Chapter 17 I’m willing to do anything, please stay
January 11th.
"Sister...why hasn't eldest brother come back yet?"
He said he would be back in two days at the latest, but from the 8th to today, for three full days... there was no news.
All An Shiyao can do every day is to turn on the radio, check the supplies... muster up the courage to look outside through the telescope, and take care of her sister.
In addition...sometimes I would stand in Su Ming's room in a daze.
Ask yourself, why haven’t you come back yet?
"There must be... some good news. I have something to do."
Very irritable.
But he couldn't let his sister see how he was feeling. No matter how many times she asked, he had to calm down.
Dead...?
If he died, how should he and his sister continue to live?
The food and water will one day run out, and you will have no ability to protect yourself if you stay here... When you have to go out one day, you will face the same situation again.
I...will... again
"Sister...big brother, are you in danger?"
He stared at his sister holding his little hand with a worried expression.
An Shiyao bit her lip lightly and forced a smile, "You also know that Mr. Su Ming is very powerful... Even if something happens, it's just a waste of time, nothing will happen."
"Don't think too much. Have you done the arithmetic questions you left? I'll check."
It's only been three days.
He also said that if there was particularly good news... maybe his return would be delayed.
But can you think like that?
He encountered something very good, so he wasted his time...for example, he found the officials and took them with him to save himself and his sister.
Instead of... dead.
It feels more and more strange.
Why...he behaves like a scumbag, but he has the heroic ability to act without fear of life and death.
Why...I, who never needed help from others, would lie on his bed. It means...a mood that needs to be filled.
Even now, I can't lie to myself.
When I did those things, I might still have a deep-hidden shame that I had temporarily forgotten, but compared to the shame... I felt more at ease. Because after he is done, he will definitely rest and will not leave.
That kind of excitement that you want for yourself...will make you feel extremely at ease.
This is... a very shameful thought that should not be allowed to be known to anyone.
But now my mind has changed again.
We can talk again... An Shiyao wanted to speak out.
There is no dignity in itself that can continue to exist in front of him. The self who has been trained and told to be treated like an object will be afraid.
Nor does he resist being asked for.
Because I am also asking for it.
"...Ha."
Curling up on his mattress, smelling the smell, his body seemed to be instinctive... resting on his abdomen.
I know what this behavior is, but I have never thought about it or done it.
The bad memories that I never wanted to recall now gave me an addictive and inextricable sense of security.
Her delicate body trembled slightly.
The blanket covering the mattress had nasty stains. An Shiyao was panicked at first...but now she's used to it.
Just wash off the little bit.
And... if he was discovered, someone like him... would only be excited. And I... hope that he will be excited, so that I can stay here longer.
So...one more time?
"Dong dong."
The sound of knocking on the wall frightened An Shiyao.
He quickly got up and subconsciously covered his hem.
Not a door... but a wall?
Is he back?
An Shiyao ran out, but after taking two steps, she realized something was wrong with her clothes...and the thin blanket.
That said, if she really wanted to seduce Su Ming in this way... she couldn't do it yet.
After sorting it out until she was sure that nothing unusual could be seen, she went out.
My sister had been lying by the window for a long time, trying to stand up on tiptoes with her petite body to open the door and take a look. She also knew that Su Ming would knock on the wall once he came back.
"Let me do it."
An Shiyao felt extremely happy and went over to open the window.
Nothing can be seen. "...Mr. Su Ming?"
No response when called.
Go get a flashlight, carefully hold the light and shine it down. When I saw the familiar clothes... I could only see half of my body lying on the ground.
An Shiyao's heart suddenly sank to the extreme.
Without thinking, I dropped the rope made of twisted sheets and went down.
I saw Su Ming's eyes were tightly closed, and he was taking in more air than out... His whole body was shaking, his calf seemed to have been cut by some sharp object, and his trousers were covered in blood. Looking outside a little, there are bloody footprints all over.
"...An...Shiyao?"
He was still alive, barely holding An Shiyao's hand.
"..."
An Shiyao said nothing and helped Su Ming up. Tied to a rope.
——
Su Ming felt very sad.
In order to avoid a head-on fight with that thing, the cat stayed in the snow for more than two hours...until it could no longer hear any strange movement, it finally crawled out.
At that time, my ears and face were already sore from the cold. That car had long since become a wreck and was buried under the snow. How on earth it came back with willpower... only he knew.
He knew very well that if he stayed there and died, he would only return to the node before hiding again and again, and he had to stay away.
I have to say that being able to make it to the supermarket is quite a miracle.
Wake up again.
Everything around me feels... a bit familiar.
Not a supermarket.
pharmacy?
There is a faint flashlight, and the figure leans over the backlight and stares at himself. Eyes red.
"Why here?"
Su Ming tried to get up reluctantly, but was immediately stopped by those hands.
"..."
Still staring straight at himself, gritting his teeth... as if he was very angry.
"I can't... There's no way I can pull you up."
"So, come here."
"I know... I've seen it with a telescope. You've made a roadblock around me. It's safe."
"...Have you overcome the psychological shadow? Not bad."
"...Not bad?"
"..."
"You said that nothing will happen. No matter the news is good or bad... you will be back within two days. You lied to me."
"..."
Su Ming was silent for a moment, "We are all adults, living in such a world, who dares to say for sure? And, I did come back. It was just a little unexpected, a little late."
The wound was bandaged and should have been medicated. Steel charcoal was burning beside it...it was much warmer than hiding in the snow.
"...I...don't want it."
"..."
"Don't... go out again. Right here, you said... you would protect me and my sister... I can no longer support myself as before."
"I'd be scared too."
Tears flashed and she held Su Ming's hand tightly.
"I don't need you to look for good news... there won't be any. I have... been a velvet ball as you said. You also have to... fulfill your promise, please... okay?"
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He put his hand on her chest again. Tears fell onto the back of Su Ming's hand.
【Character: An Shiyao】
【Favorability: 87】
[Although I still think that you are a lustful person with perverted behaviors such as fetishism and sadism, I have a high degree of dependence and trust on you who are powerful]
Su Ming couldn't speak.
Do you want to directly say that you have encountered a special situation?
"Well...I know."
At least for now, let's hold her in my arms like a child. Regarding the unknown creature... we need to think about it again.
(End of chapter)