Chapter 88 Hunters and Hunters
Being held by the hand.
Because yesterday I acquiesced in taking the relationship to a further level, showing off my exquisite shyness.
so.
He is completely different today than he was yesterday. Become more at ease.
I think I was very successful.
He has completely regarded me as a little girl who is easy to control and has just entered society.
"What do you want to drink? I'll treat you."
"..."
From the perspective of human communication methods, it cannot be called an excellent and effective dialogue. But I haven't experienced that feeling of being with me naturally for a long time.
Holding the hand, I can play freely and sweat. Create the illusion that I'm nervous.
remember.
Get news from him.
I spent a lot of time preparing to enter the snow country. What do I want to do?
revenge.
I have a very strong desire to know the truth and take revenge.
I cannot forgive the sudden disappearance. This was a complete violation of the agreement, and I knew it would make me very sad.
But that's not true.
I can't lie to myself. The so-called unforgiveness is the inability to maintain rational thoughts when you don't see it... and it disappears when you see it.
I know that big brother is not normal.
Very sad.
I can confirm now.
Something must have happened to him that he didn't share with me. Will I resent this?
I'm not that character.
Just like ten years ago, I hope my oldest brother will never have to worry about anything. I'll take care of all your troubles.
The grievances that people have...maybe they existed before.
But after holding hands now, what was left gradually disappeared.
Why don't you tell me?
I have made a promise countless times and promised never to leave me behind. But it violated such an agreement.
Even with my knowledge, I cannot understand why the body of my elder brother is still in the same state as it was ten years ago. Nothing has changed. It's a very troublesome thing... something even more difficult to understand than the core of my body. Definitely.
"Let's play games together later?"
"Okay. It's just...I'm very good."
"It's okay, we are all our own people."
Take me all the way home. The soft smile that appeared in my mind almost overlapped with the last time I watched my eldest brother go out at the entrance ten years ago.
My heart felt a strong cramp.
I actually have no reason to be confused.
If I don't have any thoughts of revenge at all, I would agree with the current situation of my eldest brother.
Then there are only two things I have to do.
First, I have already investigated and found out that the eldest brother I see now has been living in the Snow Country, and there are traces to follow. It has never intersected with my life, and there is nothing to be surprised about.
Therefore, I need to observe and think alone to figure out what happened. There are some clues now, such as what happened to the woman named An Shiyao six years ago. I know that she has a crush on her eldest brother. The surface of her life is also the same as mine and has no intersection with the big brother she has now found. The reason why she has a favorable impression needs to be found out.
Second, be around. I am sure that I will quickly develop a harmonious relationship with my eldest brother. This is simple for me. It is also something that I absolutely desire.
"Brother Ming..."
I tried to hint in a weak voice, staring at his hand without any trace.
It was easy to let the atmosphere of yesterday lead us to hold hands and enter the ambiguity again.
"..."
Been gone for a long time.
Then, the atmosphere I was brewing reached its peak.
It's a pity that I was interrupted temporarily and didn't kiss.
——
I got home.
"Buzzing."
While taking a shower, Avril called.
"Well, I found dad."
"..."
"Maybe something happened to him that is beyond common sense. I will observe it bit by bit."
"..."
"Don't worry, mom... knows him very well. Soon, he will be more inseparable from mom than he was ten years ago."
The call ends.
It's raining outside.
Just like ten years ago.
He can't be found no matter what, and the most important part of his life has disappeared.
I never imagined that I would be like a human being, with blood gushing out from inside my body.
But that’s when it happened.
After thinking about it, I came to the conclusion... The reason why I suddenly became very enthusiastic at that time was a kind of farewell. It’s like leaving a ‘last word’. But I didn't know anything, so I stayed alone in that house.
Spit blood stained the sink. My daughter was frightened.
Um.
If Avril hadn't been there, maybe she would have gone berserk at that time.
In fact, he did become irritable. Try your best to find the missing person. But no matter how much time and energy we spend, we are still hitting cotton with our fists.
Resentment comes from losing something without knowing anything.
So when I got the news and immediately set out to come here, I thought about how to 'revenge'. Quite uncool.
But when I actually saw it, I realized that things were more complicated than imagined. Those negative emotions gradually subsided again.
Could it be that Big Brother thinks that I can’t solve it and it’s best not to tell me. I chose to endure it alone.
I'm so sad.
I have always felt that I am qualified enough to be called the 'perfect wife'.
I don’t believe in this kind of thing in the next life or this life. When a person dies, he or she dies. There will be nothing else but the cycle of nature. But that doesn’t mean there aren’t things in the world that I can’t solve. I'm not that cocky.
Just like my daughter said.
'No matter what. ’
‘We have to find daddy. It’s impossible for people to disappear into thin air. ’
In this way, I found it.
Turn on the computer.
I asked Wendy to be ready to assist me, and I planned to check it myself.
My intuition tells me that An Shiyao may be related to the reason why her elder brother disappeared ten years ago. If I come, three nights will be enough.
……
January 16th.
I continue to buy breakfast.
This is a way to express your favorability subtly.
The job was easy for me, it was nothing more than brainwashing the audience into buying things. But I don’t need to be very good. Being too good will put pressure on ordinary people and is not conducive to a good atmosphere. Of course, it can't be too clumsy. Everyone has aversion to stupidity.
noon.
We eat together, but I will choose the same time, unlike before when we sat across from each other. Instead, sit next to him.
This is a step closer to expressing the relationship.
Not seeing another woman who caught my attention. An Shiyao.
There was something strange about her experience. But I still need a little time to reveal the secret. All I know now is that she has an extraordinary affection for her eldest brother.
KTV is a great place.
Dimming lights, flashing lights, and deafening sounds can cause ordinary people to secrete dopamine and get excited, causing them to do things they normally wouldn't dare to do.
The alcohol content of the wine here is very low. Of course, I'm immune to shitty alcohol concoctions.
But I can, get 'drunk'.
"Xia Ye, are you sleepy?"
"..."
I can become delicate and weak easily. Looks easy to handle.
When he found that I couldn't walk, he naturally carried me on his back.
not understand.
I found that... there began to appear in those pupils the natural concern that was not there before, and that appeared in the harmonious life ten years ago.
I gave it a chance.
He kind of took advantage of me in a human sense. For example, when he put his arm around my shoulders and carried me, he came across the baby canteen.
But nothing superfluous was done.
Delivered to where I live.
"If you can't drink, just drink less or don't drink at all. It's all your own and there's no need. Is the key in your bag?"
"..."
I pretended and unconsciously grabbed the hem of his clothes.
Go inside.
I realized that because he hugged me just now, he had some thoughts when he saw me lying on the bed defenseless.
The atmosphere gradually became ambiguous as I expected.
"Have you ever kissed?"
"..."
I continued to look like my eyes were blurred but I was still somewhat conscious. Cheeks can also be flushed with wine. Let him understand that I heard this clearly.
During the kissing process in the baby canteen, I was touched through my clothes.
His idea was almost there. But he didn't take the next step.
"Have a good rest. You won't have to buy breakfast tomorrow. I'm doing my morning exercise and I'll buy a meal for two."
"..."
After he left, the blush on my cheeks faded. Sit up and wipe the stained corners of your mouth.
I thought about it.
There is no difference from ten years ago. It's as if Big Brother jumped directly from ten years ago to now.
That is a question that I cannot find an answer to from the knowledge known to mankind.
Suddenly disappear and reappear. The body does not age at all with time.
It was as if some kind of switch had been turned on, and I was a little unable to restrain my emotions.
I didn’t find that there were forces around my elder brother that I couldn’t resist. In other words, there are no enemies at all, as if the eldest brother has always lived in such a place. Never appeared abroad, with me.
Ten years ago, what kind of inexplicable problems and pressure did the eldest brother face alone?
I may have feelings of ‘distress’ and no longer want to restrain myself.
Let’s create the atmosphere until the end tomorrow. Become a wife again. Let’s think about what happens next. I have forgiven you, and I have forgiven you the moment I see you again.
Therefore, the agreement will continue and I will still be the wife I was ten years ago.
(End of chapter)