Chapter 802 Poetry and Distance
This feeling should be called a sense of belonging.
How many years have passed, after experiencing all the betrayals, traveling through mountains and rivers, and facing countless difficulties, Tamamo finally gained a sense of belonging.
If I had known that this was the case, why didn't I intercept the teacher in the first place?
Wouldn't it be better to just look for Kui Niu then?
Not only is Kui Niu the best in the Three Realms, at least he has a natural advantage in protecting the calf.
Will no one let me take the blame?
Is there someone who can support me?
Hypothesis, just hypothesis, has no meaning anymore.
Kui Niu expressed his stance, and he should have forgiven himself.
It's not because I deserve forgiveness, it's because there aren't many people like me anymore.
Kui Niu doesn't feel sorry for himself, but for people like him.
No matter what the starting point, he can go to Changbai San because Kui Niu is there.
Looking back at the beginning, how did I end up on the path of regret all my life?
Regardless of whether we are human or not, it is easy to be confused by those beautiful visions that are thousands of miles away from us.
Because poetry and the distance are always more beautiful than the current daily necessities.
When Tamamo begins to pursue higher and more perfect values, it is easy to fall into the right kind of emotion.
Instead, another thing is ignored - reality.
Can the true self have beautiful visions?
Practice has proved that I can't.
Even when he achieved everything they hoped for, he was still ruthlessly abandoned like trash, as if it was destiny.
Tamamo thought about this question thousands of times, but in the end she couldn't figure it out or why.
Today, Kui Niu's sudden understanding made her understand.
What you are, what you belong to, and where you belong.
As the saying goes, people are not in the same circle. You can't force yourself into it, otherwise you will be embarrassed in the end.
Tamamo's lesson is not as simple as embarrassment, but the price is even more painful.
It seems that after the things here are settled, I have to go to Changbaisan.
Whether you want to recognize your ancestors or look for someone to rely on, the opportunity is rare.
Tamamo felt that after kneeling down today, she got too many things, much more than expected.
Could it be that God has already begun to favor her?
Yes, God has indeed begun to favor her.
Reusing the real illusion and opening up the backward space, I suddenly saw a confused figure.
When Tamamo saw the person, she felt happy.
After Kui Niu's treatment, the injury on his face was completely healed and the pain was completely forgotten.
Opportunities always come to those who are prepared, and Tamamo is ready.
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Kui Niu, Hu Xiaocao and the others stopped when they passed by Meigan Mountain.
"Xiaocao, didn't you say that the spiritual energy is exhausted? This small broken mountain can produce a mountain god without any inheritance?"
Hu Xiaocao quickly stepped forward and explained to Kui Niu.
"This is the waiter, my friend.
Logically speaking, even if there are famous mountains and rivers, it is impossible to think of a mountain god.
The waiter is considered a wild mountain god, and the official does not recognize it.
Someone committed evil here, and many people died in vain, and a large number of evil spirits were produced. In order to ensure the safety of the party, Xiaoer was sacrificed and integrated into Meigan Mountain. He suppressed the evil spirits for decades, thus accumulating merit and becoming a mountain god.
There is no official registration, but the position of mountain god was given by God. ”
Oh, Kui Niu became very interested.
This is how a god should be created.
Only by doing good deeds and meritorious deeds can one have a divine status, enjoy worship, and be respected.
Instead of being appointed by the heaven above, you are like a god, which is too bureaucratic.
"I would like to meet this wild mountain god, please call him out."
Just as Hu Xiaocao was about to speak, Kui Niu thought it was too troublesome, so he might as well go down alone.
The ban on Meigan Mountain that Tamamo didn't want to do just now was a rare thing, but in Kui Niu's eyes, he still had to be cautious.
It's not that you're afraid of danger, but that you use too much force to destroy the foundation of the restriction. That's not good.
The cow's hooves tapped the ground lightly, as if the restriction did not exist. In an understatement, they led Hu Xiaocao and the others into Xiao Er's cave.
The waiter was resting, not asleep, just in a daze.
Being trapped in that small magic circle, I haven't been in a daze for several days, but now I'm finally fine.
The troublemakers have all been sent away, including Tamamo and the others, so take the time to relax.
I'll go to my boss's place in a few days and there won't be any time to daze.
In the past few decades in Meiganshan, apart from literary creation, Xiao Er's favorite thing was to be in a daze.
Empty all thoughts in your mind, and use your eyes as a display that you don't need to breathe.
I don't know if it's because Xiao Er is like this by nature, or because he only developed such a hobby after becoming a mountain god, or because life here is just too boring.
The waiter, who was in a daze, suddenly saw a big cow breaking into his home unexpectedly.
This made him panic. Tamamo had tried so hard just now and didn't even come in.
How could this cow be so powerful and come in without even feeling it?
The first reaction was to be wary. The smell of this cow was very familiar, and it should be the thing that the great circle was resurrecting.
Now this cow has found him directly. Did the boss fail?
Thinking that the boss also failed, the waiter's second reaction was to give up resistance.
Yes, even Cai Gen failed, so what else do I have to struggle for?
The body that originally wanted to stand up stopped halfway and wanted to lie back down.
The third reaction came out, if the boss is killed by a cow, should I avenge Cai Gen?
After so many years, Cai Gen has never regarded himself as an outsider, and his sense of dependence has become unreasonable.
I was curious about Cai Gen at first. Is he not afraid of delivering food at night and walking on Meigan Mountain?
Then I was very afraid of Cai Gen. Those ten thousand powerful souls who had tortured me for decades were just sent away by Cai Gen. They were fine and much more powerful than me.
There is no doubt that Cai Gen can easily send him away, right?
Especially when he saw Cai Gen taking his own skin, the waiter was scared to death.
Later, I was only grateful to Cai Gen. He did not discriminate against the waiter's status, and even spent money and effort to send him back to his hometown to visit relatives and take revenge. Who could do this if he was not a relative or a friend?
Does Cai Gen have any plans for him?
What followed was various things happening again and again. Cai Gen trusted himself for no reason and never treated himself as an outsider.
This affection comes from the past, it's not as superficial as I just get along with you when my head gets hot.
As for why Cai Gen is so kind to him, the waiter doesn't understand. Maybe Cai Gen is a good person to begin with?
Or is it because he looks like a child and is about the same age as his son?
So why do I trust Cai Gen so much?
Is it because of the lack of father's love since childhood?
Did Cai Gen let himself experience the long-lost father's love?
Thinking of this, Xiao Er finally found a reason to avenge Cai Gen, a powerful reason.
That is the hatred of killing one's father, which is irreconcilable. Even if you can't beat it, you still have to fight it.
(End of chapter)