Chapter 155 The God of Death laughs at the God of Love’s incompetence
Ding~
The boys are on the mic.
"Hello, Military Advisor."
There were sobs in his voice, and he had obviously just cried.
"Military advisor, I'm sorry for wasting your time."
Lin Feng: "Brother, don't be stressed. I usually broadcast late, you tell me."
"I have watched Military Advisor's live broadcast for several days, and I think you are a very upright person.
In fact, I am very determined and have my own answer.
I just want to find someone to talk to.
Because the people I face in real life are from all walks of life, and I no longer have any friends with whom I can talk about this matter. ”
Lin Feng: "Don't worry, the 11,000 people in the Military Advisor's live broadcast room are your audience tonight."
Boy: "My family may be different from many people's. My parents are both businessmen. They are very strong and profit-oriented. They have paid very little attention to me since I was a child.
In fact, I have worked very hard and can be regarded as someone else’s child.
But after the third year of high school,
My struggle with my family became more and more intense.
I just go online and vent.
So my grades suddenly fell behind a lot,
Later, I got into a very ordinary undergraduate school,
Because of this incident, my relationship with my parents was almost severed.
Even when I go to college later, I don’t even have living expenses.
I went to school and worked part-time at the same time.
Later, when I went to the hospital for internship, I met her.
She is a respiratory nurse.
She was very kind to me, and she helped me pay for my living expenses when I was taking my postgraduate entrance exams.
He never asked me for anything.
I felt at that time that she was everything to me.
After I graduated from graduate school, I went to their hospital.
It was at that time that the YDA virus spread. ”
YDA virus?
In the original memory, this virus appeared three years ago,
It is a deadly virus worldwide.
It is very similar to a large-scale epidemic in previous lives.
Boy: "At that time, the virus had not spread yet, and we had already received the news. What I thought at that time was that we should either take annual leave directly, or we should not go,
As a doctor, I admit that I have had this selfish thought.
Finally, she told me that patients need us and we cannot be deserters at this time.
So we stayed on the front line.
Our department was very busy at that time. I had to be on duty 24 hours a day, and everyone had to live in the hospital.
When I received the news that she was infected, she. . . already. . Very serious.
In fact, I already knew she would be infected,
Because she is a respiratory medicine specialist, it is impossible for her not to get infected.
only. . I. . Unexpectedly. . So serious.
She had congenital heart disease and then developed an infection,
When I got a call from her director, she. . . Already speechless.
She could only look at me, and I knew she wanted to live, but I couldn't fucking do anything! ! !
Eight years, I studied to be a doctor for eight years, but I can’t do anything! ! !
I regret that I should not have promised her to come back! !
It shouldn’t be! !
In the end, I sent her away with my own eyes,
You may not feel that feeling, her trachea. . . He was cut open and put on a ventilator
I could only look at him. She couldn't even open her eyes at that time, I knew. . . She wanted to look at me, but I. . . You can't get close to her yet! !
Because there’s a fucking virus! ! !
I can only look at her through the glass, me. . . . I didn't even touch her! !
ah! ! ! !
The boy broke down and cried loudly. Not only him, Lin Feng also had red eyes and shed tears.
. . . . .
On the barrage.
"The first batch of nurses during the epidemic... The murderous knife at 2:30 in the morning, woo woo woo!"
"She is a nurse in the respiratory department. It is impossible for her not to be infected. I just didn't expect it to be so serious. Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"
"And congenital heart disease is still his corresponding specialty, this..."
"Eight years, I studied for eight years, but I can't do anything. God, do you want to see what you have done? Woohoo."
"If you can't save the one you love in the field you are best at, damn! It hurts so much."
"Watching my girlfriend's trachea being cut open with my own eyes, wow, wow, I'm going to die."
"My girlfriend can't open her eyes anymore, but I know she still wants to look at me again, but I am separated from the glass and never touch her until my death. Damn, it hurts me so much!!"
. . . . .
The boy cried for a while and slowly calmed down.
"I'm sorry, military advisor, I just want to find someone to talk to, I..."
Lin Feng: "It's okay, buddy, just as you said, since you can find me, it means you recognize me, and I recognize you, you continue to talk, we are all listening."
Boy: "Three years have passed. I go to visit her grave every year. Every time I come back from sweeping the grave, I have dreams.
In the dream, she asked me why I ignored her! !
Military advisor, do you know that she actually contacted me when she was infected, but I didn't see it.
Because mobile phones were not on us at that time, the protective clothing we wore was very thick, so you couldn’t bring your mobile phone with you, and you had to disinfect it.
I didn't know until the leader found me that she was infected.
I'm so fucking damned good! !
There was a time when I didn’t know why I persisted. I studied for eight years, but I couldn’t do anything, so I quit my job for a long time,
She is a single-parent family, she only has her mother, and her father passed away very early. I really want to marry her and give her a family.
Military Advisor, you know, she is really a good girl,
At that time, I had a serious quarrel with my family and my living expenses were completely cut off.
In order to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, there is no way to work part-time.
Her monthly salary of 5,000 yuan will give me more than 3,000 yuan,
I'm just wondering if I'm worthy! !
At the end, do you know how exaggerated it is?
Even when her mother and I were tapping her belongings, she didn't even have 10,000 yuan in savings! ! !
I proposed to her at that time, and she agreed, but she said something to me that makes me feel particularly uncomfortable when I think about it now.
She said do you really want to marry me, but I don’t have much money and can’t buy a house together.
I said just rent it.
In fact, the housing prices over there are not expensive at all.
I thought what she told me at that time was a joke,
Until I saw her account, it turned out that she really had nothing, and she gave everything to me! ! ! ”
. . . . .
First love!
White Moonlight!
When she was studying in graduate school, she helped with living expenses,
Accompany yourself through the most difficult days,
After graduation, I worked hard in the same unit,
Pure love, study medicine.
I watched her die on the operating table I was most familiar with. .
When sorting out the belongings, I discovered that the other party had already given him everything he had. . .
This buff stack is so high,
Who can withstand it! !
"And when my girlfriend called me after she was infected, I didn't receive the call because she was wearing protective clothing on the front line..."
Holy shit!
Kill me!
The river flows: "The God of Death once again stood high in the sky and looked down at the God of Love's incompetence."
(End of chapter)