Chapter 2120 Selfish
"I didn't expect..."
"...it will hurt Xinxin."
She really didn't expect it.
When she saw blood flowing from the fingers of Chu Kexin covering her face, her mind went blank.
Zhao Ke and the others' voices were very loud.
It was obviously very loud, but she felt like she was separated by a layer of veil.
The sound comes and goes.
Like radio waves with poor communication.
But she could hear the anger, surprise and... fear in the voice.
……
Thinking about it later, maybe she was the one who was afraid.
She hurt Xinxin.
She hurt Xinxin's face.
The most important face for girls
In panic, she chose to escape.
She escaped from the dance studio.
Ignoring the shouts of Zhao Ke and the others behind them.
……
Anna smiled self-deprecatingly.
"It can be said that at that time, my brain became hot and I subconsciously fled the scene."
But just because of the escape at that time... "I will be embarrassed to go back later."
Ana reached out and rubbed her forehead.
She was embarrassed to appear in front of Zhao Ke and the others.
What she was most embarrassed about was appearing in front of Chu Kexin.
She could guess what Zhao Ke and the others would say about her escape.
……
She went to school secretly.
Hiding behind a big tree outside the school.
She wanted to know the extent of Chu Kexin's injuries.
She saw Zhao Ke and the others.
But after waiting for several days, she never saw Chu Kexin.
Her heart became increasingly uneasy.
Could it be that Xinxin was seriously injured?
Unconsciously, the smell of blood filled her mouth.
Then sharp pain spread to her nerve endings.
it hurts!
She then realized that she had bitten her mouth.
……
Just when she was struggling with whether to call Chu Kexin directly to inquire about the situation...or call Zhao Ke and others to inquire about the situation and became irritated...
Finally, she waited for Chu Kexin.
Looking at the girl walking with Zhao Ke and the others, she narrowed her eyes and carefully looked at the girl's face.
Because of the distance, she couldn't see very clearly.
But it seems...nothing serious?
The girl's face is fair, the corners of her mouth are slightly raised, and a small pear dimple is exposed on the side of her cheek.
He looked in a good mood.
Anna's heart, which had been hanging in the air, fell heavily back to its original place like an elevator with a broken line.
Probably because the boulder that was pressing on it disappeared...
She also couldn't figure out her feelings.
At least one thing is certain, Chu Kexin is fine, her face is fine, and she has no bad emotions due to the accidental injury.
She... was happy.
……
Now that it was confirmed that Chu Kexin was fine, Anna did not go to school to "wait and wait".
She spent all her time in the dance studio.
Dancing is her forte.
She is even more proud of it.
But it never got her closer to her dream.
Sometimes, she is really confused.
……
The girl's bright face just now turned gloomy again.
She didn't know what to do.
She felt really stupid.
Can't handle anything well.
She only immerses herself in dancing and doesn't speak much.
Zhao Ke and the others said that she would not be a star in the future, but could be a dance coach for stars.
Maybe they didn't mean it maliciously and were just joking.
But to her ears, she really felt... it was harsh.
None of them thought she could realize her dream...
Although her repeated failures almost made her lose sight of the possibility of realizing her dream.
……
Anna shook her head vigorously.
She was obviously talking about Chu Kexin, so why did she change it to other things?
Don't think about it.
Don't think about it.
Xinxin, Xinxin……
Thinking of Xinxin, Anna's eyes darkened a bit. "Xinxin is my best friend."
"Although Xinxin and Zhao Ke are very close friends."
"Zhao Ke and the others are also very good to Xinxin..."
At least it's better than treating her.
"Zhao Ke and the others will always forget my existence unconsciously."
"Something happened...for example, they brought some food. I was obviously there, but they distributed it to everyone present, but they turned a blind eye to me..."
"They are discussing where to go during the holidays..."
"Never ask for my opinion."
"Only Xinxin will take care of me every time."
"She would give me snacks."
"Will ask me which place I think is better?"
……
It was because of Xinxin that she was willing to stay with Zhao Ke and the others.
Otherwise, it's not like she has masochistic tendencies.
They were all so uncomfortable, and they still stayed by their side and refused to leave.
……
"Xinxin became a trainee..."
"Honestly, I was really shocked."
Even in front of Xinxin, she still smiled very hard and said "congratulations".
"Xinxin has never wanted to be a trainee..."
Who would have thought that one day she would become a trainee.
He even became a trainee one step earlier than her.
"Xinxin always encourages me when I fail."
"Xinxin said that if I work hard, I will definitely become a trainee."
"But I haven't become a trainee yet..."
"She has become a trainee."
"...Why is it her..."
Anna's voice was trembling.
"The tanuki is right, even if I don't want to admit it..."
"But I'm really jealous of Xinxin."
"Very jealous, very jealous."
"Because..."
"Obviously I have worked so hard."
Anna's voice was hoarse and choked.
She didn't notice.
"All my free time is spent practicing."
"I don't remember how long it has been since I slept in..."
"The result..."
The girl's fingers tightened slightly, as if she wanted to grab something.
Tangled veins appeared on the back of the hand.
"My dream is still out of reach."
"Xinxin got everything I wanted so easily."
"...How can this be..."
"It's so unfair..."
"Now, do you think so?"
The facial features on Anna's raised face were slightly distorted.
……
"Ah!"
The girls screamed in surprise.
Xiao Xiao turned around and saw the back of a girl leaving in a hurry.
……
Anna lowered her head.
She wanted to laugh and cry.
"...It's ugly, isn't it?"
"So...how can I go to see Xinxin like this?"
"It's so ugly."
"I don't want to..."
"But I can't control myself."
"I tell myself over and over again that I am not jealous."
"Xinxin has become a trainee."
"I want to be happy for Xinxin."
"But it's no use."
"I just can't really be happy."
"I am such a selfish person..."
Coming to this realization hit her hard.
……
"Everyone is selfish."
The girl looked up blankly.
Xiao Xiao smiled gently at the girl.
"Don't deny yourself because of this."
(End of chapter)