Chapter 23 Child
Lin Chenan’s condition stabilized. Not only that, he also opened his eyes and was able to recognize people.
Song Xueyuan was overjoyed, but she didn't dare let Lin Chenan see the ring on her hand, for fear that it would irritate him and make his condition worse.
Lin Chenan was lying on the hospital bed, trying his best to smile and said, "媱山, will you always stay with me?"
Song Xueyuan's eyes were red and sparkling with tears, and she nodded gently.
Lin Chenan was in a car accident because of her. They had known each other since they were six years old. The emotions accumulated over the years were not easy to dissipate, so she did not want to irritate Lin Chenan. She hoped that he would be healthy, safe and live a happy life.
Lin Chenan looked sad, "Is he good to you?"
Song Xueyuan replied softly: "He is very good to me."
"That's good..." Lin Chenan said weakly. The calmer his tone, the more painful he felt in his heart.
Song Xueyuan has been with him for so many years, so she can naturally sense his true emotions.
Lin Chenan was an orphan and had to work hard on his own for everything. Song Xueyuan's mother knew very well what kind of hard life she would have without money, so she firmly disagreed with Song Xueyuan and Lin Chenan being together.
Song Xueyuan once thought that as long as she and Lin Chenan persisted, they would definitely be happy, but the pressure of reality gave them a wake-up call.
After graduating from college, they officially entered the society. They were under great pressure with mortgage loans, car loans, living expenses... and sometimes quarrels were unavoidable. After the scandal between Song Xueyuan and the company president came out, their relationship Something has changed.
Even though Lin Chenan believed that Song Xueyuan would not betray him, this incident really made them see clearly the cruelty of the real world, and they would not be soft-hearted just because they were a couple who truly loved each other.
So they finally separated.
But Lin Chenan has always been in love with Song Xuewong.
He looked at Song Xueyuan's current appearance, looking much haggard. It must be because she had to take care of herself so much. Repressed emotions welled up in his heart, and he held Song Xueyong's hand.
Song Xueyuan raised her eyes, with tears still in her eyes.
At this time, a figure passed by the door.
Song Xueyuan looked up and saw Fu Juan in a white coat. She hurriedly retracted her hand. She was embarrassed and wanted to explain a word or two to Fu Juan. She must not let Gu Chuan misunderstand him, but Fu Juan was just friendly. He smiled and left directly.
Song Xueyuan couldn't sit still and thought of the things she hadn't thrown away yet. After falling asleep with Lin Chenan, she got home before Gu Chuan came back from get off work.
The debris piled up in the room was still there, but Song Xueyuan searched around and couldn't find the cardboard box.
She suddenly had a very strong bad premonition in her heart, and when rummaging through things on the ground, she moved even more hastily.
"What are you looking for?"
Song Xueyuan froze, turned around, and saw Gu Chuan standing at the door.
She didn't know how long he stood there and how long he looked at him. He still had the same calm eyes and gentle expression, but Song Xuewong felt that there seemed to be some change in Gu Chuan for no reason.
She didn't dare to ask Gu Chuan if he had taken away the box, so she could only stand up and smiled awkwardly, "I thought I came back early today and wanted to get rid of all these unnecessary things."
Gu Chuan asked: "You came back early today. Is Lin Chenan feeling better?"
"Yes, he has woken up, but the doctor said that his body is too weak and needs to be replenished, so I plan to make some soup and send it to him tomorrow." Song Xuewong carefully observed Gu Chuan's expression, trying to figure out what to do. There was no displeasure on his face. But Gu Chuan turned around and untied his tie, and just said a faint "hmm".
Song Xueyuan hurriedly walked up to him again, stretched out her hand to snatch away the work of untying his tie, and took off his coat for him, "If you don't feel unhappy, I will..."
"It doesn't matter." Gu Chuan said calmly, "I know he is your only friend."
Song Xueyuan's mother was a mistress for others. Before she dated Gu Chuan, she was not recognized by her father. Therefore, she has been looked down upon by others since she was a child. Only Lin Chenan was different and was willing to make friends with her.
Therefore, Lin Chenan certainly has special meaning to Song Xueyuan.
Song Xueyuan should have been happy that her fiancé could understand her, but for some reason, she couldn't be happy.
A stronger smell of tobacco than before entered the tip of her nose. Song Xueyuan raised her face and said, "Are you smoking again?"
He replied: "I smoked a few to refresh myself."
When Song Xueyuan first met Gu Chuan, Gu Chuan also liked to smoke, but she didn't like the smell of cigarettes. After they were together, she never smelled the smell of cigarettes on Gu Chuan. However, these days, the smell of tobacco on Gu Chuan's body It's getting thicker day by day.
Gu Chuan said, "Sorry, you don't like the smell. I'll take a shower first."
Song Xueyuan suddenly became happy again because of his words.
Gu Chuan did not work overtime today, and Lin Chenan was out of danger again. Song Xueyuan rarely let go of the pressure in her heart. When she went to bed, she felt a little moved. It was rare that she could not hold back her shyness and took the initiative to kiss the man next to her.
Gu Chuan always had a good temper and would indulge her in anything.
Song Xueyuan mustered up the courage to hold down Gu Chuan's hand to get the condom, and said with a blushing face: "Gu Chuan, we are about to get married. Didn't you say you wanted a daughter before? Let's work hard together, okay?"
As her words came out, the air in the bedroom, which was still filled with lingering atmosphere, dropped to freezing point.
Song Xueyuan didn't know what was going on. Why did the enthusiasm in the man's eyes disappear without a trace in an instant?
After a while, Gu Chuan smiled and said, "I suddenly remembered that I still have an email that needs to be answered. You go to bed first without waiting for me."
He got up and left, leaving the bedroom.
Song Xueyuan watched his figure disappear blankly, and the bad feeling in her heart spread more and more.
The moonlight is very good tonight, and the night lights in the city outside the window are still shining brightly. Even if the lights are not turned on, there are still spots of light that can illuminate everything in the lifeless space.
Sometimes, Gu Chuan also hates the light that is too dazzling. If everything is illuminated too clearly, there will be no opportunity to hide it and let himself treat it as unknown.
He sat quietly on the chair and stared at the cardboard box in front of him for a long time.
The school uniform he wore when he graduated at the age of eighteen was well preserved, but the scribblings on it were a little faded. But strangely, the more the color faded, the more his memory of that period faded. Clear.
That year, all the graduating students were as busy as crazy.
She also became much more lively. She followed the example of other girls, pulled him aside, wrote her name on his school uniform, and drew a pink love heart. She proudly told him, "This way everyone knows You are my boyfriend.”