Chapter 425 Wan'er, I like you
"——Enough! I don't want you, a half-hearted person, to hold you back in front of me! Weak people, don't act like a hero in front of me! Get out! Get out of here! Leave me. Stay away!”
Yao Wan’s voice broke the silence between the two.
Yao Wan could clearly feel that Xiao Yan's body was inevitably trembling. Of course he was not deaf. Swallowing the strange fire did not require isolation of the five senses. He could definitely feel the pain. , just as he could hear what Yao Wan said.
Yaowan’s words do seem a bit heartless.
Not only was he ruthless, he was also a bit mean, as if he was specifically trying to break Xiao Yan's defenses. The sharp awl and the sharp thorn would make blood dripping from the sting even if it was touched accidentally.
…It hurts.
Pain is natural. Death is never a beautiful thing, nor does it bring any good impression to people. What is left is only coldness and deathly silence, and the flames of ashes are naturally the same. Same reason.
But even so, Xiao Yan still feels that even the inner burning caused by the Flame of Ashes is different from the burning of the Flame of Fallen Heart, and the pain it causes is completely inferior to what Yaowan is doing now. His words stung deeply.
What would be the reaction of an ordinary friend or partner when they heard that the important person in their heart suddenly said something like this? I'm afraid that under extreme shock, the deepest scar that cannot be healed will be engraved on the originally flawless feelings.
After all, no matter what kind of thing it is in the world, the most painful thing is betrayal from the people around you. The closer you are, the more you trust each other, until you treat it all like garbage at the last moment and smash it to pieces. When it happens, it will be more thorough and the pain will be the most severe.
So Xiao Yan's first reaction when he heard Yao Wan's words was indeed a bit surprised and shocked.
After all, it must be quite difficult to say such words from her mouth.
Xiao Yan couldn't help but think, but he never hesitated or felt unbelievable.
Because without too much thinking, all the correct answers are already engraved in his heart.
Yaowan's words echoed in the small room, repeated in their ears, one side after another.
Yaowan was lying in Xiao Yan's arms, but when she saw that Xiao Yan's face never showed the shock and confusion she expected, and even the sadness and resentment after the reaction, her heart began to Trembling, starting to feel uneasy.
Why? Why didn't he even say a word?
As if in response to her inner voice that would not be heard by anyone, Xiao Yan's voice finally broke the silence that made Yao Wan increasingly uneasy.
“Shh——”
Because he needed to hold Yaowan in his arms, Xiao Yan never put his fingertips to his own lips, but this did not prevent him from shushing.
“Can’t Miss Wan just settle down for a while?”
Xiao Yan couldn’t help but ask, seemingly not affected by Yao Wan’s self-defeating voice at all.
Because Xiao Yan has kept his eyes closed, he naturally cannot see what Yao Wan's expression is at this moment - first shocked, then helpless, regretful, and having to support himself to continue. Go ahead and give up on yourself.
"Ha-hahaha...what are you talking about?"
But soon, Yao Wan readjusted her state. She was very angry. She was really angry. Angry, Xiao Yan wanted to take away even her own pain without explanation. But in the first sentence, she cursed By that time, she already knew that she could no longer look back, and it was impossible for her to say anything like making amends or asking for forgiveness now.
It's better to let him give up and hate himself. Even if he resents himself, it doesn't matter anyway.
Putting away the traces of regret, her voice had never been so bitter and mean: "I mean, you are a waste, trash, a defector who can't do anything without my help. "Pin, do you understand now?"
"Well...then the encouragement and words that Miss Wan gave me before were all lies, right?"
Xiao Yan only hesitated for an extremely unusual moment, as if he really began to doubt the relationship they had spent together.
Yao Wan suddenly fell into a trance for a moment. Perhaps the backlash of the Flame of Ashes was too terrifying, making her weak and unable to help but fall into a brief hesitation. The past mornings and evenings also followed. Well up in my heart.
Yao Wan's breath was stagnant, but after a very short pause, she no longer denied it: "Yes, yes! Do you think I really like you, a waste born from a lonely ethnic group? Right? I was just looking for you for fun. In order to satisfy my bored curiosity, your status in my heart has always been that of a clown, a monkey who likes to jump up and down - haha... you can't be that pitiful. You don’t know it until now, do you have any illusions?”
Yaowan’s words are indeed harsh. This was already the most unbearable word she could think of to use on Xiao Yan.
So, get angry quickly, just like you are angry with him, get angry quickly, break your defenses, and then abandon yourself————
Hidden deep under the harsh words What's more is Yaoyuan's hope and the slightest pain in her heart.
She knew very well - of course she knew very well what she was doing now - but it didn't matter, as long as Xiao Yan took the initiative to cut off everything with him, that was all - it would be better to cut everything off with one knife than what he would do next. What else is going to be taken away?
Obviously she is still dreaming about being friends but not partners.
But as soon as her mind became hot, everything was about to go down the drain.
The corners of Yaowan's mouth raised slightly, revealing a sarcastic smile, but the mean and sarcastic smile was not directed at Xiao Yan, but at herself.
So—so at least—
"Then why - Miss Wan's breathing is so unstable?" After a moment of silence, Xiao Yan finally broke the silence.
Yao Wan took a deep breath subconsciously, yes, that’s it, every breath she took was in Xiao Yan’s ears, her smiles, joy and anger , it has always been like this.
She was startled, but couldn't help but panic.
"Breathe? What breath? I just feel a little uncomfortable because of the backlash of the Ashes of Ashes Flame, haha... Doesn't it feel uncomfortable to be backlashed by the Ashes of Ashes?"
She bared her teeth and claws, but she had to desperately try to make up for the thought that flashed through her head. At least it looked more believable and more hateful.
"Well, it does feel uncomfortable."
Xiao Yan was silent, then nodded slightly, but answered the question incorrectly.
“I have been waiting for a long time, but I have never found an opportunity that I think is suitable. I have been protected by you all this time. Naturally, I hope that one day I can protect you. Now it is a good time. The timing is right."
The breath of Yaowan in her arms stopped slightly. While the choking feeling in her heart became stronger, she still refused to give up, still holding on to her sore throat. With a cold voice, he said: "Stop being so sentimental here, I don't need weak people to pity me——"
"Wan'er, I like you."
"————"
Dead silence, silence.
All preparations made by Yaowan were shattered, and all that was left was the crackling sound of the flames burning and extinguishing quietly in their ears.
Yao Wan was stunned for a few seconds. She still couldn't believe that the relationship they had maintained by tacit agreement was completely turned into powder and shattered after Xiao Yan's light words.
"That's enough! Don't call me such disgusting words!"
Under extreme shock and astonishment, Yao Wan came back to her senses and subconsciously wanted to deny it.
"But I still remember that when my father called Wan'er like this, Wan'er was actually very happy, right? She looked flattered."
"Don't... don't be so sentimental here— —"
"But, Wan'er, I like you."
Xiao Yan's voice was like an ice pick, carving his own mark deeply on a rugged iceberg.
“I want to help you, I want to accompany you. I said I like it because I was afraid that you would say I don’t understand what love is.”
“So I just settled for the next best thing. "I've had enough of calling you Miss Wan every day. What kind of person do you think you are in my heart? I don't want to, and I don't want to." I hope you are the stranger I am most familiar with."
"So, I like you."
"——"
This time it was Yaowan's turn to respond to Xiao Yan with silence, but it was not pure silence, but tears of overly mixed emotions gradually blurred his vision and filled his eyes. The sourness in her heart, and then the silence falling on her pretty face.
"No, no...I...I just...I won't agree-"
Now, it seems that it is no longer a matter of whether I accept it or not, but even so , but she still seems to want to resist stubbornly, just like a behavior she despised before - not crying without seeing the coffin.
"Wan'er, I like you."
Xiao Yan repeated what he said again, there was no falsehood at all, and she could no longer ignore or escape.
There was already a hint of crying in Yao Wan's voice: "Just follow me - why? Why? Why?"
"I obviously gave you everything. , What else do you want..."
The rough, warm fingertips touched her cheek, and then gently touched her lips.
Xiao Yan didn't say a word, but expressed everything in his heart with a gentle manner.
When the warm fingertips swept her temples, touched her lips, and gently caressed her eyebrows.
Gradually, the black and red calamity flames were pulled away bit by bit, merged into Xiao Yan's Najie, and fell silent.
(End of this chapter)