Chapter 807 Reflecting on Self-blame
Kate glanced at the cigarette box in Anson's hand, took out a cigarette, and was about to put it to her mouth, but paused for a moment and stuffed the cigarette back.
Anson was confused and thought this was not the brand Kate was usually used to. "I just came out and asked Grant for it. It's nice to try some new brands occasionally."
Kate waved her hand. , "No, I just... No, forget it, I don't need it."
He hesitated to speak, hesitant.
Anson noticed that Kate's eyes were still on the cigarette case in his hand. Although he couldn't see her eyes clearly because of the night, he could still feel her reluctance and nostalgia -
The words and deeds were inconsistent.
Although he was not sure of the reason, Anson did not ask, took back the cigarette case and made a joke, "If you are worried about your tone, there is no need. There will be no kissing scene tonight."
Kate. Glancing at Anson, "I wouldn't worry if there's a kiss scene. The audience won't be able to smell it anyway."
Anson, "It's like 'Gone with the Wind'? That classic kiss scene, in fact, It smells like garlic and cigarette smoke.”
"Haha." Kate regained her smile, but it only lasted less than half a second. The smile calmed down and she looked at Anson again, showing some hesitation.
Anson thought Kate regretted it again, so he handed over the cigarette case again.
Kate looked at the cigarette with nostalgia for a while, and finally gritted her teeth and shook her head, "I can't smoke."
Anson:? ? ?
Just yesterday, Anson saw Kate smoking, why can’t he do it today?
Kate looked away, showing a slightly helpless and embarrassed smile, and gently twitched the corner of her mouth, "I'm pregnant."
Anson was caught off guard when he was killed, and was stunned for a moment. Knowing how to react, his steps were still moving forward mechanically, but his upper body movements were completely stiff.
It only took a while before Anson finally came to his senses, looked down at the cigarette in his hand, obediently put the cigarette back, and put the cigarette case into his pocket.
"Oh." Anson was stunned for a moment, then looked at Kate again, "...congratulations?"
Generally speaking, such news should be good news, and "congratulations" is It was a normal reaction; but Kate's anxiety and irritability were something else. Anson was also unsure and slightly raised his voice to express his uncertainty.
Kate tasted it immediately and glanced at Anson angrily.
Anson looked at Kate with an innocent face, "Sorry, I can't shift from the conversation just now. I'm not sure how I should react."
As he spoke, He took out a cigarette and held it in his mouth, but he didn't light it, he just held it there.
Kate watched this scene quietly, but after all she couldn't hold it back. The corners of her mouth raised slightly, feeling a little relaxed.
Words are always difficult to speak. I don’t know who I should tell or how to speak. I hold it back by myself, wandering around in fear.
I don’t know what happened, but facing the unfamiliar Ansen, the words just blurted out without any tangle as imagined.
Maybe, just because of the unfamiliarity, some words are easier.
Kate let out a long breath. The secret that had been weighing heavily on her chest was finally revealed. This made her relax, and the follow-up was much easier.
"The test came out this morning."
"If I guessed correctly, it should be around five to six weeks. Although I haven't gone to the hospital for further testing yet, it shouldn't be wrong. I can feel it myself.”
"I don't..."
"I mean, it was an accident, and I don't know what to do."
"What the hell!"
Now, Everything finally became clear -
No wonder Kate has been feeling restless and distracted today, a little irritable and a little anxious, and she can't calm down.
In Vanity Fair, people always have stricter requirements for actresses. Although actresses in their thirties and forties still have no shortage of performance opportunities, Hollywood always leaves more opportunities for actresses under the age of thirty. This is exactly the opposite for actors. Actors after the age of thirty will enter their golden period. Actors before the age of thirty are just children.
This year, Kate is about to turn twenty-eight, which is the golden period for an actress; after these years of hard work, Kate has finally found some breakthroughs in her acting career. , with the huge halo of "Titanic" repositioning his career as an actor, the next step is a good harvest.
However, an unexpected pregnancy may completely disrupt Kate's plans.
Not only is it time, but when she is waiting for the birth of her child and returning to work, the script and role given to her by the producer and film company may also change dramatically, and even require everything to be overturned.
And, apart from anything else, the "warm inner light" in front of my eyes is also a problem.
When she signed the contract, Kate had no idea that she was pregnant; but now, on the fourth day of filming, the actress has a problem and suddenly begins to radiate the brilliance of motherhood. What should she do?
Trouble.
Irritated.
Kate really likes the work "Warm and Inner Light" and sincerely hopes that she can inject different colors into the work.
But now, she is becoming the main culprit that destroys the temperament of the work.
Angry and annoyed, anxious and confused.
Kate couldn't calm down at all, and she couldn't get into the performance state.
What’s worse is that Kate can only keep it in her heart and cannot tell anyone. This is a shocking secret. Once it is revealed, it may be a bombshell and affect the entire crew.
This is exactly what Kate hates the most.
"...Just thinking about myself becoming the evil person who destroys everything makes my stomach burn. I can't forgive myself for such unprofessional behavior."
"This, this is not me."
“I am becoming the kind of actor I hate most.”
“Smug and arrogant, mixing private life with work, and letting his life become an uncertain factor that interferes with work, and then act arbitrarily It’s completely irresponsible to leave the mess to the crew.”
“Believe me, there are too many stories like this in Hollywood, and they are often about women, so that producers treat women as if they are women. I have always wanted to reverse this prejudice, but now I am becoming a trouble.”
"Hell!"
Suppressed and suppressed, endured and endured.
Kate has been controlling herself, keeping the secret tightly, bearing everything alone, not knowing who she should tell, and not preparing to tell anyone -
Of course, she can tell her agent, and she should Tell the agent.
But in Kate's view, once she tells the agent, it means asking the agent to come and clean up the mess, and the matter may be irreversible.
She doesn't want this.
At least today, Kate only found out about this in the morning and has not yet fully digested it. She is not yet ready to tell the world and face the consequences.
To some extent, she is still denying reality.
After all, she hasn’t gone to the hospital for a formal blood test yet.
Until now.
Anson actually became the first person in the world to know that Kate Winslet was giving birth to a new life.
Honestly, it all seems a little weird, especially when Anson and Kate are about to fall head over heels in love in a movie.
(End of this chapter)