Chapter 81 Fate
Yao Wan said calmly.
The little medical fairy's expression changed slightly, and she couldn't believe it. After all, she never seemed to reveal her habit of using poisonous powder to defend herself in front of her.
But this is the fact. The look in Yaowan's eyes that seemed to be the corner of a starry night told her that she was definitely not just guessing.
Before the little medical fairy had time to explain herself, Yao Wan sighed softly, without any accusation in her tone: "I know, doctors, when they come into contact with medicinal materials, they will come into contact with poison. There is nothing wrong with it, after all, medicine and poison are two parts of each other. Since I am a doctor, medicine and poison are two things that cannot be separated.”
"Of course I don't mean to blame you. Thinking about it, for an ordinary girl who has no fighting spirit at all, being able to protect herself with her own efforts is already a great thing, right?"
Yaowan's words are incomprehensible. The little doctor's heart tightened.
"Sister Wan, you..."
But even so, there is still no way to protect yourself.
This is not just about the medicine. The little medical fairy who personally prepared these poisonous powders to protect himself naturally knows best how far these poisonous powders can do.
Even in a place like Qingshan Town, which is much quieter and more peaceful than the outside world, the little medical fairy will learn to prepare poisonous powder to protect herself.
And how long will she stay in Qingshan Town?
The little medical fairy herself doesn’t know, but even if she takes one step at a time, she will eventually face the future that is coming.
This has not changed from beginning to end.
“…so.”
"There is nothing wrong with protecting yourself, Xian'er. On this basis, no matter what you do, no one will blame you or anything... no matter you are a doctor... or a poison master."
< br>After all, Yaowan could not help but want to pierce the thin layer of window paper.
The little medical fairy raised her head suddenly, her beautiful eyes filled with disbelief.
"Sister Wan...?"
"Is it an accident? About...your physical problem?"
There was a faint smile on Yaowan's face, but compared to the confidence revealed in his usual smile, today's smile was undoubtedly more mixed with gentle tolerance.
The little medical fairy was startled, and almost immediately fell into her gentle web.
As for her physique, she remembered that she had never revealed it from beginning to end. Even to the girl she trusted very much, she never revealed a word.
She is probably inseparable from drugs throughout her life.
The little medical fairy sighed. After she accidentally touched the poison powder she prepared, her body reacted.
The toxins that were supposed to destroy the body turned into terrible poisonous vindictiveness.
Although this process happens very slowly, the fighting energy in the body can be said to be so low that it can be ignored.
But this is just the beginning.
It is a qualitative change from zero to one.
The little medical fairy lacks the method to control this power, that is, the method, but how difficult is it to find a method that matches the poison attribute?
There is poisonous fighting energy in the body, but there is no way to control it. It is like a time bomb that has not been buried in the body. Sooner or later, the day will come when it explodes.
"Sister Wan...can you tell?"
"It's not that I can tell, I just know your physique a little bit, so I have some impression."
Yao Wan sighed softly, looking at the girl in front of her who was perhaps more benevolent as a doctor than herself, she naturally felt indescribable distress in her heart. God would be a little too cruel to give a kind-hearted girl such a physique.
"Then I..."
"It doesn't matter, just be yourself, okay? Don't worry about what happens in the future, at least you are still the little medical fairy of Qingshan Town now."
said After all, Yao Wan's current words are really not qualified comfort. At most, they are just prevarication and delaying tactics, and they just throw the current problems to their future self.
Of course the little medical fairy knows that this is not a good idea.
But there is a difference between self-comfort and having someone by your side who can talk and rely on.
Yao Wan did not hesitate to be gentle in front of the Little Medical Fairy. When she lifted her head slightly, the overly delicate Rou Yi slightly brushed away the hair on the temples of the Little Medical Fairy and gently stroked her hair. cheek.
The little medical fairy's cheeks felt like polished and rounded jade, smooth and moist, but also brought a hint of coolness.
My fingertips were stroking the skin that could be broken by blows. Even if it was a yarrow, I couldn't bear to leave my hand for a while.
The little medical fairy is almost dull.
For some reason, she suddenly recalled the late autumn night last year, when she was alone in her room preparing medicinal ingredients.
The window of the room was opened, and a bright moon shone through the window, casting a silver-white veil over the entire room.
The evening breeze of late autumn has not yet been soaked by the chill of early winter. In the slightly cool wind, the faint fragrance of medicinal herbs lingers on the tip of my nose.
The little medical fairy who came back to her senses took a deep breath, and inadvertently felt the faint fragrance coming from the girl in front of her.
She suddenly couldn't tell the difference.
Is the girl in front of me the bright moon shining in the middle of the night, or the pleasant evening breeze blowing in late autumn?
Human beings are not like vegetation, so how can they be ruthless?
The emotions of doctors like Xiao Yixian are often more delicate than those of ordinary people, not to mention that she is a woman.
She can naturally feel the warmth and care from the girl in front of her like a real sister.
"..."
She didn't want to say more, it was good this way... The little medical fairy slowly closed her eyes, and occasionally she could rely on others, Relax or something.
After all, not everyone becomes independent voluntarily.
The so-called independence, perhaps more often than not, is just because there is no stable harbor for oneself to shelter from wind and rain.
As for the weakness shown by the little medical fairy in a short period of time, Yao Wan did not complain at all. It would be better to say that this was something she was happy to see.
This girl will only suffer more and more suffering and separation in the future. This is something that no one can do, not even her. The disaster and poisonous body... this is her fate.
All she can do now is to give her a little bit of relief, and then try to find everything she needs to control her troublesome physique.
When she thought of this, Yao Wan couldn't help but think of Xiao Yan.
I couldn’t help but think about the future between Xiao Yan and her.
Back then, this girl failed to get here with Xiao Yan, and she couldn’t swallow this sigh of relief no matter what. Now, this is a good opportunity.
(End of this chapter)