Chapter 746 Soul Temperature
“...I don’t want you to remember me after I die.”
In the silence, a voice sounded, calm but shocked. Everyone looked over, unable to hide the panic in their eyes, including Levi.
Annie showed a smile and nodded gently.
"I'm serious. I don't want anyone to remember me."
"Felix, you know what? Someone told my mother that she should start to learn to accept everything, that she should start to face the fact that I might be gone, that she can't hold on to a vain hope and that they need to move on after all. ”
"Maybe they should try to get pregnant again, try to have a baby again, and start over after I'm gone."
This is too cruel.
Kelsey couldn't hold it back, "Annie..."
Anne's smile fully bloomed, "I know, it's cruel, it's like I don't exist anymore, and it's like I don't matter at all."
"I'm the same as Felix. I've been angry, sad, and in pain, but my mother said she couldn't. She couldn't continue like this... She, she said I was her baby, and I wasn't just a baby. Barbie dolls that can be forgotten or replaced, mommy tells those people to get out.”
"I know that they love me. We all thought that love could save the world, but we all know now that this is just a fairy tale."
"So, I thought about it and I hope they can forget about me and I hope they can move on with their lives."
“After I pass away, they will no longer need to take care of me every day, they will no longer need to be overwhelmed by the time conflict between work and hospital, and they will no longer need to arrange everything with me as the focus of their lives. They will sit empty and confused. In the restaurant, we didn’t know what to say to each other, just like walking zombies, until one day we couldn’t bear each other anymore, and then we chose to divorce.”
"I, uh, I'm afraid of that. I'm afraid that they'll be trapped in their memories forever because of me."
"I love them, I hope they can be happy, I hope they can have their own lives, I hope they can become Chiefs fans, and I hope their lives will not stop forever because of my departure."
Breathe deeply, and breathe deeply again.
Anne smiled widely.
"So, I hope they forget me, and I hope you forget me. Don't worry, I won't be sad."
"But instead, I'm going to seize every moment and enjoy life while I can still run and laugh."
"Hey Felix, what happens after death doesn't matter, now is the only thing that matters."
Anne looked at Felix calmly and generously, but that eleven-year-old soul burst out with unprecedented energy, quietly lighting up the whole world.
Kelsey looked up at the ceiling of the church and tried her best to maintain a posture. Even though her neck muscles were stiff, she still refused to lower her head.
Because lowering your head may reveal your own embarrassment.
Levi turned around and showed a smile to Annie, "Oh, dear Annie, are you really willing to go to the prom with a rugby player with strong limbs and a simple mind? I thought you liked Harry Styles. -Styles)."
Haha, hahaha.
Felix burst into laughter without restraint.
Annie covered her chest with both hands, with an exaggerated expression on her face, "Levi, I can't believe it!"
"How could it be Harry Styles? If it were Robert Pattinson, I might hesitate for a second."
Scared!
This time it was Levi's turn to take an exaggerated breath and stare at Anne with wide eyes, "What then?"
Annie's eyes were full of smiles, but she still controlled herself, "Then, I will still choose you. Levi, please believe me, no matter what, I will choose you, definitely not because you are with me now Right now, absolutely not.”
Why does it get weirder the more I emphasize it?
Levi blinked, looked at Mahomes and Kelsey with confusion, and then looked at Felix——
Hahaha.
Felix was the first to clapped his hands and laughed, and Mahomes and Kelsey couldn't hold it back either. Levi turned to look at Anne, spread his hands, and the smile also climbed to the corners of Anne's mouth.
If this was truly a funeral, it would undoubtedly be one of the happiest funerals in history.
Levi stopped his smile and looked at Anne sincerely.
"I respect your choice, no matter who you choose, I will be here, your forever backup partner for prom, and I don't mind being the backup."
"besides……"
"Annie, please believe me, we will not stand still, we will move forward and live; but at the same time, we will not forget you."
"Who can forget the ray of sunshine that lit up their life?"
Annie was stunned for a moment, the smile was still at the corner of her mouth, and she didn't have time to restrain it. Suddenly, her eyes were filled with hot tears. She quickly turned her head and wiped her cheek with the back of her hand.
Levi, "But more importantly, we still have time."
This is true for Anne, and so is Felix. They should not forget the excitement of the story just because of the ending.
Perhaps, no one can choose the ending of life, but at least, they can choose the way to the ending.
Taking a deep breath, Levi smiled again and looked at Felix again.
"Hey, Felix, we never know which one will come first, death or tomorrow. It's not just you, it's the same for us. Everyone is the same. Accidents always exist. Life that we once thought was strong and tough is much more fragile than we thought. ”
"This is life."
"But before we reach the end, we have the right to choose the way we spend each day. Yesterday, today, tomorrow, just one small step."
"We sincerely pray that Felix Gray's life will last a little longer, even though we don't know if he hears it..."
Levi looked at the statue in front of the church. With each word and look, the atmosphere suddenly relaxed and laughter overflowed.
"But, Felix..."
"And Annie."
Levi stopped, and Felix looked at Levi. His bright eyes were covered with mist, but he could see the tenacity and tenacious smile shining through the tears, like stars and a sea, so that Felix I couldn't help but feel excited.
"I can't express enough how lucky I have been every time I've met you so far. Every time you show up, whether it's Arrowhead Stadium or the hospital, you always shine a light in your way, and guide, little by little, little by little. The way we keep going.”
"You are a chief and always will be a chief."
"So, let's keep fighting, okay? The game isn't over yet."
Calm and sincere.
It wasn't impassioned or convincing, but Levi's words made people's blood boil.
At this moment, they can truly feel the temperature of their souls. Even if they stand at the end of time and witness the doomsday, they will still burn themselves without reservation.
Instead of considering the length of life, it is better to expand the width of life and explore the depth of life. This is the moment when life shines.
Felix puffed out his chest and smiled.
However, just as the corners of his mouth rose, tears escaped from his eyes and fell down, burning his cheeks; however, this time, Felix did not wipe them away, and his smile fully bloomed in the tears.
Then, clench your fists and shout loudly, "Fly."
(End of chapter)