Chapter 207 I don’t regret it
Li Yan smiled and turned off the computer, said hello and left the school gate. She even took a trip around and bought two cans of Coke and a bag of potato chips at the canteen outside. After thinking about it, Thinking about it, I bought two more sausages.
Then he easily climbed over the wall shared by the two schools.
No one thought that students from these two schools would communicate over the wall...
Lin Zhiyuan was already waiting at a brighter basketball court as promised.
"Why are you acting like a thief?" Li Yan said with a smile.
Lin Zhiyuan's anxious heart finally calmed down, "It's already nine o'clock, what should I do if the teacher finds out?"
"If the sky falls, I will hold it up."
Li Yan found a seat in the middle of the court and sat down.
The weather is sunny today. At the end of March, the weather is getting warmer, and the evening breeze is quite comfortable.
"This position," Lin Zhiyuan smiled, "As expected of Mr. Yan."
"It's more open, you can look at the sky." Li Yan handed over the sausage, "I haven't wasted time with you like this for a while. "
"I'm so flattered, Mr. Yan," Lin Zhiyuan also sat down, eating a delicious bite of grilled sausage, "I haven't had much snacks since I entered junior high school."
< br>"There are also Cokes and potato chips."
"Yo yo yo, what's going on, Mr. Yan? Do you want anything from me?"
"No." Li Yan hit Xiaopang.
It is easy to see that Li Yan has something on his mind.
Little Fatty opened both bottles of Coca-Cola and touched the cans with Li Yan. A few drops of soda came out and they fell to the ground, crackling and bubbling.
"Zhiyuan, why do you ask about living again?"
Lin Zhiyuan took a sip of Coke and burped again, "Tell the truth?"
"If you keep talking nonsense, I'll beat you up."
"Look at how wonderful your life is," Lin Zhiyuan chuckled, "Suddenly I feel...I am living in a mess, and I don't know what I am doing."
< br>I don’t know what I am doing...
Li Yan’s thoughts jumped across time and space, returning to the day of rebirth and every day before that day.
When he was the top student in elementary school, the world had not yet opened to him, and he could not even accept that he did not make the top three in the junior high school entrance exam; when he was tired of studying in junior high school, he never considered being tired of studying. The impact was just chasing some thoughts in my heart. It seemed that all problems had solutions at that time...
When he was in high school, he had not thought about what major he would study in college, nor had he thought about what life would be like after breaking away from his status as a "student".
He has been chasing the extraordinary, and has always used his talent as his shield.
Throughout college, he was internally consumed, trying desperately to prove that he was different.
This kid who loudly claimed that he was a perfectionist at the speech conference in junior high school started trying to convince himself to accept being ordinary when he got to college.
While climbing up to chase your ideal, you gradually fall into the ordinary.
During his internship, he once cried on an empty subway returning from overtime work, not because of the hard work, but because of the ordinary.
Even the dissatisfaction with working overtime is so ordinary.
Li Yan looked at the night sky above her head in fascination, "Have you ever thought about the life ten years from now?"
"Ten years from now? It's so far away." Lin Zhiyuan shrugged and followed suit. Looking at the night sky, "The high school entrance examination...the college entrance examination, I must have graduated from college at that time! I can't imagine that maybe all I worked hard was to get into an ordinary university and then study some majors that interest me."
“What next?”
"Uh..." Lin Zhiyuan couldn't explain why, "Working? It feels so far away from me."
Not far away, in the day after day of studying and taking exams, youth passes quickly, and the student days It ends quickly, and the stages of life always follow one after another, leaving no room for breathing.
"Zhiyuan, if...I mean if," Li Yan took a sip of Coke, held her hands back, and looked at the somewhat noisy traffic outside the quiet campus, "As you said, In the future, you will be admitted to an ordinary university and study the major you like, but soon you will find that it is not easy to find a job and it is not easy to make money. You always have to work overtime until late. When you return to the rented house, you just want to Rest, day after day..."
Lin Zhiyuan put down the Coke and looked at Li Yan. "Ideals have become so far away, relationships are hard to figure out, and everything has a variety of practical considerations. Money is needed everywhere, and I have to work overtime for money, and life has become very single and boring. Friends We are all working, and gradually the communication has become less and less. You may not chat with me that much... Yes, there are no big changes, nothing too unlucky. Even in the eyes of others, you may have a pretty good life, at least you can eat Fully clothed and warm.”
Li Yan paused suddenly, "But... you are not willing to let your whole life pass by like this. Will you regret it?"
"Will you regret it?" Lin Zhiyuan repeated.
Li Yan looked at Xiaopang in surprise.
"Young Master Yan, to be honest... I actually don't understand what you are talking about, what kind of work. And my family is not short of money. If I am not happy enough, I will go home and have fun with my dad." Waiting for death. But if you want to say that we won’t chat anymore, that’s impossible.”
Li Yan couldn’t help laughing and patted Lin Zhiyuan on the shoulder.
It's magical to say the least. He can gradually unlock relevant memories through contact with others.
But I have been hanging out with Lin Zhiyuan for so long, and my relationship is even better than in my previous life. I can still recall some of the past between Xiaopang and him in junior high school.
I just remember that he had a small mouth when he was a freshman in high school, and he would talk a lot when we met.
Although we rarely saw each other at that time, I forgot what I said.
Is there a time limit for this memory recovery technique?
"Young Master Yan, what's wrong with you?"
"Huh?"
"I heard you say such negative things and say something about being tired of studying later...Don't scare me. ”
Li Yan smiled, sighed and lay down directly on the court. What he saw in front of him was the starry sky.
If you live your life again... is it such an obsession to make up for regrets in a person's life?
Now he no longer needs to persuade himself to embrace mediocrity, no longer needs to persuade himself to accept mediocrity.
He can stride forward towards his ideal until it is within reach.
"I won't regret it." Lin Zhiyuan suddenly added, and opened the potato chips at the same time, "It's rare to live once. If you really feel that my life is a mess, then...then start from now on." Study! I am reborn, and I am living my life again, hehe."
Li Yan just stared at the stars, even reaching out.
In his previous life, he used his talent as a shell and just wanted to escape from the world.
In this life he can embrace the world.
Live twice, don’t have any regrets.
A gust of evening wind blew by, and the bag of potato chips that Xiaopang had just placed flipped over in the wind, causing him to panic.
Li Yan came back to her senses and found that she had tears at some point.
It’s unclear why he shed tears, whether it was emotion about his past life or happiness about his rebirth. In short, he reconciled with his future self.
bite!
[Psychology +4, level 3 skills, total 23; understanding +3, level 4 skills, total 45]
Studying oneself is also an important part of psychology, as for this understanding …
Do you understand yourself?
Self-analysis and reconciliation are really difficult subjects for everyone.
Even if Li Yan reconciled with him in the future, only a bunch of emotions remained.
You blow your evening breeze, and I embrace my morning light.
Fortunately, Xiaopang was looking for potato chips all over the ground. Li Yan pretended to be blinded by the wind and wiped them quickly.
Lin Zhiyuan was still lamenting the waste of a bag of potato chips. Li Yan patted him on the shoulder and said:
"If it were me, I would regret it. So, I will not let myself Regret.”
"This is just right, Mr. Yan, you really scared me to death, but what's wrong with your voice? Do you have a cold?"
"Uh..."
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