Chapter 395: What were you doing?
Suddenly, she completely lost her interest in the medicinal herbs, and even couldn't even generate hostility.
“It’s so boring.”
Xiao Xun’er muttered to herself, feeling that she had misjudged even such an obvious thing.
Ignoring the silent Yaowan, she turned and left. It was unclear whether she wanted to go back or stay in the Jiama Empire for the time being.
Yaowan held her forehead slightly, feeling an inexplicable headache.
I didn't expect that things would develop like this, but it was inevitable by accident. She was not unaware of the fact that things were hard to come back from.
I just subconsciously ignored this kind of thing.
The relationship with Xiao Yan is probably the same.
Of course she is not an emotional idiot in the true sense. She is not that stupid person who only reveals her true thoughts when she finally gets burned. It’s just that some things are easy to see from beginning to end.
But whether it is the beginning or the end, it may not be the result that I am willing to accept. The emotional entanglement cannot be solved even by the ultimate talent on the road of cultivation. And since there is no way to solve it, it is better to ignore this problem and just treat it as If the problem does not exist, then it can be properly solved before things exceed your expectations.
Although escaping is indeed shameful, escaping is indeed useful.
Yao Wan understands this very well, otherwise he would not do this.
If you have been an ostrich for a long time, you will naturally be pulled out of your hood and thrown to the ground.
In the end, the problem of subconscious evasion still existed in the end, and Xiao Xun'er lit this fuse, forcing herself that she might not be able to continue telling lies with her eyes open.
For Xiao Yan, she always has to make a choice.
Either refuse or accept, it’s easy to say.
Accept...how is it possible? Yao Wan shook her head vigorously. Even if she was crazy, she couldn't choose Xiao Yan. No, this was impossible.
She dismissed such speculation almost without thinking, and even erased the thought along with it.
There is no excuse or reason, I just subconsciously feel bad, or maybe my nature is still a little resistant to going to the end with a man...even if that man is Xiao Yan.
After all, her self-understanding is probably the so-called so-called man's heart and woman's body. Although she no longer has the low-grade desire for women, it does not mean that she will be happy to be with a man now that she has reached this point.
As for the original standard of being connected... Xiao Yan can only be regarded as half of his own standard, let alone others?
Not even Xiao Yan...let alone others...
Yao Wan really thinks so. Although she is reluctant to admit it, Xiao Yan is indeed the best person in her mind. There is a possible candidate, and she will not deny it. After all, she can deceive others, but she cannot deceive herself, but, but - that's all.
Xiao Yan is Xiao Yan, and everyone else is everyone else. Xiao Yan can't do it, let alone others.
As for Xiao Yan, if it doesn't work, it won't work. There aren't that many reasons why.
Since the option of accepting has been rejected by myself, the only thing left is to refuse.
But Yao Wan knew that in addition to his outstanding talent, Xiao Yan also had an advantage, or rather a disadvantage. At best, he had a perseverance, and at worst, he was as stubborn as a donkey. No one can change your temper.
If I really go to Xiao Yan, explain all this clearly, and then make Xiao Yan obedient, stop thinking about me, and forget about each other from now on, everyone will live their own lives, it will be gratifying. ...is this possible?
Possible, of course it is possible, but to be precise, it was possible that Xiao Yan, who was in love with him not long after he came out of the mountain, could be so obedient and obedient. Yao Wan is also confident that he will never be able to find himself again in his life.
It's a pity that I have already given Xiao Yan a lot of fuel and jealousy, completely letting go of his desires that were suppressed by his normal views on marriage and love. If I say this again, I am undoubtedly telling him that I am going to run away. , it will only determine his determination to win over him, and then it will take him who knows how many years to come to his door. At that time, he may not even need to go through the process, and he will just go up and deliver the food.
Oh, she is a dish herself.
Alas.
Yaowan sighed.
She suddenly regretted why she had brought Xian'er and Nalan together so quickly just for fun, but Xiao Yan's desire was now extremely expanded.
He probably has been thinking about himself most of the time.
Send.
Yao Wan, who realized that the situation was probably a dead end, rubbed the center of his eyebrows. When he pulled his ostrich head out of the sand, he found that the situation that could have been solved more easily has become what it is now. This is the reason No matter how hard I say it, I can't escape the fact that this is all my own fault.
If Xiao Yan had not given up on his own initiative, it would have been difficult for her to deal with his persistent pursuit.
Especially because her current strength can suppress Xiao Yan for the time being, but what about in the future? It can be suppressed for a while, but it cannot be suppressed for a lifetime.
What's more, Xiao Yan's cultivation was as fast as taking a plane in the next opportunity. Before Dou Sheng, he was able to suppress it, but after Dou Sheng, it may not be easy to say. But when it comes to Dou Emperor... I'm afraid it will really be impossible to escape. It’s a pout. She can't really chop Xiao Yan into pieces. As for the only way...
Yao Wan thought of a feasible guess, but she still needed to take the risk and try it again. .
After making up her mind, Yaowan automatically ignored the previous incident of Medusa refusing to take Xiao Xiao to Zhongzhou with her, and instead left a portion of the elixir, which would be beneficial to the pregnancy. There is no Medusa to warm and nourish the body, as well as the body tempering elixir given to Xiao Xiao, but because Xiao Xiao was born at a high enough starting point, most of the remaining elixirs are to warm and nourish the body and assist the further growth of the meridians. development and other effects.
As for Xiao Xun'er, she can talk rubbish to whomever she likes, she doesn't bother to care about her.
...But, is she really that annoying?
Yaowan couldn't help but fall into a trace of inevitable self-doubt. If Xiao Xun'er was the only one who was disgusted, she would naturally turn a deaf ear to it, but no matter it was Medusa, Nalan, or even Xian'er, they all had to pay attention to it because of it. Her preferences were told to her more than once, which made her feel hesitant for the first time.
She knows her own nature and may not be accepted by ordinary people, but she is not unable to continue even the most basic disguise.
But now, she couldn't help but have some self-doubt.
She shook her head helplessly, and since Medusa couldn't do anything for a while, there was no need for her to stay any longer.
However, now that they have arrived at the Jia Ma Empire, Yao Wan is not in a hurry and leaves immediately. Instead, he walks around the imperial capital, most likely guessing that the Xiao family will most likely build a new Xiao Mansion in the imperial capital, and the result is naturally as expected.
Yaowan did not alert anyone else, but quietly sneaked into the Xiao Mansion and met Xiao Zhan again.
When Yaowan entered the Xiao Mansion, Xiao Zhan was still considering the resettlement of the Xiao family in Wutan City. After all, the move was not just a move, but during the more than half a year when Xiao Yan went to Zhongzhou, Almost every aspect of a family's personnel circulation, resource transportation, and scheduling between the two places has become a problem.
Before Xiao Yan left, he had achieved great fame in the Northwest Continent, and the status of the Xiao family also rose accordingly.
"...Uncle Xiao is busy? Can I bother you for a while?"
The soft and familiar voice reached his ears again. Xiao Zhan subconsciously raised his head, only to see a beauty he had not seen for a long time standing in front of him with a trace of unnatural restraint that was rarely seen in her.
Xiao Zhan was stunned and couldn't help but put down the wolf hair in his hand, his eyes full of surprise and astonishment.
"Miss Wan'er? Why are you here? Come on, please sit down!"
Xiao Zhan said quickly with surprise on his face.
Yao Wan smiled sheepishly. Facing Xiao Zhan, he was somewhat reserved and uncomfortable. It was rare for him to show some expressions and demeanor that a normal girl should have. She did not I don't know the reason - it's probably because of Xiao Yan.
"...I came here this time with the intention of taking Medusa and Xiao Xiao away. In addition, if possible, I might also take away the Xiao family."
Since I can no longer hide my heart, my true thoughts are naturally revealed. With nothing to hide, Yao Wan smiled slightly, naturally not wanting to be polite anymore.
"Take Medusa and Xiao Xiao away...? And the Xiao family?"
Xiao Zhan couldn't help but be stunned.
"Take it to where? Now that the Jia Ma Empire is extremely safe, it is no longer difficult for people from the Spirit Devouring Tribe and the Soul Palace to get involved. Why do you say this again?"
"You can live in peace for a while, but you can't live in peace for the rest of your life, Uncle Xiao."
Yao Wan sighed quietly and then said.
"You are Xiao Yan's weakness after all. You will become Xiao Yan's obstacle because of the Soul Palace and the Spirit Swallowing Clan. It is really too dangerous to live in the Jia Ma Empire with such arrogance."
Yaowan said truthfully: "It's just that when I went to find Medusa, I didn't seem to have the right words, which made her a little angry. This method can only be in vain."
"That's it."
Xiao Zhan nodded slightly. He could probably understand what Yao Wan said. As for the fact that he insulted Medusa because of his blunder in the end, Xiao Zhan now had some understanding of his daughter-in-law. Although she was from a foreign race, she was not a superlative. Difficult people.
And since it’s not Medusa’s problem, it’s probably the girl in front of her.
Xiao Zhan glanced at the yarrow and vaguely noticed something.
"It is inevitable for people to make mistakes, and Miss Wan'er does not need to apologize too much."
"It's just that I seem to have made too many mistakes recently, not just Medusa, but seemingly Everyone said I did something wrong.”
Yao Wan shook his head, and there was inevitably some bitterness and grievance in his tone. No matter how rational a person is, there are always emotional moments, let alone Yao Wan.
"It all depends on people, and people have their own way of living. Miss Wan'er just needs to have a clear conscience."
(End of this chapter)