Chapter 871 Spider (II)
After a while, Spider left the terrace and went to handle the new task assigned to her by Mo Tan in a happy mood.
Although he failed to become the latter's friend as he wished, Spider was in a good mood because he was still not regarded as a problem by Mo Tan and cut off contact after confessing his feelings.
It was so good that she couldn't help humming a tone-deaf ditty at a very high decibel level when she left, and stabbed a passerby who was watching the fun twice.
Although it is just a flesh wound, there is still a long way to go before causing death, but it is very difficult to stab someone so blatantly in a place like the City of Freedom without enough courage, strength and background. You can do it. After all, even if you are an epic-level strongman, you are very likely to be beaten to a pulp by those more powerful people above you after casually killing a low-level trash fish.
Although Spider has the courage to draw a knife, her strength and background are actually not very good. Her status as a reserve member of [Executioner] is even more useless. It would be better not to say such shady things. If Spider really said Well, once the news spreads, the first person to come to kill her will probably be the [Executioner].
Then why does she dare to stab people casually on the street?
The reason has actually been mentioned before, the spider is simply crazy.
To be precise, it should be - [Definition of the limit of madness and innocence]
Different from the delicate-looking, gentle, quiet and knowledgeable senior assistant Zhu Zhi in the game, the game As she said, the spider in the movie has extremely weak willpower. Although she can still talk to people as calmly as before when necessary, and her intelligence and knowledge will not be affected in the slightest, in most cases, she can Not being able to control myself non-stop like I can outside of the game.
Maybe it's not that she can't control it, it's just that she doesn't want to.
As a person with wisdom, perspective, and moral awareness, Spider has been working hard to behave as normal as others since she was a child, and her efforts have not been in vain until she grows up. In the end, no one except herself saw the slightest clue of the madness.
But after coming into contact with the realm of innocence, Spider, who was attracted by the slogan 'Find your true self', soon discovered the fact that his usual life was too hard and too tiring. , but as long as you don't want to be sent to prison or a medical institution in regret, you must continue to be 'tired' like this.
She has no complaints about this, because the life she lives now is exactly what she likes. Now she can enjoy family happiness with her parents who dote on their children, and can go shopping every now and then with colleagues she can chat with. , you can get along with those lovable good kids or bad kids, and even have the opposite sex who can make you blush and your heart beats. This kind of life that is happy enough in every sense has no reason to be broken.
Yes, there is absolutely no reason to be broken.
This woman who has always struggled with her unusual mental state and lived happily and peacefully to the age of twenty-six insists on this.
But only in reality.
In other words, outside of reality, her requirements for herself are far less strict than usual.
For example, in the realm of innocence, Spider, who discovered that he could do whatever he wanted, had almost never done anything a normal person would do since he entered the pit.
This is a bit like Ximen Spitfire who was killed by Mo Tan before, but his rank is much higher.
To give a simple example, it is well known that the great god with the forum vest "Killed Like a Super God" was very capable of dying when he was a novice. His indomitable spirit and bizarre death method were praised by countless players, but Almost no one knows that Spider is the one who has died the most among the players in the entire Innocence Realm.
But compared to that one [killed like a super god], compared to Ko, the spider was simply seeking his own death.
She is like a mentally disturbed madman, faithfully following the crazy impulse in her heart in the realm of innocence, and puts it into action unscrupulously. So far, she has accumulated more than 100 deaths. It has been done more than fifty times, which is the highest in the world of innocence.
The reason is very simple. On the one hand, it is due to interest. On the other hand, Spider found that after he 'relieved pressure' in the game, instead of being unable to control himself around the clock like a drug addict, he even became more self-conscious in reality. She has become more 'self-disciplined' than before. This new discovery made her ecstatic. From the third day after entering the game, she spent 12 hours in the game almost every day. In the process, her risk factor increased. It is also increasing day by day.
A simple madman is not terrible, but the problem is that Spider is not just a simple madman. In fact, apart from being unable to control her impulsive behavior, her IQ is completely the same as that of ordinary people, and her concentration ability In terms of perseverance and perseverance, it is much higher than the social average after years of tempering.
The reason why she has become more and more dangerous is easy to explain. Simply put, Spider, who has 'catharsis' as the main purpose in the game, finds that if he dies forever within a few hours of establishing his character, the fun he will get is really limited. , although it is already very enjoyable compared to the past twenty years or so, but in horizontal comparison, the ability to be easily dragged to a custody facility or beaten to death in the street is really not enough.
If you want to mess around unscrupulously and get better catharsis and pleasure, you must become stronger.
But if you want to become stronger, you must try your best to be a human being with your tail between your legs in the process, at least not go crazy like you did at the beginning.
The spider was once in a dilemma.
In the end, she chose a more compromise method, which was to restrain herself a little in the future growth process. If she really couldn't suppress it, she would try her best to protect herself, unless the boss really came. extreme, otherwise live as long as possible.
After that, her number of deaths dropped a lot. Although she still often killed herself due to various uncontrollable crazy behaviors, it was much better than in the early days when she had to rebuild her character every few hours. , and she has gained more and more happiness. Her ability to control herself in reality has also increased, and the burden of controlling various impulses is almost not what it was before she entered the trap.
Finally, during a game that survived long enough, Spider was approached by the third-ranked killer organization [Executioner] in the Innocence World, and successfully became a reserve member of the latter. First, after that, her strength increased rapidly after receiving more resources, and she did not die once for three whole months.
If nothing else happens, there are two possibilities before her.
First, fold somewhere as before, restart her stress relief cycle, and one day in the future, she can successfully cure her mental problem or become a real lunatic.
Second, in a dangerous situation where ordinary people cannot survive, they progress at a speed that ordinary people cannot imagine, successfully graduate from the reserve force, truly become a member of the [Executioner] organization, and become one of the most dangerous people in the Innocence Continent. The character was eventually spotted by Gawen, who persuaded him with reason and emotion. He single-handedly killed all the official members of the "Executioner" and then rushed to the southwest to join an unfathomable camp. Become a 'dangerous person' in the true sense of the word.
But
There are always too many surprises in this world, so for some reason, the spider did not embark on the two roads that required overcoming obstacles. Instead, it chased a certain back and embarked on a... not quite A road that is easy to describe in words.
Seeing this, you may have already figured it out. Yes, that 'some reason' is Mo Tan, who has a [chaotic neutral] personality, and 'a certain back' is naturally in Wu The back of the man named Tan Mo in the Realm of Sin.
By chance, the spider that has been active in the Free City recently met a strange man, a real madman. Although he has a human shell, he is indeed a man full of chaos from the inside out. An aggregation of people, and what surprised her was that that person was obviously even crazier than herself, but he was still able to carry out his not-so-normal daily life with ease, and even had his own social circle. There are friends, subordinates, and even...many people who should be girlfriends?
This made Spider, who always felt that he would lose everything once he no longer suppressed the madness in his heart, deeply hit. The blow was followed by shock, and the shock was followed by stimulation. In the end, he was stimulated to the point where he felt bad all over. Spider made a very, very, very extreme choice. That is to get close to that person, learn from that person, or even follow that person. As long as you can become like that person and still be able to live calmly without suppressing yourself, you can do it at any cost!
Of course, only in the realm of innocence.
Spider is a person who can separate games from reality, so no matter how strong his emotions are at that moment, he will never allow himself in the realm of innocence. affect yourself in real life.
But that's enough.
For Mo Tan, it was enough, and it was not in vain.
The so-called painstaking efforts can probably be summarized as the so-called 'chance' or 'coincidence', which was deliberately designed by Mo Tan after he noticed the existence of a person like Spider in the Free City. Although it is not easy, it is In view of the characteristics of spiders, this level of operation would naturally not be a problem for Mo Tan, who had quietly spread the intelligence network.
Yes, he did it on purpose, and it could only be intentional, otherwise Mo Tan, who couldn't even catch Futaba, would have no reason for the spider to find out.
As for the specific contact, to put it simply, Mo Tan deliberately set up a trap after he finally couldn't afford the room fee at Liulicing Pavilion to let Spider discover that he was 'seriously injured'. arrive.
At first, Mo Tan just wanted to trick someone into using a useful knife, such as a brain-dead lunatic with anti-social tendencies, but he didn’t know the result until he actually dealt with the spider, although this person was indeed quite crazy. Yes, but his head is not crippled at all.
On the contrary, she is quite smart.
He is smart enough to do many things without losing control of himself at all.
So he changed his original plan. Instead of enthusiastically wooing the spider, he occupied the house all day long and ignored them, and in the process, he showed a little bit of his true nature.
Then, there was the conversation just now that was fruitful in Spider's eyes but did not achieve any breakthrough results, but in Mo Tan's eyes, it had basically set the tone for future development.
There is no doubt that Spider is a person with madness hidden in his heart, but he is afraid of comparison in everything. For example, in front of Mo Tan now, the former's so-called madness is completely worth mentioning.
Although she is crazy, she is still too honest.
Honest people, easy to use.
In this way, Mo Tan labeled Spider and completed the win-win deal on his own initiative.
I will give her what she wants, and she will do what she is too lazy to do or has no time to do.
“A pleasant encounter.”
He picked up the story collection again and laughed playfully: “It’s a pity that I’m not the kind of person who can constantly attract talents to me. Things are hard, and if you want someone to be useful, you have to carefully select and plan. It’s really sad.”
He sipped his coffee as he spoke sadly, laughed infatuatedly, and laughed louder and louder. After half a minute, he proactively disconnected and left the realm of innocence.
There is no way, in order to prevent "self" who seems to have some quarrels from getting into trouble, this small and insignificant compromise is also necessary.
After all, life is a process of little compromise between oneself and oneself.
“It’s just that the compromise on my side is more specific.”
Mo Tan got up from the game cabin and grinned, walked to the dining table and started the computer, using a pin from the forum. After using the post as a password to write a message saying "Your mother is crazy" to a certain girl on the tablet, she got herself a bottle of Dr.Pepper, drank half of the bottle slowly before lying back on the sofa, and started reluctantly. abnormal.
Five minutes later
“Hmm”
Mo Tan, who propped himself up from the sofa, looked at the bottle of Dr.Pepper in front of him with disgust, and then opened the refrigerator door for the second time in five minutes. I took out the elephant, I mean Bingkuoluo, and drank half the bottle before falling back on the sofa.
Two minutes later, he got up without expression and went to the toilet, then continued to lie down on the sofa.
After another five minutes, Mo Tan stood up from the sofa with a wry smile, quickly put Dr. Pepper and Bing Kuoluo on the table into the refrigerator, and then trotted towards the game cabin. He simply lay down in it.
After another two minutes, he reluctantly got up from the game cabin and went to the toilet.
Game time PM20:18
[Your spiritual connection has been detected and personal information is being synchronized.]
[Loss of time, all laws are cut, and the character is being read. Information】
“Huh?!”
[Welcome back, lawful and kind Mo, who is about to enter the realm of innocence. I wish you a good night. 】
“Wait a minute, what did you just say!?”
Chapter 864: End
(End of this chapter)