Chapter 359
Old Madam Women in that era were busy from the time they were sensible until they died.
A woman who accepts her fate regards this as her life, and a woman who is unwilling to accept her fate will be tortured throughout her life. The old lady was the latter. If her children and grandchildren had not come to disturb her in the last year, she would have accepted her fate before she died.
Then we walked smoothly, without worries.
But the children and grandchildren came and reawakened her childhood longing for beauty.
The more noisy her children and grandchildren become, the more she yearns for the scenes she longed for in her childhood, forming a knot in her heart that she is reluctant to break free from. This knot in her heart remains unsolved for a day, and even if her body can't bear it and dies, her soul will remain where it is and won't leave.
Commonly known as the earth-bound spirit, it remains until it dissipates.
"Abba, Ama..." Sang Yue was still murmuring as she watched the old lady pass away smoothly.
This is the diary written by the old lady when she couldn't bear it in daily life. As she got older, she gradually forgot her original cry. The pressure of life made her bid farewell to her youth early and did not dare to write that kind of words anymore, because the more she wrote, the more she yearned for it.
When I heard it today, I just felt that the lyrics were very familiar and resonated with me, completely forgetting that this was her own voice.
Being able to let the old lady leave peacefully was completely beyond Sang Yue's expectations.
She doesn’t know how to transcend, she only knows how to persuade people to let go of hatred and let go of the past. But whether the person being persuaded can listen is beyond her control. Fortunately, all the people she met were kind-hearted people, including Yu Yu.
In her opinion, Yu Yu’s side is better, so listen to her advice.
People in a state of mind full of hatred would not be able to listen to her singing. As for an old lady who has been entangled in her heart for a lifetime, she doesn't know how to persuade her, so she can only sing out the other person's innermost words and let the other person make peace with her.
However, after they made peace, I couldn’t take back my singing voice——
"I want to tie the pole to the bench, but the bench doesn't want the pole to be tied to the bench, so I have to tie the pole to the bench..."
She really doesn't understand. The bench doesn't want the pole to be tied to the body, so why does it still have to be tied to the bench? Want to be tied to the bench? Because it was made up by humans? We are endowed with human emotions, so we think that what we don’t get is the best?
You get what you want and want more, just like Ye Huanyu.
She still remembers that when she was filming an MV on location, when no one was there, she suddenly saw him standing on the edge of the cliff with his arms outstretched. At that moment, she had no doubt that he wanted to jump, so she quickly called him to stop him.
When he heard the sound, he looked back with an indifferent expression. When he realized that it was her who softened his expression, he said sarcastically:
"What, are you afraid that my death in this outdoor shoot will affect the sales of your album? Or are you afraid that others will say that you forced your partners to death?"
"I forced you?" His words made her frown in worry. She raised her eyebrows, her face instantly turned cold, "Did I force you?"
She has always lived a life of study and work step by step. Except for her second sister and him, she has never been closer to anyone else. of contact. She and he talked about work together, and never about anything else.
Only he and the second sister told her what to do, and she never made any demands to them.
Just like this, you still dare to say so brazenly that she forced him?
If he dared to respond, she would immediately turn around and leave. The most she could do was call the police on his behalf to show her cooperation. As soon as she kept a straight face, there was no one who was not afraid of people, gods and ghosts, and Ye Huanyu was no exception. He turned away and continued to look into the distance:
"No."
But he said that Second Sister Sang was here. Find other musicians to compose songs for her. From now on, he will no longer be her only lyricist, nor will he be her only partner.
He said that he should have left long ago, and it was her singing that kept him.
But he is a rather domineering person, and he hopes that she will only sing his songs. As long as she agrees, he will never consider leaving this world again.
"Love was once the only faith..."
Singing is just one of her hobbies. Who wrote it and not sang it? She likes the songs written by Ye Huanyu, and she also likes the songs written by others. If singing just his can save his life, so be it.
"You can do it while you're here." She agreed. However, this promise is only valid while he is alive and both parties are still cooperating. When the second sister learned about it, she was furious. She called him despicable and shameless, and called her brainless. He said that in that case, all he had to do was call the police, so why bother risking his life.
Second sister is exaggerating. If you don’t sing other people’s songs, how can you waste your life? The only thing that was delayed was the second sister's financial resources.
In fact, she made this promise to Ye Huanyu for herself.
Because she found that both her second sister and Ye Huanyu wanted to control her life. She was too busy back then and couldn't find the energy to deal with more interveners. The best way was to give up the second sister's idea of expanding the business.
Ye Huanyu's threat of death just gave her an excuse.
Later, she gradually realized that the second sister and Ye Huanyu were the same in nature, and they both wanted to completely tie her to their own interests.
"You surrendered in the face of suffering..." And she grew up behind the pain.
These people had kept saying they had her best interests at heart, but they abandoned her one after another when she needed support the most. The second sister chased her away when she was in trouble, and he also ran towards the yearning in her heart during her darkest period.
No one knew that she had a dream in the early morning of the day Ye Huanyu died. In the dream, she saw him standing in front of her as usual, Wen Ya smiled and stretched out her hand:
"Wanwan, come with me, where there will be no slander, no negative fans, and no one will hurt. Your place."
"There is no such place," she said calmly.
"Yes," he walked closer to her, still holding out his hand, "as long as you come with me."
"I won't leave," she still refused and turned away, "I'm not interested."
Her attitude angered him, causing him to suddenly change his expression, reach out and grab her wrist, and said viciously:
“You must come with me!”
He was extremely strong at that time, and his hands clamped her wrist tightly like iron. She was startled, and subconsciously shouted an extremely angry scream at him:
"Ah——"
His image was roared away on the spot.
After waking up, she thought it was just a dream, but it felt amazing to shout out her dissatisfaction to others. It wasn't until her second brother-in-law came over to tell her that Ye Huanyu was dead that she realized that her dream last night might be more than just a dream.
But she was an ordinary person at the time and didn't know how to verify that it was not a dream. Nowadays, we are no longer ordinary people, and verification is no longer needed.
"All friendship is empty talk, reality makes people learn to be strong..." She sang loudly to the sky on the top of the building, and the familiar face of Ye Huanyu seemed to appear in front of her eyes.
"Wanwan, you don't keep your promise." His eyes were accusatory and his face was full of displeasure.
She said she would only sing his songs, but now she is singing in a mess?
"Love is my only belief," she sang looking at that face with firm eyes, "it has its own wings..."
It doesn't want to be used by anyone anymore Bound, she will spend the rest of her life trying to fly happily.
"Hu——"
A melodious chant flowed slowly, and the bodies and minds of all creatures in the mountain trembled.
"Wanwan, you don't keep your promise!" The accusing voice rang in my ears again.
"Hu——" She closed her eyes and continued singing without any distractions, but her voice gradually rose, "Hu——"
The mountain wind blew, and her emotions seemed to make the singing With lightning and thunder.