Chapter 716 Thoughts are suffering
Although Aunt Li was crying and angry, she kept paying attention to the conversation between Cai Gen and her son.
I became anxious when I heard that my son was rushing back all night and had been drinking.
Angry words are angry words, and a biological son is still a biological son.
He grabbed Cai Gen's phone and said anxiously.
"Er donkey, don't drive late at night and drink. It's not safe."
"Mom, the company has a lot of things to do at the end of the year. I was with an important client just now, so I didn't receive your call. I
Then I'll go back tomorrow morning, don't worry. ”
"Your dad is fine now. All that's left is observation. He'll be fine when he gets to the hospital.
If you are busy at work, you should be busy with your own affairs first. I have nothing to do here.
Besides, Cai Gen is here. ”
"How can I keep bothering others? I know it well and will go back as soon as possible."
"Oh, Cai Gen is not busy either, your work is the most important.
What if you leave when the company is busy at the end of this year?
What if you lose your job again and still have so much loan to buy a house? ”
Cai Gen listened beside him, feeling helpless for a while, so he said that he didn't want to be with Aunt Li because he didn't know how to talk well.
I came to help in the middle of the night, so it's because I'm not busy?
Hey, this old lady seemed to have calmed down after hearing her son's voice, and felt that she had someone to rely on.
"Mom, I have no obligation to help us even if I am busy. This is already quite troublesome for me.
You give the phone to Cai Gen. ”
Aunt Li wanted to say more, but when she saw Cai Gen next to her, she remembered that what she said was a bit inappropriate and handed the phone to Cai Gen.
"Er Donkey, I'm listening."
“Lao Gen, it’s hard to buy tickets at the end of the year. If I can buy tickets, I’ll arrive at noon tomorrow. If I can’t buy tickets, I’ll drive back and arrive in the afternoon.
I have to trouble you again. My parents are old and there is no one around me."
"Stop talking nonsense. I'll keep an eye on you. I'll send the old lady home later. Please be safe on the road."
"By the way, Lao Gen, how much is the hospitalization fee and so on just now? I'll forward it to you."
"Let's talk about it when you come back."
"Sure, then I'll say thank you first and then we'll talk about it in person."
After hanging up the phone, Cai Gen looked at Aunt Li who had come back to her senses, looking a bit like the usual spirited old lady.
Having been a teacher for more than 40 years, as long as there are no emergencies, I can still be stable.
No, the inside and outside were separated just now.
At such an old age, everyone in the world has the heart of a parent, and Cai Gen understands it very well.
"Aunt Li, let me take you home, don't stay here.
I'm not busy either, I'll just watch it here. ”
After hearing Cai Gen's subtext, Aunt Li's eyes were still filled with tears and she forced out an embarrassed smile.
"Cai Gen, why don't you go home, I'll be fine here.
It's already been a big help for you to come here.
It's not appropriate for you to stay here any longer. ”
Hey, doesn’t it sound much better if you talk like this?
Cai Gen scratched his bald head and felt refreshed.
"Don't, if my mother finds out and runs away without you, she won't scold me to death.
Don't worry, go back and have a good sleep. Come back tomorrow and Erlu will be back. ”
Aunt Li wanted to refuse, but Brother Cai had already pulled her off the elevator.
There just happened to be a taxi at the door. Aunt Li said she wouldn't let Cai Gen take her there, so she had to take a taxi home herself, so she wouldn't bother Cai Gen.
Brother Cai thought, yes, the security was so good and the taxi was fine, so he didn't follow him and went back to the upper floor of the inpatient department to keep watch.
After seeing Aunt Li off, I looked at my phone and saw that it was almost two o'clock. These two donkeys are also very hardworking. At this point, they are still accompanying customers. Mr. Ma in a big city doesn't look so good.
I called Xiao Sun and told him not to go back tonight, and asked him to tell Zhen Shui Yin to pick up the car tomorrow at Mom's community.
After giving instructions, he hung up the phone and Cai Gen was in a daze in the corridor of the hospital.
After what happened just now, Cai Gen felt confused.
At the beginning, when I chose to return to my hometown from a big city, I was worried about the situation today, where water from afar cannot quench my thirst for nearness, and my sorrow is empty.
I have lived for forty years, how many days can I spend with my parents?
At that time, Cai Gen did some calculations and looked at the numbers above, which was shocking.
In the first ten years, children were ignorant and didn't know shit. Apart from being naughty and causing trouble, they only made their parents worry.
Ten years from now, I will be a rebellious young person who won’t listen to anyone else’s words. Apart from making my parents angry, I won’t do anything good.
Another ten years later, I got married and had children, struggling to survive in a big city under tremendous pressure.
To my parents, I am more like a guest. I stay home for a few days a year, excluding drinking with friends and class reunions, and not having a few meals with my parents at home.
They are a family, more like distant relatives who see each other once a year.
If he continues to live as he is and looks to the future development trend, Cai Gen is destined to be unable to change anything and will definitely leave regrets.
As his parents got older and older, they raised him once, and finally raised a guest who came home once a year. This result was unacceptable to Cai Gen.
Cai Gen felt that he should have a chance to give back to his parents.
Parents also deserve a chance to enjoy their family.
Such an opportunity is so lucky and precious for both parents and Cai Gen.
Moreover, only such a life can make Cai Gen feel complete.
Of course, Cai Gen still felt a certain amount of psychological pressure after making such a choice.
After all, I have many years of work experience, and it is difficult to have any chance to use it in a small city. With it comes the risk of reduced income and reduced quality of life.
But what kind of choice is risk-free?
Which one has gained and not lost?
When choosing between choices, if you understand what you want most, you will have no regrets.
This is also the fulcrum that Cai Genneng has been struggling with.
At this time, Cai Gen, who was sitting in the corridor of the hospital and experiencing the long-lasting pain after the choice, did not regret his original decision.
Aunt Li was holding her hand tightly just now. How helpless did she feel?
Whose mother would she be without being helpless?
When something goes wrong, how much comfort would it be if the children you had worked so hard to raise and put everything into raising were by your side?
Life forces you to make choices. You are faced with dilemmas, and you can only compromise in the end.
I looked up to the sky anxiously and sighed, feeling helpless.
Thoughts are suffering, unless you have no thoughts, don't want anything, and don't care about anything.
But is that still called living?
Regardless of ordinary people, or the gods and Buddhas in the West, who has no thoughts?
Even Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva, didn't he slander him and do bad things, so Cai Gen caught him?
By the way, what bad thing is that Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva doing?
Why do you seem to be so nervous when you see him?
Based on his status, he should take everything he does calmly, right?
Unless, he just doesn't want himself to see it?
The more Cai Gen thought about it, the more he realized that this was the case.
I don't dream innocently.
Dreams in the past all indicate that something related to you is happening, whether good or bad.
So, what does today’s dream mean?
It was over, Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva, unwilling to be left alone, took action.
"Wang Shenpo, are you there?
Is it nearby?
Call Goddess Wang. ”
(End of chapter)