Chapter 32 Light and Darkness
In the living room, the old lady was talking to the two girls about what happened to the two children, Gu Chuan and Shen Xing, when they were young.
In the words of the old lady, Gu Chuan seemed to be more mature than his peers since he was a child. Shen Xing looked like a monkey making himself dirty every day, but Gu Chuan was always the clean and tidy child.
Song Xueyuan stood and answered, "Gu Chuan must have made his parents worry-free when he was a child."
"Does it save you worry?" The old lady said, "Maybe."
Chu Yan couldn't help but said: "Then did Cousin Gu cry like ordinary children when he was a child?"
The old lady tried hard to think about it, shook her head, and said: "In my impression, except that he would cry before he was four or five years old, he should have never cried after receiving the so-called elite education from his parents. ”
Before her mind could react, Chu Yan inexplicably said with a strange sense of melancholy: "He is so pitiful."
The old lady was very interested, "Why do you say that?"
"I just think..." Chu Yan tried hard to think of words to explain, "a child's childhood shouldn't be like that."
The old lady held Chu Yan's hand, her eyes a little more kind, "Your ideas coincide with mine."
Song Xueyuan looked at Chu Yan and bit her lip slightly.
When Gu Chuan was young, the old lady would often find excuses to take him over and live with her for a while. Even if she was in a situation where she could do it, she would try to make the child feel as relaxed as a real child. But Gu Chuan still gradually became what he is now.
For his parents, his "perfection" is what the Gu family wants, but how can there be perfect people in this world?
The old lady sighed and said: "Later, I saw that Shen Xing and Gu Chuan had a good relationship. I also thought that it would be great if Shen Xing could take Gu Chuan to do some naughty and bad things, but this kid Gu Chuan is really It’s too shabby.”
"When Gu Chuan was in junior high school, he took Shen Xing out to eat. There wasn't much traffic at that time, but even if everyone crossed the road at the red light, Gu Chuan still stood still, no matter where Shen Xing was. No matter how you called him from the other side, he just waited until the green light appeared before crossing the road. "
The old lady looked at Song Xueyuan with a smile, "So when I heard that one day Gu Chuan would rebel against his parents, I was both surprised and happy. Yugao, you are the person Gu Chuan likes, and you must be a good boy. I I hope you and Gu Chuan can live a good life, and I hope you can make Gu Chuan feel more of the happiness of ordinary people."
Song Xueyuan's throat tightened, and she replied with a smile: "Okay."
When the old lady saw Shen Xing coming down from upstairs, she asked, "Are you done talking?"
"We're done talking." Shen Xing hurried down and pulled Chu Yan to stand up, "Grandma, I'll take Yanyan for a walk outside."
Song Xueyuan said: "Why didn't Gu Chuan come down?"
"I don't know, there must be something to deal with at work." Shen Xing replied casually, then said hello to his grandmother, took Chu Yan's hand, and led her out of the hall.
The night wind on the mountain was a bit cold. Shen Xing put his coat on Chu Yan and asked with a smile: "What were you and grandma talking about while I was away?"
Just like Shen Xing went out to work and was not with Chu Yan. Every day when he came home, he would ask Chu Yan what she had done and what she had seen. Even when they were right next to each other and Chu Yan was chatting with people on her mobile phone, He would also casually ask her who she was chatting with and what she said.
Maybe it was Chu Yan's misunderstanding. She was obviously the one who lost her memory, but the one who was deeply disturbed has always been Shen Xing.
And as time went by, Shen Xing became more and more uneasy. He seemed to want to know Chu Yan's every move. Chu Yan replied: "Grandma just told us about you and your cousin when they were young. By the way, she also said that she was surprised and surprised that your cousin rebelled against his parents for Miss Song."
Shen Xing held Chu Yan's hand and walked slowly in the courtyard. His tone was very brisk, "I know, grandma always wanted my cousin to be able to be happy and angry like ordinary children, but my cousin is really too steady. "In my memory, I have never seen him have any major mood swings."
"So he must love Miss Song very much." Chu Yan smiled, "It's a good thing that they can be together now."
Shen Xing stared at Chu Yan's face. After a moment, he smiled and said, "Yes, it is a good thing that they can have lovers and finally get married."
Chu Yan thought of the happy scene at the engagement party and couldn't help but sigh, "It's great that they can receive everyone's blessings and come together. I heard grandma say so much, and I can probably feel your expression." Brother is a step-by-step person, so it is really not easy for him to be with Miss Song now. "
"Yanyan."
"Um?"
Shen Xing bent down and got closer to her face. He secretly did not let himself miss any changes in her expression, and then said, "It's not easy for us to come together."
Chu Yan frowned, smiled and said, "Of course, it must be very difficult for us to be together for seven years."
Shen Xing's eyelashes trembled slightly, his eyes flickered slightly, and soon, he showed his usual sunny smile, "Well, you're right!"
He still remembered what he said during the day about taking Chu Yan to sit on the swing. He helped Chu Yan sit on the swing. He wanted to push, but Chu Yan was so scared that she quickly grabbed his hand, "Don't!"
Shen Xing rubbed the top of her head, "Don't be afraid, I'm watching over you."
Then she slowly loosened her grip on his hand and instead held on to the rope. The moment her feet soared into the air, her skirt also flew up, the sound of wind whizzed past her ears, and the feeling of weightlessness was hidden again. A little unexpected excitement.
Chu Yan couldn't help laughing.
Shen Xing asked from behind: "Is it fun?"
"Fun!"
The moment Chu Yan raised her eyes, she unexpectedly met the eyes of the man in the glass window upstairs.
He stood in the line of light and dusk created by the shadow of the curtains and the brightness of the lights, as if he was half in light and half in darkness.
Being far away, Chu Yan couldn't see clearly what his expression was, but there was a strange feeling that reminded her that something was coming out of the darkness, and it was growing rapidly.
When the night wind became more fierce and danced the curtains more fiercely, the light on his body completely disappeared.
Chu Yan landed on her feet and felt an inexplicable fear.
"Yanyan." Shen Xing came to her and squatted down, holding her face with his hands, making her eyes focus again and she looked at him, "What's wrong?"
Chu Yan held Shen Xing's hand tightly, "I don't want to play anymore, let's go back and rest."