Chapter 130 Loneliness is the norm in life
Shen Anzhi's mood is very complicated. What is justice? What is relief? At this moment, she really felt the helplessness and loneliness in her heart. That kind of loneliness was really terrible.
Looking at Rimai Yongga, who was still chattering and patiently persuading her, she suddenly felt very relieved. At least she still had a friend she didn't know very well who cared about her.
She listened quietly to Rimai Yongga's persuasion, but her eyes turned to Tuantuan who was rummaging through a pile of debris, like a homeless and helpless child rummaging for hot chicken. In the food.
In this seemingly peaceful scene, loneliness surged toward Shen Anzhi like a tide. She once again thought of her days in Sanqingshan. Although she had some friends, they were only brief encounters and most of them were gone.
Now, in this strange Huanglongxi Village, even though Rimai Yongga, a young Qiang man, has just become a friend she can talk to, the deep-seated loneliness is still hard to dispel.
At this time, she wished that someone who truly understood her would appear, who could share anecdotes about the world with her, and who could understand the chivalrous feelings and unknown weaknesses in her heart.
But when she thought of the previous actions of the villagers, this hope seemed to become even slimmer. The loneliness continued to spread in her heart. She felt like a leaf blowing in the wind, with no real destination.
"What do you think of what I just said?"
"Huh?"
Rimai Yongga's words immediately brought Shen Anzhi back to her senses. She looked at Rimai Yongga blankly, and the names of Kui Ran, Kang Qing, Liu Yulin, Yang Wanda, Ke Dasheng, and Taoist Yuxu suddenly flashed in her mind. figure.
Looking at Rimai Yongga's sincere face and his endless words of comfort, it was like a ray of light shining into the dark corner of Shen Anzhi's heart. She realized that loneliness is the norm in life, and now the Qiang young man in front of her really wanted to get closer. Understand her and become her friend.
Shen Anzhi slowly stood up and looked at the mountains in the distance, feeling as if a knot was opening in his heart.
"Rimai Yongga." A smile suddenly appeared on Shen Anzhi's face: "I just figured out something. I'm glad to know you, and I'm grateful that you are willing to be my friend."
Rimai Yongga was a little surprised. What he said did not match what Shen Anzhi said at all. What he said was about the villagers and their behavior and what he said to enlighten Anzhi. Why did Anzhi suddenly become friends?
"What? You don't want to be my friend, Shen Anzhi?" Anzhi asked when Rimai Yongga didn't respond for a long time.
After reacting, Rimai Yongga nodded repeatedly: "Okay, okay, okay. I'm really, really happy to be the heroine's friend. That's great. I want to tell my father about this."
Shen Anzhi smiled and nodded. At this time, the loneliness in her heart had disappeared without a trace, and was replaced by the expectation and cherishment of this new friendship.
"What do you think I should do?" Shen Anzhi picked up the demon gourd, took off the stopper and handed it to Rimai Yongga.
"No, no, no, no." Rimai Yongga was frightened by the sudden happiness, and quickly declined: "I, I won't drink, I'm healed, this wine is too much, or..."
But in the end, when Shen Anzhi forced the gourd into Rimai Yongga's hand, Rimai Yongga accepted it and said with some embarrassment: "This, how can this be so embarrassing?"
After saying that, Rimai Yongga took a big sip and then handed the demon gourd to An Zhi.
"Actually, there are many things that you can't help yourself when traveling in the world, really." Although Rimai Yongga is only eighteen years old, he has already shown the maturity of a seasoned person: "After a while, you will find out, in fact, what It doesn’t matter, any grievances or confusions are actually trivial matters.”
Looking at Rimai Yongga's sincere face, Anzhi nodded and said firmly: "Okay, whatever you say will be whatever, I believe you, but, but I want to meet the girl I want to replace." "Really. "Rimai Yongga was a little excited.
An Zhi nodded and tied the demon gourd back to her waist. Her eyes were filled with the determination and open-mindedness of the past. She knew that she would continue to move forward, just like she once moved forward with her friends in the world.
"Okay, okay." Rimai Yongga turned around excitedly and ran to the home of old village chief Yang Daiwu.
After Rimai Yongga left, Shen Anzhi let out a long sigh, and then slowly walked towards the panda Tuantuan who was looking for something carefree.
Tuantuan's chubby body rolled around among the piles of debris, his little paws kept picking at it, as if he was looking for some special treasure. Its innocent appearance made Shen Anzhi couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.
"Mom, look, what is this?" Tuantuan's little claws hooked out a piece of fabric from a pile of debris.
Looking at the innocent Tuantuan, Shen Anzhi sighed: "Hey, I wish I could be like you, carefree."
"Mom." Tuantuan raised his head, looked at Shen Anzhi, his little nose twitched, then lowered his head and continued his rummaging: "There are many treasures in here, and there is also food."
Food!
Shen Anzhi twisted it over and asked hastily: "What did you eat just now? Huh?"
Tuantuan's big black eyes blinked, and then he looked aggrieved: "No, it's just a bunch of dry bamboo, it's not tasty."
"Oh!" An Zhi breathed a sigh of relief, then put the ball down and said, "It's okay, Mommy will take you to a good place, the Shunan Bamboo Sea, where there are many, many bamboos."
"Well, thank you Mom." Tuantuan continued to rummage, seemingly uninterested in An Zhi's temporarily invisible pie.
Shen Anzhi just looked at Tuantuan quietly, his heart filled with tranquility. She was enveloped in loneliness just now, but now she felt a simple and pure happiness around Tuantuan.
She thought that no matter what the future holds, no matter what others say about this red panda, she will keep it with her.
"Tuan Tuan, we may have a lot of interesting things to do in the future." Shen Anzhi seemed to be telling Tuan Tuan his expectations, and seemed to be cheering himself up.
Tuantuan immediately raised its head and stopped its search. Its dark eyes became clear: "Mom, what happened to you today? Don't be unhappy."
Tuantuan's voice is childish and cute, with a unique rhythm.
Shen Anzhi was very pleased. This was a mythical beast, an ancient mythical beast. It could communicate with people just by opening its mouth.
Shen Anzhi felt warm in her heart, she gently hugged Tuan Tuan and said, "Tuan Bao is right, let's not be unhappy."
Although Tuantuan was all dirty after rummaging through the debris for a while, Shen Anzhi didn't care and held her tightly in her arms, while Tuantuan gently patted Anzhi's face with her little paws.
(End of chapter)