Chapter 165 I have no home
Yan Xing accompanied the little loli to visit several stalls, and found that the little loli glanced at them carelessly and passed them by.
If she was tired of looking at it, she had a leisurely smile as if she was content and everything was going well. If she was looking for something, she was not distracted.
He couldn't help but wonder, the little Loli was so impatient before, as if she was afraid that others would snatch up all the good things, why is she so calm now?
After visiting another three or two places, he couldn't help but be full of questions. He went to a place with few people and whispered: "Little loli, are you tired from walking?"
Is Mr. Yan so considerate?
"I'm not tired. Are you tired? Do you want to find a place to sit?"
Le Yun looked sideways in surprise at the handsome guy who always stayed by her side. She had already bought the most interesting thing, so she was naturally not that interested in other items.
"I'm not tired. I saw that you didn't study antiques much, so I thought you were tired."
A little loli suspected that she was tired, and Yan Xing was also convinced. How could a big man like him be so careless? If he could be tired after such a short journey, how could he still be there? Mixed in the army.
"I bought the stuff I'm most interested in, and I'm less interested in other treasures." Le Yun narrowed her eyes with satisfaction: "Now you find what you like before you leave, and I will follow you to appreciate the rare treasures."
"You continue to walk in front, I will look for you slowly in the back, don't be in a hurry." He walked in front, what if the little girl was squeezed and lost? The most important thing is that he was afraid that others would squeeze the little girl's right hand. It is convenient to protect her from behind.
"You go ahead..."
One tall and one short, the big one and the small one gave way, and they gave way, and they gave way. Young Master Yan couldn't resist the persistence of the little Loli, so he had to lead the way.
He was uneasy. He would often turn sideways and squeeze out of the way to let the little Loli follow. He would also always pay attention to see if she was being squeezed away. Whenever he went to a place, he would first check to see if the Little Loli was around, and then look for something.
Classmate Le Xiao is a good and worry-free child. Following Handsome Yan, she will stay wherever he stops, and she will follow when he leaves.
Mr. Yan is only interested in the things he likes. He will stay longer at stalls with a lot of stone and metal items, and he will usually browse the porcelain items casually for a few glances.
He is very picky, so he hasn’t bought anything since he entered the market for more than an hour. If you say he doesn’t want to buy, he lingers in front of certain stalls and hesitates to move. If you say he wants to buy, he sometimes puts a certain I could study each item over and over again for several minutes, but in the end I just didn't make a move.
When Handsome Yan plays with objects, his serious and thoughtful attitude is like that of an expert, like a seasoned expert in the industry. He can really intimidate people and keep them in check.
Le Yun: "..."
She no longer knew what to say. She just wanted to ask handsome Yan, what are you looking for?
As far as she knew, the stone that Handsome Yan bought in Panjiayuan last time was probably produced near a volcano and had a hot smell, which meant that the stone was fire-attributed. Don't ask her why she knew it. When she bought the stone, she opened her eyes and saw the red aura of fire emitting from the stone.
Handsome Yan's special power is fire. She speculates that he collects fire-attribute stones to warm his strange fire. As for how to use it, she can't guess.
But this time, well, how should I put it, he was looking for something, but there were several stalls with red halo stones, but he didn't buy any of them. She didn't know whether he didn't take a fancy to them or just didn't feel it.
If he didn't like it, there was a stone that was of similar quality to the stone he bought last time. The intensity of the red halo between the two was similar, and the size was slightly different.
Student Le Xiao, who had no idea what Handsome Yan was thinking, kept his doubts in his mind and acted as a very quiet follower, occasionally buying things he liked.
There are nearly a thousand stalls in the ghost market. Most of them are specialized in antique business in the capital and T city. Some are vendors from surrounding counties and cities and some free part-time stall operators. Therefore, hundreds of stalls are filled with hundreds of stalls. The road is busier than ever.
The ghost market will last until dawn before it closes. There is plenty of time. Young Master Yan leads little Loli to stroll along the street to the end. At the other end of the road is another cross-cutting avenue. The ghost market is on both sides of the road. There were stalls around the corner, and then they were gone.
After shopping on one side of the street, return from the opposite street.
Yan Xing was looking here and there slowly. Rather than looking for something, it was better to say that he had other plans. What he was looking for was the little Lolita. He was not looking for her, but for the opportunity to go shopping together.
You may or may not look for things, but there are very few opportunities to go shopping alone with the little girl.
Last time we visited Panjiayuan together, the little Loli ran off on her own. He and Mr. Liu were companions, or extra companions who were not welcomed by her. This time, he and she were friendly companions.
The lights at night are bright and dim, and the little Lolita's face is always full of sunshine. That unbridled, enthusiastic and happy face makes people feel that the already cool autumn night is also so warm, and the noise in the street is also So vivid, even the faces coming and going are so cute.
The drunkard's intention was not to drink, and Yan Xing's original intention was not to look for something. He just brought the little loli to T city on the pretext of looking for something, so that they could have more opportunities to get along with each other, gradually increase their understanding and build the foundation of friendship.
He didn't care about Taobao, so he was naturally absent-minded. He couldn't let the little loli notice his intentions, so he had to pretend to be serious about looking for what he wanted.
He is good at pretending. Whether he plays a buyer, a seller, or a tourist, he is guaranteed to be able to act impeccably. In Liu's words, if he is asked to act and enter the role in minutes, he will easily win the Oscar.
As he wandered around, Mr. Yan became more and more fond of this kind of night tour with the little lolita wandering here and there. Sometimes when the little lolita was interested in something, he wanted to move to the next stall to take a look. She might have thought that he wouldn't wait for her, and would tug on his sleeve to make him wait.
Then, she decided to bargain with people when she wanted to buy. Every time she smiled in the resentful eyes of the small merchant, she stuffed the fruits of the killing into her backpack, showed a cute smile to him, and followed him with a smile. Set off without stopping.
To be honest, he really enjoys watching the little Loli bargaining with the vendors. Her bargaining with the vendors is like a bickering meeting. She can find flaws all over the object, making people think it is useless and leaving nothing behind. It's literally affecting your business.
If you ask, why would you buy it if it is worthless?
She will plausibly tell you that it is worthless, but I think it is pleasing to the eye, so what else can be done with it?
As for the use, the three main points are that it is of course used to fill medicine or make medicine.
Therefore, I am happy to buy something that is worth a lot of money, because she looks pleasing to the eye, so she will not hesitate to slobber, argue with others, and bargain hard, and she can erase a zero from a three hundred item and turn it into thirty .
The little Lolita's bargaining skills were like a magic knife. Whenever Yan Xing didn't say anything, he would just sit back and watch from the other side. Every time he saw the vendor's speechless and pained look on his face, he compared it with the little Lolita's proud and cheerful smile. Wow, it feels more enjoyable than watching a big show.
The little lolita has strong fighting ability and great patience. If you don't sell it, if she really likes it, she will act cute and act cute, squatting and not walking away, and then grind you until you are helpless. In the end, she will bear the pain and cut your flesh and let her carry her away. What I got was a sweet smile of gratitude and a soft and cute "You are a good person."
Given her super patience and a face brighter than a sunflower, it was basically smooth sailing.
Of course, there were times when she failed, and only once did she meet a shrewd woman with a bad temper. She changed her face when bargaining, and the little loli gave up on her own. Her aggrieved, sad and cowardly look made everyone present at the time intolerable. I almost didn’t buy anything from that vendor.
Yan Xing, who was watching the whole process, deeply understood the lethality of Lolita's expression, and made up his mind to try his best to avoid making the little Lolita angry and make her suffer. Maybe she would burst into tears in the street, and the whole world would burst into tears. , the sun and the moon have no light, the mountains and rivers share the same sorrow, if it resonates and makes the heroes in the street angry, and the enemies with the same hatred will rush to punch and kick, then you will be the unlucky one.
The street lights are dim, and people are coming and going, walking from one end to the other, and then back from the street on one side. From that end to this end, every place is crowded, bustling, and noisy like a busy market in the daytime.
Young Master Yan took Little Loli shopping around, after visiting the stalls on one side of the street, then crossing the street, and then visiting the other half of the street from the stalls on the opposite side of the street, vowing to visit every part of the street.
The busiest time in the ghost market is between 3:30 and 4:30. Buyers have just put out a few things and haven’t gone through much sifting, so they can easily find good opportunities. Therefore, the success rate of transactions is the highest in the first period of time.
Before 5:30, the transaction volume will continue to increase for a period of time, because at 5:30, it will be dawn and the ghost market will soon disperse. Merchants want to sell as many goods as possible, but buyers are afraid of missing the opportunity. It is easy for both parties to conclude a sale.
Three o'clock passed to four o'clock, four o'clock passed to five o'clock, time passed without delay, and it was slowly approaching half past five.
In T City in September of the New Calendar, the morning lights up very early, just after 5:20, with a bit of fish belly white showing in the east.
Day is about to break.
At dawn, the temperature also dropped, and it was chilly.
When daybreak breaks, vendors also begin to pack their belongings, especially some vendors who have to go to the market in the capital. Most of them close their stalls and pack their belongings around 5:10, and sometimes catch the subway or drive themselves before 5:30. Towards the capital.
At half past five, the morning light has driven away the darkness and shines on the earth. In the early morning of mid-autumn, there is a chill and a cool morning breeze.
Vendors are busy closing their stalls, and people going to the market flow to both ends of the road like a tide. The crowds are busy, coming for the market, and then disperse according to time. People come and go like bees, and people go like flowing water.
The ghost market has dispersed, and Yan Xing's continued good mood has cooled down slightly. The market has dispersed, which also means that this trip to T city is about to come to an end.
Even though he was a little reluctant to leave, he couldn't wander around anymore. He walked with the little Loli at the end of the crowd, blending in the scattered crowd towards the parking place. He was afraid that people would touch the little Loli's right hand, so he walked on her right hand. square.
There are shops on both sides of the street, some of which sell food. They open early and are packed with people visiting the market or vendors buying food.
Young Master Yan protected the petite little one, passed some people, and queued up in front of a steamed stuffed bun shop. There was a tall and handsome guy queuing up. Le Xiaoxiao didn't have to queue. She stood far away in a safe place, holding her bag and waiting to eat.
There were so many people queuing up that Young Master Yan waited in line for a full 20 minutes before he succeeded. He bought two large bags full of steamed buns. He and Little Loli followed the crowd out of the ghost market street, found a parked private car, and got in to have breakfast.
Le Xiao, who was eagerly waiting to taste the snacks, got the delicious ones. Holding the bag, he first picked a small bun as big as a xiaolongbao and took a bite. The bun was soft and the filling was fragrant when he bit it open, fresh and fragrant.
A conscientious person! Taking a bite of the bun, Le Yun narrowed her eyes with satisfaction. The boss is a conscientious person. The skin of the bun is made of good flour, and the filling of the bun is made of fresh pork. It is accompanied by condiments. But not greasy.
The steamed buns were delicious. I ate five of them in a few bites. I let myself get over it first before I had time to praise: "It's delicious, it's delicious, it's delicious, it's delicious."
She said three delicious things in a row, and the satisfied look with her eyes narrowed was like a fed little sheep lying down and basking in the sun, lazy and cute.
Yan Xing was worried that it would not suit the little Lolita's appetite, so he quietly observed her reaction. Seeing her eating five small buns in one breath, he thought she was hungry and felt a little guilty. When he heard her crisp praise The sound makes flowers bloom in my heart.
Her heart blossomed, joy emerged from her heart, her bright and majestic dragon eyes hid joy, her whole face softened, and she explained gently: "This 'Goubuli Baozi' is very famous in this area. , is also one of the more traditional time-honored brands. The most authentic one is opened by a descendant of the founder of Goubuli on another street.”
"Wow, not all authentic ones are so delicious. The authentic ones will definitely be so delicious that you want to swallow them." It is indeed one of the three unique time-honored brands in T city. It does not cheat, operates with heart, and is classic and traditional.
"Anyway, I'm here in T city. I'll take you to a few places with historical significance to see the scenery here, and eat authentic Goubuli at noon." The man pretended not to care, as if he was talking casually. Light as water.
"Okay... not good." Le Yun shouted excitedly, then bit her tongue and shook her head: "I'll talk about it next time, it's time to go back."
Hearing the little Loli excitedly say "Okay", Yan Xing's heart was in a trance, and he was startled by her sudden turn. He suddenly turned his head to look at the Little Loli, and suddenly realized that he had lost his composure and pretended to tilt his head. Take off your glasses, take off the flat glasses on the bridge of your nose and wipe off the dust.
"Why is it bad? Many people come here specially to travel to T city. Wouldn't it be a pity not to take a trip when they are here?"
"Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, handsome boy. It's time for you to go home. If you don't come back during the holiday, your family will be worried." Le Yun turned to look at handsome boy Yan. Could it be that that guy doesn't remember what day it is?
Yan Xing's hand wiping his spectacle lenses froze, he lowered his head slightly, his thick eyelashes were lowered, and the voice squeezed out of his throat contained a sense of bitterness and vicissitude: "I...have no home."
ah? !
Le Yun turned her head and looked at her, her mind almost crashing. What does it mean to have no home?
After pondering for three seconds, he grinned funny: "Brother Yan, how can you not have a home? Even if you are not married yet and do not have an independent family of your own, you have parents and elders. The home of your parents is the warmest place for your children. Home.”
Slowly, Yan Xing turned his face and looked out the window on one side: "My mother died when I was four years old. Since then, I have never had a home."
His voice is very magnetic, very pure, very sexy, as beautiful as the D key of the cello. It is always so sweet and moving, like the spring breeze blowing in the willows, which can take away people's negative emotions. However, at this moment, that beautiful voice is full of emotions. Desolate, the tone was low and slow, like a hammer, making people's hearts palpitate.
!
Like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, Le Yun was stunned. Handsome Yan Yan was also a motherless child?
A child with a mother is like a treasure, while a child without a mother is like a piece of grass. She knows the difference between having a mother and not having a mother, but...
"You still have your father, and your father is also the closest relative." Mom is gone, and you still have your father. Dad and mother are everyone's closest relatives.
"After my mother left, my father turned around and married another beautiful wife and gave birth to a pair of children. My place in that family has long been gone."
Yan Xing looked out the window. He hadn't mentioned those people and things for a long time. Every time he mentioned them, it would always affect his mood.
"Well, there are always grandparents or uncles..." Le Yun said and her voice trailed off. Even her father was unreliable. Even if there were other relatives, they could not surpass the role of father.
She felt that she was very lucky. The woman who gave birth to her abandoned her and her father, but she had a father and grandparents who loved her and never thought of abandoning her. They went through all kinds of hardships and finally raised her up.
There are many misfortunes in this world, and her misfortune of not having a mother seems insignificant in front of the most tragic misfortunes. Her close relatives have given her countless metaphors since she was a child, letting her understand that she is not the most unfortunate, so she has never been pessimistic and negative.
"My grandparents have better grandsons. One more than me is not enough, and one less doesn't matter. My mother is an only daughter. My grandmother passed away less than three years after my mother passed away. Grandpa... also has another wife. Grandma's natal family There are also relatives and elders, they are very good to me, but they each have their own families..."
There are so many relatives, but no home is his real home. On his father's side, he is redundant. No matter how nice his grandmother's family is, he is just a guest.
Mom and dad are the warmest home in the world. When mom is gone, half of the family is destroyed. Without a good father, it means that the family will be lost forever.
He has long since lost his home.
Children without family and relatives are also another kind of street children. Homeless street children live on the streets. Children with relatives and no family and people who have lost their parents are street children who have lost their parents and mothers in the emotional world.
Yan Xing looked out the window and saw the pedestrians rushing by. They were probably rushing to the warm place at home. Maybe some of them were still running for a living and would eventually return home to the harbor.
"..." Le Yun's heart ached for a moment. His mother was gone, his father had a new family, and his grandfather also married a new man. Yan Shuai's closest second-generation relatives all had families, but he was the only one who seemed superfluous. He It must be very sad!
She looked at handsome guy Yan. He was probably afraid that she would see his sad expression, so he turned his head and could only see the profile. The contours of his face were like chisels and axes. His facial features were the most perfect and well-proportioned.
His beard is clean shaven, his face is blemish-free, his skin is smooth, and has a very elastic luster. His eyelashes are like small brushes, naturally long and curled, thicker and neater than the fake eyelashes worn by girls, and they grow slightly with his breathing. trembling.
Viewed from the side, the half-faced beauty is mysterious and beguiling.
However, his hands were placed on his legs together, one hand caressing the lenses unconsciously, and the other hand was obviously stiff, and his fingers pressed tightly on his legs to suppress certain emotions.
It was the first time that Le Yun saw handsome Yan Yan who was so helpless and suppressed his emotions. She suddenly didn't know how to comfort him. She knew how to fight and was not good at comforting people.
After a moment of silence, she plucked up the courage and stretched out her hand to tug on his sleeve: "Well, I'm sorry!"
Yan Xing turned his face away because he didn't want others to see the fragility deep in his heart. He felt his sleeves were touched. He turned back and saw the little loli beside him carefully pulling on a corner of his sleeves, like a child who made a mistake. , lowered his head, timidly, and his helpless look made people feel distressed.
His bitter heart slowly softened, and he forcibly put away the sorrow of being homeless. He became a gentle and graceful young man again, smiling nonchalantly: "You didn't do anything wrong, there is no need to apologize."
"I... don't know how sad you are. I didn't mean it."
She really didn't know that he had such complicated family relationships, that's why he asked so many other people's family affairs.
No wonder he always has an aura of violence and danger hidden in him, which makes people subconsciously afraid to approach him. This is probably caused by the family relationship when he was young. Because he doesn't trust others and wants to protect himself, he refuses to be approached.
"It's okay. Those are unimportant things. Eat breakfast quickly. If you don't eat for a while, it will be cold."
"Yeah."
The little loli held the breakfast and ate it in small bites. She was gentle and delicate, and her well-behaved appearance became more and more cute. Yan Xing curled up the corners of his lips, opened the window to let the air circulate naturally, picked up his own portion and started eating. Compared with others, The fake Goubuli, the one from T City is much more pure, but he still thinks the taste is just average, much worse than the food made by little lolita.
Le Yun ate ten steamed dumplings and felt very full. She secretly looked at handsome Yan Yan and saw that he was eating quickly and gracefully so calmly. It seemed that she had stepped out of the shadow of sadness, and she was relieved.
After eating breakfast, Yan Xing took the garbage bag out of the car and threw it away, closed the window, and asked tentatively: "Little loli, do you want to go to the scenic spots in T city?"
"Brother Yan, let's go back to the capital." Le Yun blinked her watery eyes and smiled brightly: "We can go back to the capital and go shopping at the flea market. We will go back to school in the afternoon and we will have dinner together in the evening. Eat mooncakes.”
"Okay!" A heartfelt smile broke out on Yan Xing's handsome face, he started the car, turned the steering wheel quickly, drove the car onto the road, and shamelessly discussed: "Little Lolita, I want to eat loofah for dinner, can I? ”
"Yes."
"I want to eat celery."
"Yes."
"I want to eat fried prawns."
"Yes."
"I want to eat chicken necks."
"Yes."
"I want to eat green pepper ribs...and pig's trotters."
"If you push the envelope, shoot it back."
"Little loli, no, I want to eat pig's trotters. Can I make pig's trotters?"
"Insatiable greed, if you ask for more conditions, I will deduct two dishes."
"Little loli..."
(End of chapter)