Chapter 3638 Turning a blind eye
gentle.
warmth.
It was Xu Enguang’s spiritual support for a long time.
Even though he later felt angry when his eldest sister left without saying goodbye, he always thought of the smile her eldest sister showed to him...
He still felt as if his heart was soaked in warm water.
Very comfortable.
……
Xu Enguang suddenly felt a little lucky.
At least he didn't completely forget about his eldest sister.
He would be sad if his eldest sister really disappeared from his memory.
Very sad.
Although at that time, how could he feel sad if he couldn't think of his eldest sister?
……
He didn't like the possibility.
Xu Enguang shook his head vigorously.
He wanted to get rid of this unpleasant thought.
……
He remembered his eldest sister's smile.
Moreover, whenever he sees his eldest sister, he can recognize her.
He meant that the eldest sister appeared in front of him with a familiar face.
Instead of approaching him as a stranger.
……
"...Brother Xiao..."
Xu Enguang squeezed his fingers.
"Can I see my eldest sister again in the future?"
Brother Xiao asked him to ask his eldest sister the next time he saw her.
But...
"I asked my eldest sister..."
"During my last farewell..."
Thinking of that long-lost meeting, Xu Enguang felt very complicated.
Joy and loss intertwined.
What he thought was pure joy was stained with twilight.
In retrospect-
Even if he doesn't want to, he still can't help but feel a little melancholy.
"I asked my eldest sister..."
"Can we meet again in the future?"
Xu Enguang suddenly thought of something.
"...The eldest sister is unwilling to give me her contact information...".
Even though he really hopes that his eldest sister can give it to him.
He never understood it.
The eldest sister is very kind to him.
But at this point it has always been rejection.
Now...
He thinks he understands.
The eldest sister is a monster,
Where are the human contact details?
It’s not that the eldest sister didn’t give him her contact information.
But the eldest sister simply has no contact information to give him.
……
So that’s it.
After knowing that the eldest sister was a monster, many details that he couldn't figure out when getting along with the eldest sister...the details that he deliberately ignored...all had reasonable explanations.
……
"The eldest sister said she didn't know..."
Recalling the scene when the eldest sister answered him again, Xu Enguang still felt a little sad and hurt.
He is so proactive and proactive in trying to maintain the connection between him and his eldest sister.
This is a first for him.
Very rare.
It's also difficult.
This is something he's very bad at.
As a result, he discovered...
He was the only one who took the initiative.
Even though he tried hard to take the ninety-nine steps, the eldest sister seemed unwilling to take the last step.
Did he do something wrong?
He was embarrassed, sad, and at a loss. He wished he could turn back time and do nothing...
That way he can still deceive himself...
……
He is really not good at doing this kind of thing...
He smiled bitterly.
There seemed to be a faint light in the corner of his eyes.
"...Big sister said let nature take its course..."
Maybe it’s because of his reluctance-
This surprised himself.
Although he was already feeling sad and embarrassed, he could still stubbornly seek an answer...
Maybe it’s just that I’d lose face by asking anyway, so why not ask more questions?
He knew in his heart, and the eldest sister also said that this might be their last meeting.
If he didn't say everything he wanted to say... he wouldn't have a chance.
……
"Brother Xiao..."
Xu Enguang let himself look into brother Xiao's eyes.
The shadows of the branches and leaves above his head fell on the young man's face, swaying slightly with the breeze.
The young man's expression looked a little uncertain. "You said..."
"Big sister said so..."
"Can I see my eldest sister again in the future?"
"Is she still willing to see me?"
"She is still willing to..."
"Appear in front of me as a big sister?"
Xu Enguang thought of Brother Xiao and said...that little girl is also a big sister...
He has no idea.
He couldn't recognize it.
If next time, the eldest sister appears in front of him in another appearance...
He couldn't recognize it.
Xu Enguang squeezed his fingers harder and harder.
He's not that powerful.
……
"Brother Xiao..."
Xu Enguang asked wherever he thought.
He had too many questions to answer.
"Why can you recognize Big Sister?"
"Didn't she look different?"
Xu Enguang tilted his head.
Why can Brother Xiao recognize the eldest sister who has changed her appearance?
Is there any way?
Can you tell him?
He also wants...no matter what his eldest sister looks like, he can recognize her.
He once thought he could do it.
So long no see...
He knew that the eldest sister might have changed.
But he believed he could recognize his eldest sister.
Just like what he saw in many books...
Even if they meet again after not seeing each other for many years, even if the appearance of both parties has changed greatly or slightly, they will be able to recognize each other as if they have telepathy.
Because the friendship between them is still in their hearts.
He thought he and his eldest sister would be like this too.
But the facts tell him...
No, no, he is overthinking...
……
But what he didn't do, Brother Xiao did.
He was envious.
Very curious too.
He urgently wanted to know the reason why Brother Xiao recognized the other party.
So next time...will he be able to recognize the big sister who appears next to him?
In that case...
Even if the eldest sister doesn't recognize him, he will not miss her.
Yes.
In fact, after knowing that the little girl was the eldest sister, he still had one doubt.
Just...
The big sister turned into a little girl.
He could be forgiven for not recognizing his eldest sister.
But the big sister should-
No, you can definitely recognize him.
His appearance hasn't changed much.
Compared with his eldest sister, he can even be said to have remained unchanged.
So...
Why didn't the eldest sister recognize him?
He has already talked to the little girl...
He wanted to recall the look on the little girl's face when he spoke to her.
But I found that the appearance of the little girl in my memory seemed to be covered with a thin veil.
He couldn't see clearly.
……
But in the end, he didn't ask the question.
He didn’t want to “disgrace himself.”
I think of what my elder sister said about "I don't know" and "let nature take its course"...
He suddenly felt that it was no longer strange for his eldest sister to "turn a blind eye" to him.
……
Oh.
Xu Enguang laughed to himself in his heart.
So what?
Even though her attitude was so clear, he still wanted to see her again.
It doesn't matter that the eldest sister "turns a blind eye" to him.
He will not turn a blind eye to his big sister.
But it should be a subjective matter for him, and he can't do it.
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