Chapter 1059 Chen Xi
"She's sick?"
This is the only possibility that Yu Yanyan can think of.
Ruan Nuan frowned and hesitated for a while, then said with some uncertainty, "Probably. You can say that."
"Probably?"
Yu Yanyan repeated Ruan Nuan's words.
"Hmm~"
Ruan Nuan dug into the holes on the stone table with his fingers, "How should I say?"
"Chen Xi's mental state is somewhat-"
She tilted her head and thought for a while, and finally found a suitable and euphemistic word, "weird."
"Strange?"
Yu Yanyan blurted out and asked subconsciously.
Then there was a bit of thoughtfulness on his face.
Let’s talk about Chen Xi’s mental condition.
Anyone who knows what happened to her won't find it incomprehensible, right?
There may even be a feeling of "ah, sure enough".
It goes without saying that being accidentally blinded as a child is a huge blow to a child who is just beginning to be curious about everything in the world.
Anyone can understand the joy and gratitude in a blind child's heart when he sees the light again.
So, how happy and grateful the child was at that time, and how sad she would be when she lost her sight again. Even hatred and despair
She couldn't imagine it.
Yu Yanyan thought that if she was the one who experienced this, she might collapse.
Since she is destined to lose her light, why give her hope?
This made her despair even deeper.
After experiencing such ups and downs of emotional changes, would it be strange if your spirit didn't change at all?
"Is it depression?"
Yu Yanyan guessed.
"It would be better if it was depression."
Ruan Nuan's words made Yu Yanyan's heart skip a beat. Her previous thoughts might have gone wrong.
"What do you mean?"
Ruan Nuan's facial features wrinkled together, his expression awkward.
It seems a little hard to say.
"Don't force what you can't say."
Seeing this, although Yu Yanyan felt a little regretful, he said aloud.
"It's not that I can't say it."
Ruan Nuan shook his head slightly, "I just don't know what to say."
Yu Yanyan became more and more curious.
"Chen Xi."
Ruan Nuan organized her words, "I'm hallucinating."
"Hallucination?"
Yu Yanyan exclaimed.
Xiao Xiao also slightly raised his eyebrows in surprise.
"Yeah."
Now that he had mentioned the hallucination, Ruan Nuan's thoughts suddenly became smoother.
"Chen Xi."
Ruan Nuan was a little hesitant at first about whether to take the tutoring job.
After all, the other party told her from the beginning that her student was blind.
However, the middle-aged couple's concern for their daughter moved her.
She knew they were looking for her because they didn't want her daughter to be treated like a blind person.
If your daughter is looking for a tutor, it would be better to find a teacher who understands Braille.
Because my daughter cannot see.
Of course Chen Xi's parents knew.
However, because teachers who know Braille teach special students, their attitudes towards students are always somewhat different.
Just like kindergarten teachers and elementary school teachers, elementary school teachers and junior high school teachers, the feelings are different.
Even though it's just a subtle difference, my daughter doesn't like it.
They know it.
My daughter was not born blind.
The daughter was once visible.
Even though he seems to accept this fact on the surface, there is always some resistance in his heart.
For example, my daughter doesn’t like to read Braille and would rather listen to audio books. Even after she lost her sight, there was not a single book of Braille in her room.
They are all ordinary books.
The first time Ruan Nuan saw Chen Xi, she realized something was wrong.
The sixteen-year-old girl is a little thin, but there is not much shadow between her eyebrows.
This surprised her, but she was also relieved.
Just when she was about to smile, her eyes froze.
The girl's posture is a bit strange.
There was nothing in his arms, but he acted like he was holding something.
Looking at the girl's slightly raised corners of her mouth, she felt a little strange in her heart.
"Hello, Teacher Ruan."
The girl's voice was slightly hoarse.
Ruan Nuan's heart skipped a beat and she hurriedly pulled back her distracted thoughts. She subconsciously showed a polite smile on her face and said, "Hello."
"Chen Xi."
The girl looked slightly dazed, "Well, my name is Chen Xi."
"But I haven't seen the morning light for a long time."
The girl's voice was too soft, and Ruan Nuan didn't hear what she said clearly.
The only two distinguishable characters are "Chen Xi".
Ruan Nuan thought the girl introduced her name.
She looked into the girl's eyes, and there was light projected on them, reflecting a shallow halo, but it could not reach the bottom of her eyes.
When the girl spoke her name, the shallow light seemed so fragile that it seemed to dissipate at the touch of a finger.
Ruan Nuan suddenly wondered, does the girl like her name? Or do you hate your own name?
Chen Xi walked towards his room.
Looking at the girl's back, if she hadn't known about the girl's blindness from the beginning, she would have thought that the girl was just an ordinary girl.
Because the girl in front didn't hesitate at all, her steps were slow and her goal was clear.
Ruan Nuan did not follow immediately.
She looked at the middle-aged couple beside her, Chen Xi's parents.
"Uncle, aunt."
Ruan Nuan didn't know how to raise her doubts.
Father Chen and Mother Chen glanced at each other, but both had expressions of understanding.
"Teacher Ruan."
Mother Chen spoke.
Probably because of her daughter's condition, the mother's brows were always slightly frowning, and she never relaxed for a moment.
"We know what you want to ask."
Ruan Nuan, who was struggling with the words and even thought about forgetting it and not asking, was stunned.
Do they know?
Mother Chen sighed deeply.
"Sorry, Teacher Ruan."
"We didn't hide it from you on purpose."
"Just-"
Mother Chen was silent for a while before continuing, "We are worried that if we tell you the truth, you will not be willing to be Xiaoxi's tutor."
"We told the truth before, but no one was willing to be Xiaoxi's teacher."
"However, in fact, the result has not changed much."
The aura around Mother Chen was a little depressed, "After all, there is something wrong with Xiao Xi's appearance."
"How can I hide this?"
Father Chen patted Mother Chen's shoulder, then looked at Ruan Nuan, "I'm sorry, Teacher Ruan."
"We deliberately concealed some information about our daughter from you."
"But please, for the sake of us being parents and having good intentions, can you please stay?"
"Xiao Xi is looking forward to Teacher Ruan."
"She has always wanted to have the opportunity to go abroad with us again in the future, and she will be our translator then."
"We play together as a family."
"We have found a lot of tutors, but Xiaoxi's situation..."
In this regard, Chen's father didn't say much. He paused and said, "I also know that we are forcing others to make things difficult."
"However, we want to try our best to meet any request of Xiaoxi."
(End of chapter)