Chapter 1599 I don’t want to remember
Yang San followed the safety ladder and went down from the eighth floor to the first floor.
Then he walked out and returned to the small alley behind the building.
There is an outdoor wash basin for employees, right next to the employee dormitories.
The restrooms inside Huihuilai are specially prepared for guests and employees are strictly prohibited from using them.
Especially the way Yang San looks now, with her head covered in blood, if she scares the guests, she will be complained.
Only one hour for disposal.
After washing away the blood, you still need to bandage yourself, so you don’t have much time.
The outdoor sink is left open all year round to prevent the water pipes from freezing, so there is a long ice skate hanging under the faucet.
Yang San skillfully broke off the ice skate and held it in his mouth.
He tried to turn on the water, took a breath, and then put his head into the cold and biting water.
Since it was very hot in the room just now, a lot of blood had dried and was difficult to wash off.
Yang San endured the biting ice water and rubbed hard.
The head, forehead, neck, and the white shirt that was already stained with blood.
Yang San washed it very seriously. Now that it was just stained with blood, it was easier to wash.
After it dries completely, it will be difficult to wash off, and then Shi Leilei will be in trouble.
Thinking of Shi Leilei, Yang San smiled knowingly.
My head doesn't hurt that much anymore, and the water isn't that cold.
With these few hundred yuan, let's buy Shi Leilei some good clothes.
Although she doesn’t have a girl’s figure, she is a girl after all. How could she not like beautiful clothes?
Yang San fantasized about Shi Leilei wearing a skirt, and felt a chill all over her body.
After washing up, he dried it with his coat and took out a bandage from his small bag.
Bandage it quickly, otherwise it would be unbecoming to spray blood all over the guests when you get to work.
After skillfully wrapping the gauze around his head several times and tying it firmly, Yang San breathed a sigh of relief.
It was as if this series of actions had exhausted all his energy.
He took out a cigarette and put it on his mouth. His lips were trembling due to the strength.
After searching all over his body, he couldn't find a lighter. Yang San was so angry that he just wanted to scold her.
Holding a cigarette helplessly, he sat on the ground against the wall, taking a breath and resting for a while.
After all, there are still a few hours of classes to go to.
Just as Yang San looked at the narrow night sky in the alley.
Empty all thoughts and relax alone.
A black shadow flew past the eyes and landed in front of Yang San.
A hairless cat wearing a sweater looked at Yang San with tears in his eyes.
Yang San slowly lowered his head and looked at the hairless cat.
The Howling Sky Cat stretched out a claw, and black flames ignited at the tip of the claw.
First, he helped Yang San light the cigarette.
Yang San didn't make a fuss, just watched quietly as Xiao Tianmao lit his cigarette.
He took a sip and said something casually.
"Thanks, brother."
The word "brother" was like two sledgehammers, directly piercing Xiao Tianmao's tears.
Two lines of hot tears burst out of my eyes.
"Do you remember me?"
Yang San stopped looking at Xiao Tmall and continued to smoke and rest.
Look into the narrow sky.
"I didn't want to remember."
The indifferent words made Xiao Tianmao at a loss and asked in shock.
"Why?"
Yang San did not answer, but continued to smoke and look at the sky.
Howling Tmall pointed in the direction of the sky.
"You belong there, you came from there, don't you want to go back?"
Yang San continued to remain silent, as if what Xiao Tianmao said had nothing to do with him.
Xiao Tianmao became even more panicked when faced with Yang San's attitude.
"Why do you have to suffer this.
Remember who you are and you don't have to do this anymore.
No one can bully you anymore.
Why don't you want to remember who you are?
How long are you going to run away from?
You asked me to go find the God of Pain, and I went.
You asked me to occupy the nest, and I took it.
You asked me to rely on the God of Pain, and I did.
What else do you want from me?
In the end, you forgot about me.
What do you want? ”
Yang San looked at Xiao Tianmao, her eyes still calm.
"I'm living a good life now, let me forget the past.
No matter who you are, no matter what our relationship was before, this will be it from now on. Let me go, my life now is really good. ”
Xiao Tianmao couldn't bear it any longer and couldn't bear Yang San's behavior.
With one claw, he was knocked to the ground.
He kept kicking and hitting his thin body with his claws.
"Look what you have become?
Do you see how you have been bullied?
You're doing well, you're such a piece of shit.
That's not life, you're just letting yourself down.
The stage was set up immediately and it was time to go on stage to sing.
You tell me now, will this be the case from now on?
What qualifications do you have to muddle along?
What qualifications do you have to settle for the status quo?
You are not worthy, you are not qualified.
You have more important things to do.
Your uncle is still showing off his power.
Don't you care anymore? ”
The more Xiao Tianmao talked, the angrier he became, and his attacks became more and more severe.
"Don't let me see you look like a bear.
Rather than being killed by outsiders, it would be better for me to beat you to death with my own hands.
Don't embarrass me, don't let others say you are my brother.
I will beat you to death today to save your worries. ”
When Yang San heard this, he suddenly curled up.
He knelt down towards Xiao Tianmao with great effort.
"Please, whoever you are.
Please, don't beat me to death.
As long as you don't kill me, please.
Fight as much as you like, but leave me some room to breathe.
I don't want to die, let alone die, I must live.
I'm not afraid of death, but I really can't die.
Please. ”
Seeing Yang San's full desire for survival, and her tearful begging.
Xiao Tianmao stopped.
"With you like this, what's the difference between living and dying?
Tell me, why can't you die? ”
Yang San cried so heart-wrenchingly that even a hard-hearted person couldn't bear it.
"I still have unpaid debts, I can't die.
If my debt is not repaid, I will never die. ”
Xiao Tmall thought that the debt Yang San mentioned was the money he owed back home.
"I'll bear your debt.
Brothers for one life, brothers for all generations, I accept this. ”
Yang San waved his hands vigorously, as if he was afraid that Xiao Tmall would enter his life.
It's more like being afraid of having a brother like Xiao Tmall.
"No, no, no.
I can only repay my debt.
No one can do it for me, I have to pay it back. ”
Xiao Tmall looked at Yang San carefully up and down.
Did you recognize the wrong person?
No, I didn’t admit my mistake.
Why did it become like this.
In the past twenty years, what has he experienced in this world?
"Why don't you want to remember?"
Yang San has cried without tears, and her pitiful and helpless look is heartbreaking.
"I dare not remember the past, I am afraid.
I'm afraid of forgetting now.
I am afraid that I will no longer be Yang San when I remember.
I'm afraid I'll lose my head if I remember the past.
I can't lose my big head, I would rather forget everything about the past.
In this life, I promise that Datou will always be by her side.
I'm afraid that I won't be able to keep this promise if I remember the past. ”
Although Xiao Tmall doesn’t know who the big head is.
But he doesn't care, he only cares about Yang San.
"Then, if I kill the big head, there will be no obstacles for you."
Yang San suddenly stopped crying and looked at Xiao Tianmao seriously.
Word after word was squeezed out from between the teeth.
"If the big head dies, I will never live alone."
(End of chapter)