Chapter 29 Extravagant Hope
Shen Xing comes to live in the old house for a few days every year. There are still things from his childhood here. He is also very familiar with this place. He pulls Chu Yan and stands in front of the French window, which is facing Looking at the courtyard of the old house.
He pointed at the swing and said with a smile: "Yanyan, if you want to play, we can go there and sit there later."
Chu Yan nodded with interest, "Okay."
Shen Xing knew that she would be nervous when she came to a strange place and met strange elders. He picked her up, put her on the bed, kissed her face, and said softly: "Don't be nervous, I'm with you." Woolen cloth."
"That..." Chu Yan remembered Gu Chuan's attitude towards her, and she asked, "Does your cousin hate me?"
Shen Xing paused slightly and asked with a smile: "Why do you say that?"
"I don't know, it's just a feeling." Chu Yan lowered her eyes. Sometimes people's feelings come so suddenly, and there is no reason that can be explained to support it. She asked: "You have a good relationship with him. He Do you think I'm not worthy of you?"
Shen Xing was stunned for a moment, then he held her face with his hands and rubbed it exaggeratedly, "Yanyan, what are you talking about! It's because I'm not good enough for you. You are the best girl in the world!"
Chu Yan's face was twisted into a funny expression by him. She reached out her hand to push his face a little unhappy, "Let go!"
Shen Xing laughed out loud, pulled her into his arms, and rubbed her cheek, "Why do you look so cute when you're angry?"
His soft yellow hair was a little itchy when it rubbed against her. Chu Yan even felt as if she was being rubbed here and there by a big golden retriever, and he opened his softest part to her without hesitation and waited. Let her touch it.
Chu Yan looked at him expressionlessly, too lazy to struggle.
Shen Xing held her face and kissed her several more times, his chest shook slightly, and a smile overflowed from the corners of his raised lips, "Listen up, Yanyan."
Although he was smiling inappropriately, he was looking at her very seriously.
"Being able to be with you is the happiest thing in my life. A long time ago, I didn't dare to hope that such a day would happen."
She could be by his side, touched by him, held by him, kissed by him.
Shen Xing often puts himself in this state of fear and uneasiness. When it comes to Chu Yan, he has never been confident. Because he cares, he is afraid. Because of fear, he also wants to trap her tightly. around oneself.
Shen Xing often had nightmares. In the dream, Chu Yan discovered his deception and left the false world built by lies without mercy, abandoning him without looking back.
Shen Xing's admiration for Chu Yan has already reached a point of mindless paranoia.
Chu Yan had forgotten the past, but she could vaguely feel Shen Xing's uneasiness. She didn't know what had happened to them before, but human beings are sensory creatures, and human feelings cannot lie.
Shen Xing never concealed his feelings for her. He opened up the whole world to her and told the people close to him that she was his lover. Every word he said and everything he did was like It’s like adding bricks and tiles to the castle called “Trust and Security”.
So after Chu Yan woke up, she only felt at a loss for a short time. After that, every day she was with him, she was wrapped in a sense of security.
Chu Yan looked at him for a long time, stretched out her hands to wrap around his neck, and she was very close to him. She pressed his cheek intimately and laughed out loud, "I'm not a fairy in the sky, I'm right here in your lap." In front of me, Shen Xing, there is no need to use the word extravagant hope on me. I want to be someone you can touch and touch. "
Shen Xing's Adam's apple rolled, his heart beat violently in his chest, and his flesh and blood seemed to be boiling and surging because of her words. Chu Yan always has such a powerful magic power, which can easily make his reason and emotions become a mess.
Shen Xing's lust reached its peak almost at this moment. His black eyes were locked on her face, touching the skin on her face, and she nuzzled his palm obediently. When she looked at him, Always with a smile.
The burning passion in Shen Xing's body was calmed down in an instant.
Rather than saying that Shen Xing wanted to be physically entangled with her, it was better to say that he wanted to use this method to confirm that Chu Yan was in love with him.
He knew that whenever he wanted, she would definitely cooperate, but she must be very tired now.
What he wanted had always been to be entangled with her day and night, not to indulge in desire just once.
Shen Xing hugged her and lay on the bed, patting her back gently, "Go to sleep, Yanyan, I will stay with you."
In the next room, the atmosphere was a bit stagnant.
Song Xueyuan sometimes took a nap, but now she was lying on her side on the bed, unable to fall asleep for a long time, and new messages popped up on the phone she was holding.
[媱山, are you okay? 】
The person who sent the message was naturally Lin Chenan.
In fact, after breaking up with Lin Chenan, Song Xuewong deleted Lin Chenan's contact information. However, Lin Chenan was still hospitalized and he had no other relatives. Naturally, Song Xuewong could only add his contact information to encourage him to listen to the doctor and work hard. Do rehabilitation exercises and try to stand up from the hospital bed as soon as possible.
Song Xueyuan raised her eyes again. The man sitting at the desk was using a laptop to process work emails. He had not looked back to look at her for a long time.
She always knew that Gu Chuan was very busy.
Gu Chuan is the only heir to the Gu family. Although his father is the chairman, many things are left to Gu Chuan, the president. Gu Chuan has received an elite education since he was a child. He has requirements for himself. It has always been very high.
Before Song Xueyuan and Gu Chuan got together, she was an intern serving tea and water. She had seen that Gu Chuan was often the last person to walk out of the company building.
Song Xueyuan actually didn't understand the company's decisions and many big directions, and she couldn't help her. But in the past, Gu Chuan would always talk to her about things that young people like nowadays, so she wouldn't feel like she was being isolated. It felt like Gu Chuan chatted with her less and less now.
Song Xueyuan didn't dare to disturb Gu Chuan. She looked at the message on her phone again, and finally typed and replied to the message.
"I have looked at Miss Chu's case, and it is very likely that she will recover her memory. It is just because she lacks a familiar environment now that it is difficult for her to show signs of memory recovery."
In the chat box, Fu Juan sent a line of text, and then he sent another sentence: "Gu Chuan, why are you asking this? What do you want to do?"
Gu Chuan did not answer the question. He leaned back on the chair. He looked out the window and gradually fell into a trance.