Chapter 4535 Everything happens for a reason
The boy left.
The old man felt a little regretful that he could not help the boy.
Because of the state of boys...
It's really not good to the naked eye.
There is a sense of tension that is about to be pushed to the breaking point.
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After that day, the old man couldn't help but start to pay attention to whether there were any crows of chickens around...
The old man met several boys later.
I chatted with the boy for a few words and got to know his name.
The old man was surprised when he learned that the boy had searched all the residents in the building but could not find the source of the rooster's crow.
Especially after so many days, the boy can still hear the rooster crow...
The boys are now taking a lunch break at the company to catch up on some sleep.
But this is not a long-term solution.
Moreover, the time to rest is far from enough.
Mental illness has seriously affected his work and daily life.
He now falls asleep standing on the subway.
After the first time he passed the station and was late because he fell asleep, the boy got into the habit of setting an alarm clock.
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The boy told the old man that if he never found the source of the rooster's crow, if he kept hearing the rooster's crow...
He is considering moving.
But this was a last resort.
This is the house he selected based on various conditions.
There is a very close direct subway to the company.
This is an old neighborhood.
But the greening is very good and the environment is good.
The rent is also within his affordability.
Next door is the hospital.
He is really satisfied here.
I want to change to a rental house with similar conditions...
How can it be that easy?
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Moreover, he has already paid half a year's rent.
I also paid a deposit.
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In short, if possible, he would not want to change to rent a house.
There will be a lot of trouble.
But...
If he doesn't solve the rooster's problem, he will suffer from mental failure.
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The old man really wanted to help this boy.
pity.
There was nothing he could do to help this boy.
Because...
Indeed, he did not hear the crow of the rooster.
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How come only boys heard it?
The old man is very strange.
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Boys are weird too.
After all...it's really weird.
Is it possible that that voice is also targeted?
Why except him...
He never found another person who had the same experience as him?
If his pain hadn't been so real, he would have wondered if he was hallucinating?
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"Maybe...God hates me, right?"
The boy smiled bitterly.
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"What nonsense are you talking about?"
The old man frowned.
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The boy shrugged.
There was a bit of stubbornness on his face.
God just hates him.
God knows, during this period, he cursed God many times...
All his limited curse words were used on God.
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The old man opened his mouth to speak.
Finally, looking at the boy's gloomy and mocking face, the old man still said nothing.
Boys need channels to vent their emotions.
Otherwise, he thinks boys will drive him crazy.
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"...Oops."
The old man realized later, "I seem to have talked too much..."
He originally just wanted to explain a few words to the kid Xiao Ding.
Xiao Ding is a good boy.
It was just the irritability and exhaustion of not getting enough rest for a long time that almost overwhelmed him...
He became irritable and irritable.
When you are too busy taking care of yourself, you have no energy to think about others.
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The old man smiled sheepishly at Xiao Ding.
I wonder if Xiao Dingjie doesn’t mind him talking so much to strangers...
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Xiao Ding pursed his lips.
He...
Don't mind.
In fact, he wished others knew about his situation. He is aware of his changes.
He knew that he had become very bad-tempered and a terrible person.
Sometimes when a person is alone, he will regret very much when he thinks back on what he said or did.
But he couldn't control himself.
So if you let others know that your bad words and deeds are all for a reason, you won't blame them too much.
This will make him feel better.
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"Well, that's not what I want you to do..."
The old man realized later that what he told this young man would mean... moral kidnapping?
He didn't mean it at all.
It's just the old man's talk.
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"Xiao Ding."
The old man urged the boy again, "Apologise to this young man."
"It's wrong for you to hurt someone's pet for no reason."
"Just an apology."
"Stop procrastinating."
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The boy pursed his lips.
If it were anyone else, the boy wouldn't want to deal with it.
But the old man...
The old man was the only one who showed concern for him after he got into trouble.
The others only shook their heads and waved their hands in response to his inquiry, and then closed the door.
It's nothing.
If it were him, he would have the same attitude when faced with strangers who suddenly came to his door and asked incomprehensible questions.
But the old man is different.
He cared for him, comforted him, and enlightened him.
The old man's warm-heartedness brought great comfort to him who was working in a rented house.
He couldn't tell his family about it.
He didn't want them to worry.
Besides, it’s useless to say it.
It just adds to their burden.
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The old man knew the strange trouble he was in.
There was no doubting him or being impatient with him.
Every time I see him, I will say hello to him and ask him if he is resting well.
He was very grateful to the old man.
He didn't want to disappoint the old man.
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"...I'm sorry."
The boy lowered his eyes.
The apology was mumbled in a muffled voice.
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"Didn't you eat?"
The old man walked up to the boy and patted the boy on the back.
"Louder."
"Speak clearly."
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"I'm sorry!"
The boy was shocked when he was photographed by the old man.
he blurted out.
This time the voice was louder and less ambiguous.
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"I'm sorry..."
Now that it's started, the boys don't hold on any longer.
"It ran to me and barked at me..."
The boy rubbed his temples vigorously with his hands.
"I really can't listen to too loud sounds lately..."
The reason was just mentioned by the old man.
He didn't repeat it either.
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"No."
The boy corrected, "Any loud noise will make my head feel swollen and painful."
"I just wanted it to be quiet..."
"But you also know that dogs can't understand people."
"It screamed louder at me."
"I got angry for a moment..."
He kicked it over.
"It still barks at me..."
He kicked him again.
When he got down, he felt a little angry.
Just as he was about to kick the dog again, the young man, the owner of the dog, appeared.
A series of things happened next...
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The boy's brain was already swollen and painful from the barking dog.
Naturally, his complexion and attitude did not improve.
He even felt a little dizzy.
That's why he didn't leave immediately.
Instead, he stood there and calmed down.
He had a terrible feeling that he might fall if he moved.
He was motionless.
The vision in front of me is a little blurry.
(End of chapter)