Chapter 68 The person on the TV, and me
December 5th.
The scary phase for me is over. The tail retracts into the body and disappears.
At that time, I did not attack my elder brother.
Even in sleep, I can feel that my big brother is making a promise with me.
I was anxious at first. Worry that something bad will happen.
But I also noticed that my uncontrolled tail... seemed to be asking for it on my behalf.
Happy.
Puzzled.
Comfortable.
……
Various strange emotions intertwined, and I gradually lost the right to fight for control. All that remains is the ability to feel what is being done to the body.
I want to make noise and move freely.
But it can't be done at all.
I can only calm down slowly with what I feel.
Keep accumulating thoughts until the ‘shell’ disappears and you can breathe freely.
I was so strong that I couldn't wait to make an appointment.
Very bad.
When he came back to his senses, he saw that his elder brother was pale and had no strength to move.
I thought about it for the first time.
Catching food requires my physical strength, so what does it take to make the promise work?
But the elder brother said it was not a bad thing. Not tired or anything.
I no longer fear the next time I enter that stage.
Because I made various and many agreements with my eldest brother. It will definitely be the same as this time. Big Brother also said that he will always be there.
I like shopping for clothes.
Because as long as it is rarely worn clothes, the eldest brother will be more enthusiastic about it.
I thought that the thing called 'inner' that restricted the growth of the lactation area only restricted that growth. I had never made such an agreement in the past. I found that the eldest brother was very enthusiastic when unbuttoning. Staring straight.
shy?
is that so?
My eldest brother said my cheeks were hot and my body temperature was out of balance, which meant I was shy.
No matter what it is, as long as it's not something that will be disliked.
Learned a lot.
As promised, not outside.
Inside, you can only show it to your eldest brother. But I don’t have the habit of exposing my body defenselessly to other beings I don’t trust. That was an absolutely unqualified way of living for me in the past.
I hate it when my elder brother touches me through things.
But he said it was necessary. Can't have cubs now.
I can't imagine what it would be like for me to have pups.
But not exclusive.
Cars I've only seen other people drive. Never thought I could sit in it. You can also control it yourself.
My eldest brother said that I am very smart and learn quickly.
Hmm.
Still don't understand.
The eldest brother said that we can’t make a promise outside, but we can do it in the car. Although it is only a very basic agreement, I am still very happy.
I don’t watch Animal World anymore.
Looking at animals, I understand the meaning of all their activities.
But animals don't help me understand people better and understand my big brother's behavior.
Human programs are very complicated. It is difficult to barely know what the people are doing in one scene, but everything changes when switching to another scene in the next second.
I feel stupid.
‘It’s already amazing that you can practice calligraphy so well so quickly. ’
I decided to start with a small thing.
A ‘food’ show focused on people.
Vegetables, sliced meat.
The eldest brother cuts vegetables very quickly. And each piece is quite neat.
I tried to hone my cooking skills while my elder brother was away.
Occasionally my fingers would be cut with a kitchen knife. But for me, this kind of injury is a daily occurrence. Just put it in your mouth and suck it for a while.
The hardest part is the taste.
I'm not sure what constitutes delicious food for my eldest brother. Because everything he eats tastes bad to me.
Does the fact that it tastes worse and worse proves that it actually tastes better and better?
‘It’s not necessary, after all, your sense of taste is different from mine. ’
I don't want it.
People on TV say that if you eat with important people, the food will taste much better.
If I had become more human, I should be able to be as happy eating terrible food as the people on TV.
and.
It took a long time to make something. Even though my elder brother ate it, he said it was very good. But I'm not a fool, and the food I buy is completely different from what I cook.
I hate this.
December 7th.
'vomit. ’
I threw up.
From eating too much human food that I had never eaten before. Just so that I can eat the same food as my big brother.
‘Still insisting? ’
‘It’s hard to have different tastes. ’
‘You see, even if I take a bite of raw meat I feel like vomiting. ’
‘…’
don't want.
The taste is different.
Can I make food that my big brother can eat and that I can eat as well, so that it’s neutral?
December 8th.
'sure. ’
‘Really? ’
Very happy.
Although I couldn't find a taste that was both delicious to my brother and acceptable to me.
But I discovered there was another way to keep myself from throwing up.
'What quirk? ’
‘You just have to live your life. I don’t know how to make leftovers, and you can’t make leftovers either, let alone deliberately not eat the food you should eat. ’
‘Otherwise, the little leather drum will be beaten. ’
Why?
This is a way to neutralize food that I finally found. As long as I eat part of the food that my elder brother has eaten, I can feel the good mood of eating together as people on TV say. It no longer feels hard to swallow.
Except for the good food.
I am also paying attention to human reproduction programs. My eldest brother didn't allow me to watch it, so I chose to watch it secretly after my eldest brother fell asleep.
Observe the movements and reactions of the female humans inside.
It's really weird compared to animals.
The strength and status of a man called a 'repairman' is completely different from that of a woman who lives in such a large lair. But they will also carry out reproductive activities.
I gradually understood. Humans are not identical to animals and do not reproduce for the sake of reproduction. It is a kind of entertainment activity.
‘You really watched it secretly while I was sleeping, right? ’
‘…’
When I copied the female human on the TV, I made the same movements. For example, I never thought about it before, asking my big brother for help is like cleaning my skin. Is this also an agreement?
Also, it feels good.
‘Gotta get out of here. Those guys are getting impatient and have started to offer a reward of 5 million to you across the country. ’
I also learned how to use a gun.
Very simple.
My strength, speed...all increased after that period.
Don't want to be left alone in the house.
So I studied hard and wanted to act together with my big brother.
December 13th.
Got a lot of money again.
I used to take advantage of my speed and poor visibility at night to find what I wanted.
Now I understand that people are very weak without weapons if they are separated from the things they made.
But why did my eldest brother put my socks on my feet over my head? I also wrapped it up and it was very stuffy.
He said he wanted to rob the rich and give to the poor, and specialized in being bad guys.
I don't understand the meaning either.
I just feel that it is very happy to walk like this in the night together.
"Money! Give it to me!"
There are always people who are not afraid of me. Instead, he stared at me with strange eyes and waited until the elder brother came out before obediently giving me the money.
"I'll give it all to you, what service can I provide? The voice is so cute... If the face is cute, I will give you 10,000 yen. New type of cosplay to attract customers?"
There are also strange humans who seem to be interested in me.
I have no service. I'm just going to take his wallet. If you don't give it, use your fist. The eldest brother said that he was a bad person because he was spitting everywhere just now.
My mood did not fluctuate. Seeing that he had not obediently taken out his wallet, he planned to use force.
But the eldest brother seemed very angry and beat the other person hard before I could.
I felt an indescribable emotion from it.
The eldest brother seems to regard me as only belonging to him.
‘Xiaoye, I just want to make a promise with my eldest brother. Don't want anything else. ’
After saying this, my elder brother will have the same phenomenon as me, his body temperature will rise.
I learned to use the computer.
Know the Internet.
I found out that the agreement was not what the big brother said. Contracts, verbal agreements, legal effects... are very complicated.
There is still much to learn.
I have never seen the sea, nor have I left the city.
‘Xiao Ye, I want to get married to my eldest brother. ’
‘? ’
The elder brother must be surprised.
whee.
I don't actually need much sleep. Even in order to reduce the risk of survival, you can continue to perform minimal activities while hibernating.
So, many times after I fell asleep, I was studying on the Internet.
Husband and wife are new identities created after marriage. Moreover, people are usually regarded as husband and wife only after receiving a certificate at an event called a "wedding".
The ‘husband and wife’ my eldest brother and I talk about lacks this step.
'Then, the legal wife. Xiaoye wants to be a legal wife. ’
What happened to big brother?
Suddenly you want to make a promise with me.
Um.
There are also many reasons why human language is worth learning in depth, as long as you can master it better. The older brother will like me more and make a promise.
It no longer matters to ordinary people what the agreement is.
Anyway, for me. A promise is a promise, as long as there is one, big brother will always be there. I also need to learn the various movements of reproduction, massage, my own aesthetics, and become more proficient in operating weapons...
It can only catch mice and find food. Not good enough. Only when I can repay my big brother in many ways can I feel satisfied.
I really like feet.
Now, I no longer need my elder brother to tell me what to do. I've seen what other people do on TV.
Is that all for today?
Of course not.
I also learned that it was okay to feign resistance. This seems to further stimulate the eldest brother's motivation to make a deal.
‘Are you ready? Big brother. ’
Then, say this again. Big brother will cheer up.
But I also know that it will be very tiring to make too many promises to the big brother.
But if my elder brother can do it, I can do it for him. Making a promise will only make the big brother tired, not hurt. That's okay.
I will make a great wife. A wife who satisfies my eldest brother in every aspect.
December 15th.
Inside something called a ship.
Many people crowded together. The older brother spent more money to have private space. ,
However, things did not develop as the elder brother expected, and something happened halfway.
‘Take all the money out. ’
'oh? This girl is quite tender. ’
‘…’
I know the eldest brother is already angry. In a state of preparation for attack.
‘Uh-huh! ’
But before that happened, I had my gun drawn and put to his head.
‘Take out the money, you are so tender, give it to big brother, and play with it. ’
‘? ’
Was that wrong?
I felt that the elder brother's expression was strange, but he touched my head again.
Let them jump off on their own, leaving only the necessary driving personnel.
Why?
‘I don’t like men. Not Southern Copper. ’
‘…’
‘To put it simply, I am only interested in you. ’
So that's it.
Me too.
I just want to be like this, always by my big brother's side, and be satisfied with simply surviving. So, touch my hair some more.
'Thanks! Thank you so much, these damn smugglers. ”
"If you hadn't taken action, I really don't know what to do...'
‘…’
‘Huh? ! ’
Very annoying.
Obviously it felt like it was time to make an appointment again, when someone suddenly came in.
‘Xiao Ye? Don't point weapons at others unless necessary. Maybe some of them can help us. ’
‘It’s free if you want to thank me. If you have anything useful or money, I can give you a little as a token of appreciation. ’
‘…’
Not happy.
Then the big brother smiled and touched his face, okay. Just forgive this person for running in and disturbing me.
Sitting in the arms of big brother. He rubbed his big brother's chin with his head.
Then I thought about what my eldest brother said, I will get married when I get to a better place. My mood improved again.
Although now we only know that "husband and wife" and "wife" are the terms for people of the opposite sex who are not related by blood and can spend the longest time together. I still don’t understand what ‘love’ actually is, but that doesn’t stop my body and mind from becoming light and airy.
The human beings in the TV will stay in the house after the wedding event. We spend 90% of the time together.
(End of chapter)