Chapter 2612 Comparison
What should he be called?
The boys became confused.
He couldn't say it when he called him brother.
It feels a little weird to call me brother.
Are there any other names?
classmate?
Senior?
The boy took a deep breath.
"Brother Xiao..."
He finally chose this title.
"What I saw... was a monster?"
……
"Yeah."
Xiao Xiao was not at all impatient with the boy's repeated confirmation.
After all, this is a fact that takes some time to accept.
……
"So..."
The boy asked a question that had been pressing in his heart for many years but never dared to touch easily.
"Are they all true...?"
He is not a stubborn person.
He's not that opinionated either.
He would be willing to listen to other people's opinions if he could.
Especially the opinions of parents.
Both his parents said he was wrong.
They even took him to the hospital.
When he grew up, he suddenly realized why his parents had to take him to the hospital even though he was not sick.
Did his parents think there was something wrong with his mental condition?
Honestly...
When he grew up, he also checked a lot of information himself.
The more he looked, the more he felt, was there really something wrong with him?
fantasy?
Conjecture?
false?
He doesn't know.
He couldn't control the doubt in his mind.
He is afraid of unknown creatures.
I'm even more afraid that it's all just my imagination.
He discovered...
The fact that they were illusory frightened him more than the fact that they were real.
He couldn't help but shudder.
Goosebumps crawled all over my body.
……
He has never been a determined man.
How could he be sure that he really saw it when only he could see it?
Rather than having a mental problem with him?
……
Is he a psychopath?
The boy instinctively resisted this guess.
He is normal.
He is not sick.
Because he was afraid of going to the hospital, he had been paying attention to his health.
Just so that I don’t have to force myself to go to the hospital.
His spirit...
He is also mentally normal.
He admits that apart from being timid and easily frightened, he has a correct outlook on life and is positive.
How could such a person have mental problems?
……
There seemed to be two villains in his mind all the time.
Debating whether what he saw was reality or fiction?
This entanglement gave him a huge mental burden.
He is getting thinner and thinner.
Uncontrollable weight loss.
However, after entering puberty, he grew like bamboo shoots after a rain.
Maybe most boys want to be as tall as possible.
He is not.
He wishes he were shorter.
It can also be less eye-catching.
……
He is too eye-catching now.
Walking on the road, there are always people pointing at him.
He could hear occasional whispers.
Only then did he realize that in the eyes of others, he looked like he was seriously ill or had suffered a huge blow...
In short, they are all miserable settings.
Although he felt that he was quite miserable, his misery was far from what those passers-by had guessed.
"Didn't you see it?"
Seeing the boy's open mouth, Xiao Xiao smiled slightly, then his face turned serious.
"It's true."
He knew the boys' doubts and uncertainties.
accidental.
Just by chance.
He would also be in such a trance.
Are they all real?
Do they really exist around him?
It's not his imagination. It's not his imagination.
He lives with them under the same blue sky.
Breathing the same air.
Bathed in the same sunshine.
"Everything you see is real."
Xiao Xiao arched his eyebrows.
"Believe in yourself."
".Hmm."
The boy nodded slightly.
This problem really bothered him for a long time.
Like maggots attached to bones.
Like a shadow.
Let him be in fear all day long.
He was so surprised. On the one hand, it was indeed because of the monster that he was a little uneasy.
On the other hand, it was also because of this doubt that stuck in my throat.
What if this is all fake.
Every time he thought about this possibility, he felt like he couldn't breathe.
What if this is all fake.
His life is ruined.
He is a madman.
Fortunately
None of this is fake.
It's all true.
The doubts that had been lingering in his mind for many years were resolved, and the boy felt a feeling similar to exhaustion.
Very good.
As long as it’s not fake
It’s just that it’s not him who has the problem.
It's really great.
The boy covered his face.
After a long while, the boy raised his head.
The corners of the eyes are a little red.
My eyes are very dry.
He straightened up slightly.
".Thank you."
He didn't doubt what the other person said.
Because the other party really saw it.
He is the only one of his kind he has encountered in so many years.
Similar
Can he say that?
The boy smiled bitterly.
He doesn't know.
Brother Xiao's aura is very different from his.
I always feel that putting them on the same level is not so appropriate.
".Thank you"
The boy lowered his head.
"I've always been confused"
"I've been scared too."
The boy couldn't help but take a deep breath.
"Afraid..."
"My head is going to explode with worry..."
"I still can't find an answer..."
"Can't find anyone"
Come give him an answer.
Unexpectedly, this time a combination of circumstances led him to meet Brother Xiao.
He never expected that the answer he had been thinking about for so many years would come from Brother Xiao.
I always feel that things in the world are magical.
He almost gave up
What understanding look?
All he saw was confusion, embarrassment, and surprise.
Later, he subconsciously avoided other people's eyes.
But in the end, he still met the same kind.
Although Brother Xiao looks completely different from his situation.
Brother Xiao is very at ease.
And his distress, his struggle, his fear.
All the things he cares about
Brother Xiao didn't seem to care.
Such kind of things made it difficult for him to tell whether the emotions in his heart were more happy, more jealous, or more unfair.
Is this the so-called same person but different destiny?
The boy looked at the raised corners of his mouth in the tea.
How ugly.
He frowned.
The smile is so ugly.
Was he so stingy and careless?
Realizing this, the boy felt that his mood was even worse.
".I'm sorry."
The boy apologized again.
".I am very envious, no-"
The boy exhaled slowly.
"I'm jealous of you."
"Even if we see it differently."
"I was just a child at that time."
"But now I have grown up."
"I"
"But."
"There is no difference between me now and the child back then."
Rather than saying that there is no difference, it is better to say that he is living more and more back.
Without comparison, he can still deceive himself and others.
With the comparison, he only felt embarrassed.
ps: Thank you Qianqiong Qianjue and Hatake Kakashi for the reward~(*︶*)!
(End of chapter)