Chapter 158 I don’t want to live anymore
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Tiandou Royal Academy.
When Nan Feng came back, it was already night.
"What's your attitude?"
Nan Feng looked at the Snow Emperor and Bibi Dong standing together in confusion.
Can you stand together?
"She said you are looking for death, is it true?" Ice Emperor asked.
Nan Feng paused, "From a certain perspective, that's true."
"Why?" Ice Emperor asked puzzled.
"Because I don't want to wait to die." Nan Feng said.
"I have to see if my life is in my own hands."
"I have endured the hanging sword that I don't know exists for twenty years. Now, I want to see if this thing exists and whether it will fall."
"But you don't need to bet like this!" Bibi Dong said.
"You can wait until I become a god."
"You said that no matter how the world changes, oppression will not disappear. Even if you succeed, the world will not get better. If someone laughs, there must be someone crying. People will not desire progress. As long as they step on others The soles of your feet are enough.”
"You obviously know, but why do you have to do this?"
Bibi Dong couldn't understand it, and she couldn't accept it either!
Why does Nan Feng have to be like this?
As long as she becomes a god, she can take Nan Feng to ascend, out of sight and out of mind. How the world develops by then will have nothing to do with them!
So what if Nan Feng succeeds?
He can only speed up Douluo Continent and move forward for ten thousand years, he can't change the world!
And this bastard is not a saint who worries about the world!
So what if Xuantian Gong becomes popular? So what if everyone can practice cultivation?
So what if the conflict between soul beasts and humans is resolved?
Will human hierarchies disappear?
Or will the fight between humans and spirit beasts disappear?
Won't! Neither!
There are also classes among soul masters, the strong versus the weak, and the weak versus the weaker!
Does the strong have to oppress the weak? Do the strong have to exploit the weak?
right! must!
This is fucking human nature!
It can’t be changed at all!
Even the weak and oppressed people outside now will become the new oppressors when they gain strength!
The so-called harmony has only one possibility, everyone is weak!
And there is a strange slave owner up there!
Black needs white to set off!
Without war, how can there be peace?
Without suffering, how can there be happiness?
Without weakness, how can one be strong?
Eliminating darkness will also eliminate light!
All beauty comes from the contrast of ugliness!
Bitter first and then sweet, sweet first and then bitter, it’s all the same!
If you have never experienced bitterness, you don’t know what sweetness is!
Since I was a child, I have never seen poor people, so I just think that it is natural!
Without suffering, people cannot feel happiness!
The world Nan Feng wants does not exist at all!
And he knows this very well! He was very clear from the beginning!
It was precisely because this bastard knew all this that she couldn't understand it even more!
Why!
Why must we test?
"Why..." Nan Feng raised his head.
"Didn't I tell you? I want to see which one is better, the light or the darkness in the human heart."
"That's all."
"Then why do you have to risk your life to try?" Bibi Dong asked.
"Because this is the only way I can." Nan Feng said.
"And this method is the safest."
"Human nature is cowardly and content with the status quo. Unless it is forced, it will not want to make progress."
"Only competition can bring progress, and pressure can bring motivation."
"People are so mean."
"Just like Douluo Continent now, those people lying on the ground are looking forward to the beautiful tomorrow that I will bring. They just want to lie on the ground and accept it."
"Get something for nothing, work less and get more, this is the reason why human nature is so."
“It is neither the strong nor the weak who dominate the world.
"It's the human heart."
"Because the human heart wants to trample others under its feet, the strong trample the weak under its feet. Because the human heart wants privileges and oppression, oppression is born." "Oppression does not occur because of the existence of power, happiness does not arise because of the existence of power. It cannot be brought about by progress.”
"Even if I speed up the world, I can't eliminate these things."
"It's just a new group of oppressors and a new group of oppressed people."
"I tried to change, but after trying, I resigned myself to my fate."
"I feel sick and tired of this world. I'm tired."
"..."
Nan Feng sighed, turned and walked away.
The next plan was his last attempt.
If it succeeds, that's the best. If it fails, there's no need for him to keep trying.
"Do you want to die?" Bibi Dong stepped forward and grabbed Nan Feng.
"I can't stand it, and I can't change it. Either the world will be destroyed, or I will be destroyed," Nan Feng said.
"Have you forgotten?"
"Why would I choose you?"
"Because you hate everything in this world equally."
When he was in the Killing City, he really planned to help Bibi Dong destroy the world at first, and everything he did after that was just preparation for this.
Why didn't he just start a war between the two empires?
Because the heat is not enough.
He wants to turn a war for plundering interests into a war to defend his own interests. If he doesn't fight and kill, he will lose everything!
He wants to start a war that cannot be stopped.
"Then why did you give up?" Bibi Dong asked.
"Why do you want to change me?"
"Why do you spend so much time and take so many risks to turn me into a normal person?"
"I don't know." Nan Feng smiled helplessly.
"I don't know why I did it."
He wanted to use Bibi Dong's power to destroy everything, but he kept trying to bring Bibi Dong's mind back!
And he succeeded!
Contradictory.
A lot of the time he really doesn't know what he's doing.
"But you clearly didn't want to die before!" Bibi Dong said.
"Why are you now..."
Before Bibi Dong could finish her words, Nan Feng interrupted her again.
"Don't you understand yet?"
He is a contradictory, crazy, selfish and sensitive person.
In the beginning, he really wanted to destroy the world.
But after he really started trying, he saw a lot of good things, and he was shaken. There was no need to let these good things be buried with the garbage.
So there was a time when he really changed his plans and changed direction and he wanted to make the world a better place.
But later on, he suddenly felt that this world was meaningless.
My brain was having convulsions.
There is a beautiful side to the world, but what next?
What does it have to do with him?
He is just a spectator.
"I said, I can't believe you. Do you think I'm joking?" Nan Feng said.
"I'm really tired, crazy and tired."
"That's it."
(End of chapter)