Chapter 18 Box
What was Chu Yan like before?
This question would pop up in Gu Chuan's mind every time they quarreled. However, as their quarrels became more and more frequent, Chu Yan looked like she was crying in front of him more and more often. Gradually, he forgot about this problem.
Strangely, when he saw Chu Yan for the first time today, when he saw her walking slowly from outside the crowd with a happy smile, this question actually popped up in his mind again, and there was also got the answer.
When she was young, she couldn't tell when she had a heartbeat. Maybe it was when she was standing on the stage giving a speech, maybe when she was running on the field, or maybe it was an ordinary afternoon.
The cicadas chirping outside the window are endless, and the dullness caused by the scorching sun mixes with the tension and oppression caused by the senior year of high school, making it the most unforgettable bitter summer.
There are always many things on his mind.
What should I do if this decision is wrong?
What should I do if he embarrasses his parents?
What should I do if he brings shame to the family?
There were too many noises in his mind, forcing him to open his eyes while lying on the desk. Then, he ran into the girl's dark eyes and saw himself. Slowly getting flushed on the face.
She likes to tie her long hair into a ponytail. Students are not allowed to wear makeup, but she has many cute trinkets and hairbands in different colors.
That day she tied a beautiful bow with a blue hairband, which matched the blue and white school uniform very well. Because she said it was windy at the window, he gave her the window seat.
Under the shade of the trees, the refreshing breeze slowly danced through the curtains, making the girl's soft and beautiful black hair outline the arc of youth.
There was a strand of hair that rubbed against his face, which made him itchy.
They couldn't sleep in a classroom so quiet that they could only hear the sound of the fan. The moment they opened their eyes unexpectedly, they just happened to see each other.
The young man's heart was beating loudly in his chest. Perhaps it was the sultry air, and his body was inexplicably stiff. He couldn't control himself. He moved his hand forward little by little, touched her fingertips, and then quietly hooked them. Her little finger.
She was a little nervous, but also a little excited. She secretly glanced at the teacher who was dozing on the podium. She moved a little closer to him, so that he completely held her hand under the desk.
It was the first time that two good students secretly did such a bad thing. It took them a long time to calm down, but secretly holding each other's hands under the desk became a little habit for them.
During the summer vacation, their love affair was known to their family.
Mrs. Gu once asked angrily: "Why do you have to be with her!"
"I love her."
"Do you know what love is!"
"I want to be with her forever. We will get married, have children, and grow old together."
Mrs. Gu lost control and grabbed a tea cup and threw it over, "You are still so young and don't understand anything at all!"
Eighteen-year-old Gu Chuan endured the pain on his forehead and let the blood slowly flow down, blurring the vision of one of his eyes. He remained motionless and only said stubbornly: "I love her."
That day, Mrs. Gu was so angry that she fell ill and was admitted to the hospital.
That day was also the first time Gu Chuan looked so rebellious in front of his parents.
What was Chu Yan like before?
Outside the glass window, under the wall of roses, she heard her boyfriend say something interesting. Her eyes burst out with sparkles, and her bright smile in turn infected the person she loved. The young man leaned over At that moment, while others were not paying attention, he quietly kissed the top of her hair.
Her eyes will sparkle even more, and she must have captured the most beautiful stars in the night sky.
At that moment, Gu Chuan actually remembered what Chu Yan was like.
"Gu Chuan." Song Xueyuan changed into a white fishtail skirt embellished with pearls, which fit her figure very well and made her look very beautiful, but when she looked at Gu Chuan, there was uneasiness in her eyes.
Gu Chuan looked at her, smiled, and held her hand, "Don't be afraid, let's go out."
Song Xueyuan felt relieved and nodded happily.
Gu Chuan is not the kind of person who is half-hearted. He will not dwell on the past. Even if his ex-girlfriend appears, it is the past tense. He understands what he should seize now.
Song Xueyuan suddenly remembered the pile of clutter piled up in the second bedroom. During this time, she had been busy getting engaged and taking care of Lin Chenan. When she stayed at home, Gu Chuan was also there. She did not dare to throw the box away in front of Gu Chuan. Otherwise, Gu Chuan might notice it if he sees it.
So she never found a chance to throw it away. When she saw Chu Yan today, she thought of the box again. Song Xueyuan quietly glanced at Gu Chuan and determined that she must deal with those things as soon as possible while Gu Chuan was away.
The banquet was over and the guests slowly dispersed.
Song Xueyuan wore a beautiful dress and forced herself to cheer up to deal with each guest. When the banquet was over, she couldn't wait to go to the lounge to change into daily clothes.
Being the fiancée of a wealthy family is really very particular. Even though it was her engagement party, she was even more tired than the waiter.
Gu Chuan was naturally waiting for her outside and sat on the sofa to answer work emails.
Fu Juan watched Chu Yan and the Shen family leave chatting and laughing, then walked over slowly, thinking of saying goodbye to Gu Chuan, "I have to go home to make dinner, Gu Chuan, I'll leave first. "
Gu Chuan nodded coldly, "Yeah."
Fu Juan glanced at Gu Chuan again. It was amazing. Chu Yan appeared today. Gu Chuan's attitude was so normal now. There was no change. Has he really let go of Chu Yan?
It’s really a bit heartless.
Fu Juan was a fun-loving person. Although he had been lectured by his wife many times, the bad taste in his body could not be suppressed. He suddenly said: "Gu Chuan."
"Huh?" Gu Chuan didn't even raise his head and simply responded.
Fu Juan said: "A year ago, I met Chu Yan in the hospital. She probably didn't tell you about her going to the hospital, right?"
Gu Chuan paused slightly, not knowing how to answer this question.
At that time, their relationship was at its worst. He would come back a little late to socialize, and if he brought him back smelling like alcohol, Chu Yan would be very uneasy and fall into a very extreme state.
I don’t know when, the heartbeat of my youth gradually couldn’t remember the original appearance due to the torture of each other. A year ago, when they were about to break up, he often forgot what Chu Yan said in anger. .
So Gu Chuan didn't remember whether Chu Yan ever mentioned her going to the hospital.
Gu Chuan finally looked up and asked, "What's wrong with her?"
Fu Juan suddenly felt bored. He smiled and said, "It's nothing. You won't care anyway."
After Fu Juan left, Gu Chuan was still in a daze.
Song Xueyuan ran out of the lounge crying, "Gu Chuan, the hospital called me and said that Lin Chen'an's condition has changed!"
Gu Chuan supported her and said, "Don't worry, let's go to the hospital."
Lin Chen'an was unconscious for a while, and his condition suddenly worsened.
Song Xueyuan did not dare to leave the hospital, fearing that she would not be able to see him for the last time.
Gu Chuan thought that she hadn't eaten anything all day and her favorite was the dumpling shop downstairs, so he decided to drive back and buy her a dinner.
Song Xueyuan was very touched. If it weren't for Gu Chuan, she really didn't know who she would be helpless. Who else could she look for for protection?
Arriving downstairs in the community, the words Fu Juan said today were inexplicably recalled in Gu Chuan's ears.
A year ago, he and Chu Yan broke up.
Chu Yan moved away quickly, and a few days later, she handed him a box.
She said: "This is what you have left me over the years. If I give it back to you now, we will have nothing to do with it."
Gu Chuan did not open the box, but placed it casually in the room where debris was accumulated.
However, now, it seemed that there was a mysterious force driving him. After getting off the car, he raised his eyes and looked towards the direction called "home".