Chapter 676 Self-blame and sending flowers
"Because, it's enough for me to have a mother."
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"I came back from school that day."
"Originally I didn't want to live on campus."
"I'm not worried about my mother being alone at home."
"But my mother must let me live on campus."
The expression on Su Xun's face was a little helpless, "I always want to experience what it's like to live on campus with my classmates."
"This is my first time living on campus in college."
He immediately explained.
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And he would never refuse Mother Su’s request.
So, he compromised.
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He has known since he was a child that it was hard for his mother to take care of him alone.
Some people also told him that his mother would eventually remarry, and then he would be a drag.
Moreover, Su's mother, who has a new family, will not be as kind to him as before.
She will have new children.
He was also afraid and resisted this.
He will always remember that Su's mother hugged him and said to him, "No, Xiaoxun will always be his mother's most important treasure."
His mother has always been the most important person to him.
He is his only relative.
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"But what did I see?"
"I really regret it."
"It would be nice if I didn't live on campus."
"Maybe I can't change anything here."
"After all, what power do I have against monsters?"
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"But, at least I can stand in front of my mother."
"At least-"
"Are you going to die together?"
Xiao Xiao suddenly spoke.
Su Xun was stunned for a moment, looking down at the purple wild flowers, but he had a default attitude.
"Then your mother's soul will still be imprisoned by the beauty spider."
"It's just that no one will save her this time."
"Because the only son who was willing to fight the monster for two years to save her is dead."
"Moreover, if a mother sees her son die in front of her in order to save her, she will be even more painful."
Xiao Xiao looked down at Su Xun, who was squatting on the ground, with a calm expression, and there was no emotion in his words, but Su Xun suddenly froze.
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A purple petal breaks away from the calyx.
Su Xun stared blankly at the petals held in her fingers.
Just now, he lost control of his strength and pulled off the petals.
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A gust of wind blew, and Su Xun's hand subconsciously relaxed a little.
The purple petals flew out instantly, were carried high into the air by the wind, and soon disappeared.
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The purple wildflowers were also blown by the wind and seemed to rise from the ground in the next second.
However, in the end, the flower stem is still there, but only a calyx is left at the top of the flower stem.
The purple petals were swept high into the sky by the wind, and together with the petals in Su Xun's hand, they were quickly carried away by the wind.
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Su Xun's hand slowly clenched into a fist, and he suddenly raised his head and glared at Xiao Xiao.
Xiao Xiao didn't look at him at all.
The gaze from a distance seems to be following the purple petals, and the side face shows a bit of light indifference.
"Do you like this ending better?"
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Su Xun gritted his teeth.
How could he like this ending!
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But...if he had been with his mother at that time, such a result would have been inevitable.
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He's not Superman, he can't transform.
He doesn't know how to protect his mother from a monster that covets her except as a shield.
It's just that such a method is like a bad joke in front of the monster.
He will then be killed by the monster.
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What about mother?
The monster was originally coming for my mother.
The results are clear. ……
His death had no other effect except slightly delaying the time when his mother was caught by the monster.
He couldn't save his mother.
Even if he sacrificed his life.
This is truly a despairing fact.
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He suddenly seemed to have returned to the days in the past two years when he couldn't distinguish between day and night, as well as cold and heat.
Because every day, all the time, his heart felt like it had fallen into an ice cellar, and it was cold to the bone.
Everywhere he could see was a thick gray fog.
There is no light and no color.
He couldn't find a way out.
Even the road under my feet was almost unclear.
It's really useless.
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Su Xun fell into deep self-disgust.
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"Su Xun."
It wasn't a loud sound, but it seemed like the whole world was shaking.
Su Xun's body trembled, and his raised eyes regained focus.
The look on his face was confused and shocked.
Then his eyes suddenly opened wide, with a look of shock on his face.
I saw purple wild flowers suddenly blooming in the vast expanse of wilderness.
But in the blink of an eye, the originally green field turned into a sea of purple flowers.
Even the distant sky was vaguely rendered in a light purple.
I have to say, this scene is shocking.
It is even more stunningly beautiful.
Su Xun stood up quickly and couldn't help but murmur to herself, "So beautiful."
There seemed to be light shining in his eyes, "Mom must like it very much!"
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"Yeah."
Xiao Xiao nodded. He was indeed a good-looking Feifei, and the scene he created was beautiful.
"I think my aunt would really like you to bring her a bouquet of purple flowers."
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Su Xun thought of the flowers in the room that were never absent every day.
Not only purple, but also other colors.
Mother Su said that flowers of every color are beautiful.
But she still likes purple the most.
So the protagonist in his vase is always purple flowers.
Flowers of other colors can only play supporting roles.
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He thought of Su's mother's cheerful smile when she was arranging flowers.
He also thought about what Su's mother said to him, "When you are in a bad mood, you will feel much better if you look at these beautiful flowers."
"However, Xiaoxun is a boy, maybe he doesn't like flowers that much?"
He didn't answer at the time, because in his opinion, it was indeed unmanly for a boy to like flowers.
He wants to be a man who protects his mother.
However, he actually likes flowers.
Because every time I see flowers, my mother will be very happy.
Well, he is also very happy, and he also likes flowers that can make his mother happy.
And influenced by his mother, he also likes purple, especially purple flowers.
Because every time he sends purple flowers to his mother, her mother has the most beautiful smile.
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Su Xun sends flowers to her mother every year.
It was just wild flowers at first, because he had no money and he would not ask Mother Su for money.
The first bouquet of flowers he bought for his mother was violets, which he bought with the prize money he won from participating in a competition.
It became his habit to send flowers.
He suddenly realized that he had not sent flowers to his mother for two years.
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"Su Xun, don't blame yourself."
"You've done a great job."
"The fact that you survived is the greatest comfort to my aunt."
Xiao Xiao looked at Su Xun, who was a little dazed as he didn't know what he was thinking of, and his expression showed a little gentleness.
"Wake up."
"Send Auntie a bouquet of her favorite purple flowers."
"Auntie will be very happy."
(End of chapter)