Chapter 162 Living towards death
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"Since you know his problem, how can you say there is nothing you can do?" Snow Emperor asked doubtfully.
"It's precisely because I know what's wrong with him that I can't do anything about it," Bibi Dong said.
"His mind was not clear before. It was most likely a sequelae of coming out of that ghost place in the Killing City. He has been in a half-mad state for many years, but now, he seems to be completely awake."< br>
"He actually always knew that what he was pursuing was impossible to achieve, but he didn't care about it before. What he was looking for was just the fun in the pursuit. But now that he is awake, he needs to consider things There are more.”
"But at the same time he couldn't stop."
"Now he is just like me before. Even if he knows that he has a problem, he will not admit it openly and would rather go to the dark side."
"At least it makes him look respectable."
Nan Feng did not collapse and suffer because his ideal could not be realized. He always knew that his ideal was just a fantasy and the human world could never be truly perfect.
Some darkness has to exist, because without darkness, there would be no light.
A truly perfect world is also an extremely hopeless world.
He knows, he's always known.
It's just that he didn't care before, his brain was lacking.
Now that his missing brain is back, he has to face the reality.
Nan Feng is a very stubborn person!
Even if he is wrong, he will only make one mistake to the end!
In other words, even if he knew that there was a dead end ahead, he was not willing to stop!
He doesn't want to compromise with this fucking reality!
It was precisely because she knew this that she had no choice.
"Unless he can find a new target,...he can almost say that he wants to die." Bibi Dong said.
Help humans? Help the soul beast? Or against the divine world?
No sense.
Whether humans are strong, soul beasts are strong, or the divine realm continues to be strong, it doesn't matter to him.
After all, it’s basically about the weak and the strong, so why should he change? Why should he help these disadvantaged people? Anyway, when they become stronger, they will continue to oppress the new weak like a group of rulers.
Back and forth cycle.
If Nan Feng had a desire to dominate, maybe he would continue to work hard and become the new master, but unfortunately, he was not interested.
In an empty despair, Nan Feng now had nothing to support him in continuing his actions, so he gave up, and even lost the mood to fight.
"In other words, he needs a position?" Snow Emperor said.
"Or, he needs a reason?"
"Yes, but his previous stance has been completely abandoned by him." Bibi Dong said.
"And he has no interest in taking any side now."
"I'm thinking about what kind of position can support him to continue to act, but I can't find it."
"Can't he do it for himself?" Snow Emperor asked doubtfully.
Bibi Dong shook her head, "His self-desire is very weak. He can't even support the most basic desire to survive, let alone support his actions."
Nan Feng's biggest problem is that his self-desire is too weak. Otherwise, what if his ideal is broken? Isn’t it enough that I am the only one?
But he has no interest in these things!
The reason why Nan Feng is so crazy is because he has abandoned a lot of parts of himself, so he is fearless.
But also because he abandoned too much of himself. When he woke up, the little self he had left couldn't even support the most basic survival instinct.
Controlling the weight of self and ideal, Nan Feng was too biased towards the latter, so when his center of gravity collapsed, he couldn't even stand firmly.
"Then... is it okay for others?" Snow Emperor asked.
Bibi Dong was stunned, "I'm afraid this is impossible."
"Why?" Snow Emperor asked doubtfully.
"He..." Bibi Dong paused.
"He knows too much and is too realistic."
"What do you mean?" Snow Emperor asked confused.
Bibi Dong thought for a while, "Do you know why he wants to do these things?" "Because he wants to do it?" Xuedi said.
"No, it's because he thinks, he is convinced that apart from him, no one in this world will do such a thing like him." Bibi Dong said.
"The reason he needs it is that he has to do it, and there is no other way besides him."
"If there is another way, if there are other choices, he has no interest in doing it."
"Anyway, there are others who can do it. Anyway, he won't do something that has the same result whether he does it or not."
"You want him to live for others, but you have to convince him that he has to do this and that no one else can replace him."
"And there is a big problem here. He is opposed to others treating the individual as the only one."
Snow Emperor was stunned, "What do you mean?"
"In other words, if you think he is irreplaceable and you can't live without him, he will think you are unreasonable and will not want to talk to you." Bibi Dong said.
"This...isn't this contradictory?" Snow Emperor was confused.
"It's just a contradiction. What he needs and what he hates are the same." Bibi Dong said.
"He needs the wrong things, but those wrong things are exactly what he hates."
"Then, he cannot accept the wrong ones, that is, he cannot accept what he needs."
"..."
"Is there something wrong with his mind?" Snow Emperor was completely confused.
"Yes." Bibi Dong looked helpless.
"His sensibility and his reason are completely opposite!"
"These two things cannot be balanced. They must be biased towards one side, otherwise he will crash!"
When emotion suppresses reason, Nan Feng is crazy. No matter whether he can succeed or not, he doesn't care, he just wants to do it.
When reason suppresses emotion, Nan Feng is desperate. Faced with a world that cannot be changed, he will choose to destroy it.
The former is a fanatical savior, the latter is a desperate destroyer.
And when these two things are in balance, he's stuck.
In the past few years, Nan Feng has been switching between these two states, so the logic of his behavior is inexplicable, but it can be connected in series.
She originally thought that Nan Feng would continue like this, but now, he is inexplicably stuck!
After coming out of the Ice and Fire Eyes, Nan Feng's thoughts became more and more stable.
This is not a good thing.
When his mind calms down, he has no motivation.
"In other words, the only way to change him is to... disrupt his mind?" Snow Emperor said.
"But this is impossible." Bibi Dong said.
"You should have seen how capable he is now. Even you are no match for him."
"If you want to change him, you must have power that exceeds his, and you must act with the intention of killing him, otherwise you will not be able to break his balance."
"Then does he know it?" Snow Emperor asked.
"He knows, that's why he insists on moving forward." Bibi Dong said.
"He wants to test, to attract Tang Chen, to test God Shura, just because this is the only way to help him now."
"He is saving himself, but if something unexpected happens in this way, he will die without a burial place."
Nan Feng knew exactly what she was doing, and this was the fundamental reason why she couldn't interfere with him!
He was committing suicide, but it was his only way to survive.
The Walking Dead, let’s take a gamble.
So she couldn't stop him.
I have a cold and feel dizzy. Just one update today...
(End of chapter)