's really urgent.
Thank you book friend Nini for starting to stay at home again, Nini starts to stay at home again! Rewards~