Chapter 3563 Xiaoguang
The boy's steps were light.
He was obviously very anxious.
But it seems like he is worried about something or afraid of something.
He doesn't walk fast.
One step at a time.
With great caution.
The whole body is tight.
The boy was getting closer and closer to the figure.
His heart beat faster and faster.
The heartbeat was getting louder and louder.
He couldn't help but reach out and cover his chest.
I want to reduce the sound of my heartbeat a little.
……
There was some doubt in the young man's eyes.
He was very close.
Why is the figure on the swing still unaware?
Why doesn't she look up?
The young man felt a little irritated and anxious.
The boy stopped.
He stood in front of the figure.
The familiar fragrance made him stunned for a few seconds, and he became more certain about the identity of the figure.
He had only smelled the same fragrance on his eldest sister.
I can’t tell what kind of floral fragrance it is.
Of course, he didn't know much about perfume either.
It was just by chance that when I passed the master bedroom, I caught a glimpse of the perfume on my mother's dressing table through the crack of the open door.
Exquisite bottle.
very beautiful.
It smells great too.
Mom always smells good.
I have also tried many different scents.
But he had really only smelled the scent of the eldest sister on her body.
Very special.
Smells very good.
The young man took a deep breath.
His nervous fingertips turned white.
He opened his mouth.
But no sound came out.
He touched his neck.
Give yourself a pep talk.
He opened his mouth again-
The figure in front of him who had been lowering his head raised his head.
Familiar faces appeared in the boy's field of vision.
The boy's pupils contracted for a moment.
Then zoom in.
Really, really big sister!
Overwhelmed with surprise, the young man opened his mouth stupidly.
Can't make any sound.
The eldest sister smiled.
Just like the only smile that the young man remembers.
gentle.
warmth.
Very magical
He couldn't remember his eldest sister's face at first, but at the moment when he really saw her, he suddenly remembered it.
Uh.
Are you sure it's not because I'm right in front of you?
He doesn't know.
It’s just a wonderful feeling
A corner of a yellowed and fuzzy picture scroll in my memory suddenly became clear and bright
".Big sister."
After swallowing a few mouthfuls of saliva, the young man finally forced out his voice with difficulty.
"Little Light."
The eldest sister called him with a smile.
This was the time in the past when he had been mentally building up for a long time, and then made the request that he wanted his eldest sister to call him this-
No.
is a request.
That's what his grandparents called him.
He couldn't remember whether his parents had ever called him that.
As long as he can remember, his parents rarely call him.
It's rare to call him "you" instead of "you".
Occasionally I would call him by his full name.
Once.
He even thought they had forgotten his name.
They looked at him, words stuck in their throats.
He didn't react at the time.
After all, he is always very nervous when facing his parents, and he will appear dull and clumsy.
This may be the reason why he doesn't like his parents...
……
Later they left and he realized it later
Did they forget his name at that time?
Is that why I got stuck?
He doesn't know.
He couldn't verify it.
However, just thinking of such a possibility is not impossible.
His heart was uncomfortably mixed.
How ridiculous.
They gave him his name-
Yeah?
He was suddenly unsure.
Was he named by his parents? Or did your grandparents get it?
He doesn't know.
I was too embarrassed to ask my grandparents for confirmation.
I can only suffer in my heart alone.
No matter if they gave him his name or not.
He is their child.
There is no doubt about this.
Forgot your child’s name.
Do they think it's right?
He felt bad.
At that time, no one could describe the pain.
That night, he hid under the quilt alone and his eyes were red.
He didn't want to.
Just thinking that his parents couldn't even remember his name made his nose sore and his eyes red.
Even tears were shed.
Completely out of his control.
Later he met his eldest sister.
He didn't tell his eldest sister about it.
Just after getting to know my sister gradually.
He was deeply moved by his eldest sister's obvious tenderness and preference for him.
He likes his big sister very much.
He likes his eldest sister very much.
He particularly likes his eldest sister.
Finally one day, he got up the courage.
After the eldest sister called his name, he stared at her and quietly asked her to call him Xiaoguang.
He clasped his hands and hurriedly explained that his grandparents called him that.
He suddenly looked away.
His face turned red.
It’s just a title
He shouldn't care.
But he just cares.
He wants his eldest sister to call him by his nickname.
Let everyone who hears know how close they really are.
He rarely asked for anything.
He also had no one to make demands of.
This time I put forward my request to the big sister.
He really did a long time of mental construction.
Before that, there were countless retreats.
He almost thought that he would never be able to express this request in his life.
But
Big sister is really great.
Gave him a lot of courage.
Still have confidence.
He gradually felt that he was confident that his eldest sister would agree to his request.
After realizing this, he froze.
Is he taking it a little too naturally?
Where did he get his confidence?
Soon, he understood.
It was everything his eldest sister did when she got along with him that gave him confidence.
The big sister made a very unsure boy feel confident.
But the object of confidence is limited to the eldest sister.
He relied on his eldest sister to be nice to him...
"Big Sister"
Just the first sentence, just a common title
There was a cry in the young man's voice.
The young man was startled.
For being too emotional.
Are you really that excited?
He bit his back molars hard.
The little boy grew into a teenager.
He was already embarrassed to shed tears in front of his eldest sister.
Although he had cried in front of his eldest sister more than once.
……
"You..."
The young man took a deep breath.
The hands hanging down by his sides were clenched into fists.
The eldest sister looked at him quietly as before.
There was a gentle smile on his face.
It's like...
She didn't leave without saying goodbye.
There was no time apart between them.
But...
No.
……
The eldest sister finally appeared.
He finally met his eldest sister again.
He wanted to ask clearly.
Otherwise…….
What if the eldest sister leaves without saying goodbye again?
The young man made up his mind.
No.
This was a decision he had made long ago.
(End of chapter)