Chapter 80 Mana’s Punishment
".Is it Mine Shiori?"
Sawayama Haruno reacted quickly.
Some time ago, the only one I could ask for information from Mana was Mine Shiori.
But the question is, why is it related to Feng Shiori now?
"Haruno still remembers that we came back at the end of Golden Week, right?" Miyazawa Mana asked in a low voice.
"Remember."
Sawayama Haruno nodded.
He still remembered this incident for the time being. After all, traveling during the Golden Week was also a very precious memory for him.
"After I came back from Atami, I remembered that I had left my school textbooks in the private school, so that night when I got home, I took the time to go to the private school again."
Miyazawa Mana's eyes seemed to be inexplicably guilty. She moved slightly for a moment and then explained: "The matter of getting the textbooks went very smoothly, but before I left the private school, I overheard the conversations of several teachers."
"What conversation?" Haruno Sawayama couldn't help but ask.
"Conversation about Mine Shiori-san."
Speaking of this, Miyazawa Mana couldn't help but raise his eyes and glance at Haruno Sawayama.
After noticing that he was frozen in place, Miyazawa Mana carefully gave his explanation: "I heard the teachers discussing Mine Shiori and saying that she would take leave in the next few days because of the death of a family member. "
"I don't know why. When I heard about this, the first thing I thought of was Maki."
Miyazawa Mana showed a helpless smile.
"After that, when I got home, I wanted to talk to Maki, but she didn't want to hear a word from me. From then on, I realized that I had really failed as her sister."
"I don't want to hear that's what it is."
Sawayama Haruno leaned against the wall, turning his head away and couldn't bear to look directly at the other person.
He got it completely.
In fact, everything has already been “traceable”.
When they were eating in the cafeteria, Maki told her about Mana's special hobby, and also said that Mana wanted to talk to her about something during Golden Week, but she refused at the time.
Haruno Sawayama always thought that "something" refers to why Mana broke up with him.
But the truth is that Mana was "scared" by the news of the death of Mine Shiori's family, and wanted to chat with Maki and care about her sister. Maybe she also wanted to explain her blood relationship.
But no matter what purpose Mana had at the time, the result was failure.
Maki, who has given up on herself, doesn't want to hear her sister speak anymore
That's why this incident is like a thorn, piercing deeply into Maki's heart.
From then on, Mana couldn't have a normal relationship with him
"In other words, you also escaped, right?"
Looking at the opponent who was about to be broken, Sawayama Haruno said softly: "Mana."
"Ah, yes."
Miyazawa Mana, who was stared at by him, trembled and said feebly: "I escaped."
"After I realized that I had failed to fulfill my duties as a sister, I was confused. After that, I couldn't look at Haruno properly anymore. Because the more I indulged in love, the more I thought about the unfortunate Maki. I’ve been torturing myself like this.”
"In the end, I made the choice to escape. This is the reason for the breakup. Isn't it ridiculous?"
Tears slowly slid down the girl's perfect and delicate cheeks, and fell to the ground drop by drop along her chin.
The floor that was finally mopped clean looked like it was going to be stained with water stains again. Obviously he wanted to have a good communication with Maki, but he couldn't find a suitable way. If he continued to interact with Haruno, he would only recall the painful sister, and then bring his own pain with it.
She obviously wanted to wait until she went to college before trying to mend the relationship between the three of them, but there was no progress in communication with Maki. The other party had been avoiding her until she ran away from home and met Haruno some time ago. There is a new turning point.
But what I missed will never come back, just because of my escape at that time
"Why. Why did you have such thoughts at that time? Why didn't you do anything well?"
Miyazawa Mana's tone of voice gradually became choked with sobs.
"I never understood why I have this hobby before. It feels painful and disgusting, but as long as I fantasize about it, I will get excited again. It is obviously such a despicable behavior."
"But now I seem to be able to understand it a little better. It must be to punish me, a person who can't do anything and can't do anything well."
"It's to punish me. I haven't solved Maki, nor have a good relationship with Haruno. I don't even have the courage to confess."
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Sawayama Haruno looked at the crying opponent with a numb expression.
When Miyazawa Mana starts crying, it doesn't feel like she's hoarse. Although it's slow, it can make people feel the colic from the heart. It's obviously just sobbing, but she can cry until she can't breathe. The look.
Even his heart began to hurt inexplicably.
It's really strange that they broke up for such a ridiculous reason
It's obviously a ridiculous reason, but why. Why are the two of them standing here now, one crying and the other heartache?
Sawayama Haruno opened his mouth, feeling that his body seemed to be twitching, and there were words stuck in his throat that he could not spit out.
It would be nice if I could notice it earlier
It would be nice if I didn’t agree without hesitation when we broke up. At least I had to say it clearly, because this kind of problem can obviously be solved in time.< br/>Even if it can't be solved, at least there won't be any regrets, right?
Miyazawa Mana's crying did not last long, and she quickly recovered her mood.
But what she said before had left her and Haruno Sawayama not knowing what to say.
After facing each other in silence for a while, the first person to break the stalemate was Miyazawa Mana's cell phone ringtone.
She took it out and saw that it was a call from a teacher who was attending an exchange meeting.
Mostly it's about uploading materials.
"Sorry, Haruno"
"I said something unpleasant to you." Miyazawa Mana whispered.
"without"
Hearing what she said, Sawayama Haruno took a deep breath.
The matter has come to this, and it has been so long that there is nothing that can be said about whether it can be undone or not.
People can't always live in the past, they should pay more attention to the present and the future.
"Let's stop here for today."
He looked at Miyazawa Mana and couldn't bear to say what he originally wanted to say, so he could only say bluntly: "The current situation is not suitable to continue talking, and the teacher has something to do with you."
"Um"
Miyazawa Mana tried her best to raise a smile, but no matter how hard she tried, she still looked a little sad.
"Haruno, don't forget what I said before."
She paused and said with some reluctance: "Even the mother who persuaded Zhenji to come back was actually very worried about her, and she just said something against her will because of her face. Although this request seems a bit difficult, I still hope Haruno can help."
"I know, I promise you"
Sawayama Haruno sighed.
After making the promise, he watched Miyazawa Mana enter the teacher staff's office to process materials.
After hesitating at the door for a moment, he chose to leave for the time being.
He felt it was necessary to calm down by himself
(End of Chapter)