Chapter 288 I will like you as much as I like her
April 27th.
morning.
After saying that he preferred meatballs and other foods, he went out normally.
Su Ming...a strange man.
Earlier, when there were people around me who called me Miss Skylark, I would smile naturally.
I was originally very ordinary, clumsily learning the music, chess, calligraphy and painting required by my family, and learning to walk.
But with such no talent, I obviously couldn't meet my parents' expectations. They were always impatient and wanted me to work harder. I always think that I am not doing well enough.
'You can't die. ’
'If your talent is not good enough, your appearance will please you...as long as you are beautiful enough, it will always be useful. ’
‘If you invest so much, you must at least get something in return. ’
‘…’
I caught a cold. The fever persists and the consciousness is very blurred.
When I came to my senses, my parents seemed to have searched all the doctors in the city, and then found someone from some kind of church to perform a prayer ceremony for me.
I died once. affim.
Because at that time, I saw the ‘abyss’ with my own eyes. There was no exit in any direction. It only asked me, "Do you want to live?" It only told me that if I didn't accept it, I would die. I want to live.
‘What’s going on? ’
‘Yesterday it was just buds, but today it’s blooming? ’
That was the first time I showed a ‘miracle’.
If you bring the half-dead rice to me and pretend to beg me, it will come back to life in less than a day.
As long as I reach out and touch the head of a sick child, he will be alive and kicking and thank me in the afternoon.
‘The eldest lady of the Sertis family has become a god! ’
‘The living god! ’
‘…’
From that moment on, no one regarded me as a human being anymore. My parents no longer ask me to learn piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and they no longer plan who I will marry in the future.
‘No, this is my daughter. ’
‘Give you a little more protection, what about us? Give money if you want it. This money is not for me, but for incense money for Skylark. ’
‘…’
Before I knew it, I was back in the room. my bedroom.
It used to be filled with various learning instruments, pages for calligraphy practice, and writing brushes. But now all that's left are the extremely cute decorations and the chains wrapped around my feet. This is just because the window is too small... I want to look outside, so I lie down on the bench and look at the window. They thought I was trying to escape.
I don’t have that kind of thinking, I was born here, where can I go?
The book says that people cannot obtain wealth beyond their own knowledge. I think the same is true for happiness. People cannot obtain happiness beyond their own cognition. Although from the perspective of now decades later, I was quite pitiful at that time. But if it were me a few decades ago, I wouldn't feel depressed.
Can help others.
My parents also praised me very much. It just requires me to endure the loneliness. I can read and practice calligraphy in my room during my free time.
‘Crash, crash, crash—’
Although the sound of the chain ringing will be very noisy. In the winter, iron can get very cold and nasty.
‘What’s the matter with you? ’
‘It still works in the morning, but not in the afternoon? ’
‘I’ve raised you for so many years, but you can’t even handle this little thing? ! The prayer meeting in the evening must be effective...otherwise I won't be able to eat in the past few days. ’
‘…’
I'm very tired.
I have no idea why this body works so well, and my parents don't care either. They just need to see results.
‘Useless thing, do you want to destroy the Sertis family? ! ’
At that time, the Sertis family had grown from a low-profile small business guild in the city to the richest and most powerful family. But my parents were not satisfied with this at all and needed me to do more... powerful people also came from a big city far away. Pray to me devoutly through the curtain.
But I didn’t eat for two days, and I felt hungry and sleepy while sitting there receiving blessings.
‘Is this what your family relies on to defraud? ’
'Very well, you lied to me...I'm tired of living. ’
Mom and Dad said that the man was from the royal capital. First, he cried bitterly and knelt down to beg me for help, and then he pinched my neck...it was very painful.
Originally, everyone regarded me as a ‘god’. But when the catastrophe came, everyone was regarded as an evil believer who had something to do with the Sertis family, and the people who came to me were no longer grateful. There is much more malice than before.
‘It’s all the Sertis family’s problem. ’
‘This is all the problem of the eldest lady of the Sertis family. She forced us to become believers...’
‘As long as she dies, the people in the royal capital won’t blame us, right? ’
‘…’
Many people are eager to remove the things I have helped them do. The small window that was originally for me to peek outside became the entrance for them to throw things in.
‘Skylark, now only your death can protect our family. ’
‘There is nothing we can do. ’
‘…’
I don't have a choice. Whether I want to be God or a sinner, I have no choice.
yes.
My body was not like this in the beginning. Either touching a leaf will make it wither, or seeing a person will cause the other person to vomit blood.
At that time... I cried and asked my parents.
I have been listening to them, and I have done something wrong. The book says that only those who do something wrong will go to jail and be beheaded.
'You are a monster. ’
‘You are not our daughter at all… You are not a god at all! ’
‘Stop pretending to be pathetic! We were also bewitched by you...'
Can't tell what I did wrong. He just wants me to die.
I said that I could make a sick child healthy. As long as I had enough food, it would work every time and I would never make a mistake again.
I also said that I could revive the dying flowers. As long as I could sleep normally, I would never fail again. It will definitely work every time.
‘See? This is how she bewitches us. ’
The people pouring in outside the door looked at me with disgust. I wish I could die immediately, I can feel the piercing disgust.
At that time, I was escaping from reality. In fact, I knew it was wrong a long time ago, and I thought that as long as I obeyed, it would be fine. Just hypnotize yourself and you will be happy now. That's no problem. But after reading so many books, how could I not know something was wrong?
Just separate the good intentions and bad intentions into two parts and store them, and throw the bad things to me. She just needs to forget everything and don't want anything.
She and I... are actually the same.
The innocent me I used to be is also part of who I am. Even if you actively forget or escape, you can't change what has happened. It doesn't change the fact that this body is a monster.
I've said it honestly, I'm not a good person.
No matter whether the people in the city are young or old, they all died because of me. If I'm a monster, why should I care about distinguishing between people who don't hate me so much and who might understand me after the conversation?
As long as they are all dead.
I said, the only place in this world where people exist is not a place where we can live. So everyone needs to be killed.
Another person said that he would be even more lonely after killing him.
I don't agree.
lonely?
So many years have passed since birth. What is loneliness? In other words, besides loneliness, what else can this body gain? Killing intent? Hatred?
Another one I like to read story books. That was a hidden interest that was buried under the pressure of parents a long time ago. At the end of the story, it is written... As long as everyone has good intentions, they will always find their own salvation.
Until now, the moment I came out of the hotel, I faced the dazzling sun. I agree with this statement.
Su Ming is neither a businessman nor a person who hates me.
Even if he tried his best to see his ugly side, he never saw it.
The book says that some people never meet good people in their lives, and end up being swallowed up by the evil around them and turning into monsters.
It is also said that although some people have met bad people, they can also meet good people. Although the proportion of good ones is very small, you can avoid being swallowed up just like this.
I listened to them all night on the second floor.
Sometimes frivolous words, sometimes embarrassing sweet words. The book calls this a lover.
Unlike me, I just want to arouse his desire so that she can't escape from me.
"There's nothing I can do about it. I didn't know Yunque would like Brother Su Ming so much."
Another person is very naive.
Even if I want to control this body to destruction now, I don't have any fear.
"I've thought about it before. If I have someone I like and Hibari doesn't like him, I don't know what to do... It's best if Hibari likes him as much as I do."
"Well..."
"Could it be because I like brother Su Ming that Yunque also likes him?"
no.
I like his attitude of not hesitating for anyone.
He doesn't hide his desires, but he never forces me or tries his best to ask me to do something... It's like whether I am willing or not depends entirely on my mood.
The more this happens, the more I want him and the more he desires me.
I just thought of it as fun at first. Until other women appeared around him.
"I envy that sister so much. Brother Su Ming's dealings with her are completely different from those with Sertis."
"I feel very happy just looking at it."
None of us want to go back to the dead city.
The memories from that place are mostly painful. Even the memories of his visit have become painful after realizing that it is impossible to be happy all the time with this body alone.
April 27th.
noon.
The leaves are yellow. Then the roots withered, and the people around me started vomiting blood.
At first no one knew it was me, but by the time I was the only one standing unscathed. Naturally, they looked at me in horror.
"...I'm sorry."
"I keep throwing nasty things at you."
No big deal.
Just based on the stupid look of 'I' before, I would have been dead for decades.
"I just can't learn those things. I still don't know how Yunque did it... He stretched out his legs like that without wearing any skirt, so he could face Brother Su Ming. Aren't you shy?"
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He actually enjoyed it.
"If it were Skylark, it would definitely... be the step of giving birth to a baby."
Won't.
All bodies are the same. If you can’t check it, you can’t check it. Moreover, I have not decided whether to give him a child or not.
"But if Brother Su Ming really wants to do it, Yunque will definitely not refuse."
That's right.
If he even refuses to call me sister, he begs me to give him a child. You should agree.
There were wailings all around.
Some people are so scared that they have to stay away from me even when they are crawling.
I also want to be like Sirtis, the other me says thank you...thank you, if Sirtis hadn't invaded my thoughts, I would have killed him in the first place.
"I asked Brother Su Ming to chain me up...but in the end he didn't want to actually chain me up."
"If Brother Su Ming really locked me up with a chain, maybe I wouldn't like Brother Su Ming so much. We all hate chains..."
I rarely communicate directly with Sirtis.
Now, it doesn't matter. Anyway, there is nothing left to miss. It's better to stay a little longer than to be a monster.
"Brother Su Ming, will you be sad..."
Before you feel sad, do you want him to see yourself covered in blood?
Before feeling sad, you should think about yourself first. After so many years, nothing has changed at all?
"Because I am Sirtis...and brother Su Ming is very good to Sirtis. I don't want to make him sad."
Then try to go as far away as possible so that he thinks we are just leaving. That's what I thought at first, maybe I'm lucky... I won't see anyone who can kill me or wants to kill me even if I go further. Then change to a very remote place.
Maybe I can survive it. I can’t stand it anymore. It doesn't mean that if you lose control in front of him, it will be fine.
"Sertis, Skylark...you committed an unforgivable sin decades ago."
"Want to do it again now?"
No one appeared in front of me, only shouts were heard. Far away, Zai Tian was riding a winged beast.
"I would like to inform all the residents of Curry Town that the Dead City has existed for 56 years. With the vote of the Imperial Capital Meeting...if the witch leaves the Dead City again, there will be a chance to eradicate the dangers of the Dead City in one fell swoop."
"I will have the authority to activate the Infernal Fire Array."
"I will remember your death in my heart, and your contribution to the empire will be comforted...I guarantee that your relatives will receive a lot of compensation."
"..."
The people in heaven had no intention of getting too close to me, nor did they plan to get too close to this small town. After hearing this, the people around me yelled and cursed, and their noses bled violently... They covered their noses and tried to crawl further.
I can only feel an extremely negative emotion.
She was still wearing clothes that smelled of him. It doesn't smell good, it just smells like sweat.
I regret it a bit. Although Sirtis is very stupid...but she can say that she likes kissing. I like it too, but I can't say it when he kisses my toes. I would also be shy. If I were a sister...it could only be that he said he wanted to kiss, and no matter how nonchalantly I said, ok.
Sertis and I are the same person. But if I like someone, I really don’t want to be seen looking embarrassed.
Just remember it. Willing to stretch out my feet... serve as a toy for the first time. I was willing to serve in the baby cafeteria. At the beginning, I would never have thought that I would be toyed with by someone when I grew up to this level. I was very happy during this time.
But these things felt foreign to me.
Very unaccustomed. I'm very afraid that one day... you'll betray me. Will he be killed?
I like him, even if he betrays me. I didn’t want to kill him either, so I wanted to leave. Just remember the previous ones. No need to see me in such embarrassment.
I can't suppress my liking and will be jealous.
Wouldn't it be too sad? She is so perfect that I am jealous... If I could be her, it goes without saying that I can never escape, and I don't have to worry about that kind of problem at all.
"..."
The scorching flames spread. The wailing sound gradually fades away. Will I die at this level?
meeting.
Because now I am smiling. Not so misanthropic. Even though there is a lot of malice surrounding it. But there is always something that makes me feel warm.
So, I have a choice.
Accept the fact that it is a monster and die, or destroy another city and turn it into a dead city.
Are black stockings really that good? If so, why not put the same socks on me, but with holes in them? I want to put on the same black stockings as hers and wear them again and again for three days and three nights, so that only I will be remembered.
No, the people in heaven said that everyone in Curry Town would die together.
He's here too.
The people in heaven want to kill him?
"Although I am very timid, can Skylark do it? Sirtis also hates people who want to hurt Brother Su Ming."
"I'm going to sleep."
"This time... I won't go behind Sertis and Brother Su Ming's back to do fun things."
April 27th.
afternoon.
[Notice to all residents of Curry Town that the Dead City has existed for 56 years. After a vote by the Imperial Capital Meeting...if the witch leaves the Dead City again, there is a chance to eradicate the dangers of the Dead City in one fell swoop. 】
[I will have the authority to activate the purgatory fire array. 】
[I will remember your death in my heart, and your contribution to the empire will be comforted... I guarantee that your relatives will receive a lot of compensation. 】
Su Ming wiped away the bleeding nose and was immediately stunned when he heard this.
What does it mean to remember your death in your heart?
You can offer a sacrifice directly, but you also need to say a special sentence... just thank you?
"..."
There were wailings everywhere, and even Su Ming had a nosebleed, let alone ordinary people. The pungent smell of blood filled the air.
"Don't carry me behind your back... Go find Sirtis!"
The same goes for An Shiyao on his back. The nose was bleeding profusely. His chin and cheeks were covered in blood.
"Mr. Su Ming!"
"I said I don't want to be a dragster."
"You, if you want to have a harem, just be obedient... okay? They all said that Mr. Su Ming will listen to the head wife, just once."
"If you keep doing this, I'm really going to get angry. I can't move, and it just bleeds a little. I just need to find a place to hide for a while."
Perhaps, the reason why Sertis became like this is An Shiyao.
It was the right thing to leave her here.
"Run away, this is Mr. Su Ming's mission, right? Save the world or something."
"There are no great heroes who care about women. What I hate the most when watching TV is the type where the protagonist has to put down his mission and take care of the beautiful woman when he gets a sprain in his ankle."
"You don't really have to be a hero. As long as Mr. Su Ming tries his best and doesn't regret it. What I want to be is when the hero wants to go all out to do something... he can hide behind the scenes and do something helpful. Just do it and wait obediently. Anyway, Mr. Su Ming will always go home when he is satisfied.”
Feel sorry.
It was agreed that in the two-player mode, she would take care of her as long as she falls asleep. So far, I haven't taken care of it at all.
Su Ming said nothing and left her in an empty shop. He left without looking back. From the corner of his eye, he could only see An Shiyao limping upstairs in the store. She has a tail, so she doesn't have to worry about anything bad happening at times like this.
April 27th.
afternoon.
[Unfortunately, the target is dead]
[Current node: 40860427:15.36]
This is my first time reading files since I came here.
Pure white wings, that is, pure floating ability, cannot reach the heights of those people in the sky.
Su Ming still remembered that An Shiyao brought a unicorn bird. But that thing was also bleeding profusely from its mouth, nose and eyes in the shed, and was extremely depressed. Can't fly at all.
April 27th.
afternoon.
[Unfortunately, the target is dead]
[Current node: 40860427:15.36]
【……】
The third time.
The body was affected by the pollution and it was too late to rush out of the city. God knows how far away they cast their magic.
Sertis didn't see it at all. Her strength is definitely not weak. If she really loses control... she will be stronger, right?
The promised fire of purgatory really only lit up the flames for a few minutes at most, and then disappeared. There was only one possibility...Sertis arrived before him.
"Mr. Su Ming."
"If it doesn't work...give up..."
An Shiyao has double standards.
Before reading the file, I said I was a hero. It's okay to switch from looking at one's face to running away now.
Where do you think this is?
This is a game where you are the only player. An Shiyao can say that if she wants to open a harem, she will run to it... Speaking of this kind of thing, if she can't do it, then she is not as good as she was born.
"Yao, use all your remaining strength to get as far away from this town as possible."
"I have to show some real skills."
Why should we conserve our energy?
If you can't even see anyone, conserving your energy will result in you not being able to reach your destination. It’s better to go where you need to go with all your strength first and then talk about the rest. If they are just a group of weak mages with weak physical strength, even if there is no enchantment, no pure white wings, no immunity, even sword masters, ordinary people can still win by loading files.
Yao is very obedient.
Without even asking why, he turned around and left without hesitation. There wasn’t any high blood pressure scenes like those on TV like ‘I won’t leave even if you don’t leave’. Even... being obedient made Su Ming's conscience ache. After that, really take the time to take her on a date that is different and can be shown off.
April 27th.
afternoon.
Su Ming arrived, on the outskirts of the town, at most seven or eight kilometers away.
Corpses lay everywhere. They should all have been mages wearing robes when they were alive, but now they are completely unrecognizable...their flesh has melted into a puddle of black mud. It’s no longer clear whether the robe was originally pure white or not.
"..."
The smell of blood is so strong that it makes you sick.
Sirtis is not here. But she must have done this.
It's hard to say whether the empire has prepared magic for hundreds of people to use it... it won't hesitate to activate it whenever it finds an opportunity.
April 27th.
afternoon.
Thetis was covered in blood. The hair was also stained with blood.
"Wow..."
As soon as he came into contact with the water, a lot of inexplicable human tissue floated out of the water. The colors are contaminated.
After killing those people, a new question came to her mind.
No one can kill her anymore.
After only staying here for a few minutes, the originally healthy trees, flowers and plants around him were all corroded, leaving only a little bit of debris. Completely out of control.
No malice intended.
But there is jealousy.
For example, I am like this... becoming a monster here, either dying alone or living alone. But the woman next to him can get all the things she is jealous of as a matter of course.
Take it for yourself...
Dedicate yourself to him...
The conflict between malice and good intentions was such that Sertis's cheeks twisted in pain.
When you kill people, you just want to tear them apart.
That kind of disgusting scene... will make you hate it if you see it.
When I talk about destroying a city, I won't feel sick before I see the picture and only see my ordinary self. What now?
Covering his clothes with blood.
Allow yourself to be consumed by evil thoughts. If the 'monster' in the body will definitely devour itself in the end...
Choices like never before. I like him and want him alive. Live happily.
What if you didn't come to the small town?
No.
In the beginning, he was not that kind of person, so the monster would consider imprisoning him in the dead city. Just like the woman who made him jealous, trying to change his feelings into another one would make him unable to let go. Rather than a simple desire or interest.
So...
Decades of loneliness, whether sleeping or reading. It's okay to eat the grass he said... In those days, before I met him, I often thought about finding a nice day and dying.
If you have experienced happiness beyond cognition, you should naturally follow what the book says, and wealth beyond cognition will flow back through various methods. So is happiness. But compared to the loss of wealth, this kind of happiness...
"Click."
Hear the sound of someone stepping on the dirt.
"Wow..."
Then the water around him rippled.
"The water is a bit cold. Is it so cold to begin with, or is it because of you?"
"..."
Hearing things you don’t want to hear.
"Seti..."
"..."
Before Su Ming could finish his words, Sirtis reached out her hand and pushed him to the shore.
"Have you planned to abandon her and come to me?"
"No."
"Then let's go. You're funny, but it's time for me to go back."
"Isn't it okay? I'm going to try to find out more about what's cute about you. Well, actually, I think it's funny that you are so shy while being condescending. As for Sirtis during the day... I thought you did some little tricks. I don’t know, it’s too superficial. For example, you used the baby cafeteria to meet me. These aspects are quite cute...ah, I didn’t expect you to like heavy flavors and spicy food. Wouldn’t you be constipated?”
"...Don't leave again."
Sertis stared at the scraps of meat floating between Su Ming and her, lowered her head and gritted her teeth, "You can't leave."
"Maybe I'm pretty good at dealing with things like jealousy. You see, Yao who was around me used to be jealous as well. Now he's so generous that it makes my conscience uneasy."
"Come with me and solve any problems."
"There is nothing to fear, I promise to turn you into my shape."
"..."
"You don't understand at all. I will lose control... I will be completely out of control because of jealousy, and I will tear people into pieces...!"
"Just like this!"
"..."
There was a scratch on the side of Su Ming's neck.
"Didn't you kill me? Such a shallow wound."
"Just because I have some restraint proves that you can change."
"You think I was kidding when I said it took my shape?"
"..."
"I will kill her."
"No. Even if you can't control it, as long as you don't have the energy to think about her, it'll be fine? You'll always be able to control it."
"..."
Su Ming figured it out.
Why do we have to think about the abilities that are added in the game? Maybe Sertis is really strong after losing control, so strong that even she might need some time to win.
But just like Tia, where is the need to really fight?
She is weak on the other hand and loves herself.
【Favorability: 145】
[Description: I have an extreme fondness for you and an extreme possessiveness. Your every move will cause violent mood swings, please pay attention to the guidance】
Even the description says to pay attention to guidance.
It's completely up to you.
"Sertis!"
"?"
The volume was suddenly raised, and Sertis was obviously stunned.
"Give me a healthy child! By the way, give me a kiss. This is a clear desire, an undisguised desire."
"Su Ming, I told you, my body will...well."
"When you go back, you will also wear black stockings. The kind without holes."
She's really weak in this area. Su Ming didn't need to think anything, he could grasp it easily.
If this is not about fighting and fighting on the map, why bother insisting on having to fight?
"I will like you as much as I like Yao."
Just right, running over regardless of how to fight later. Just resisting her level of contamination... just enough to defeat her. Therefore, it is extremely difficult.
(End of chapter)