While some staff members went to clean up the mess after the meal, Chen Chen himself returned to the office and lay down.
Closing his eyes, he felt the lights above his head flicker a little. Chen Chen took the scarf at hand to cover his eyes. Now he felt much more comfortable.
Not even three seconds after he felt comfortable, Chen Chen felt that the formal clothes on his body were a little tight again. He pulled down a few buttons before he felt that he could breathe easier.
As for pants and shoes, in short, I always feel uncomfortable in some places. Even if I tidy up all the clothes, Chen Chen still feels that there are always places on the back of his neck and in the middle of his back that are out of reach that are beating and itching. .
“Get out of here!”
"Bang~wow~"
Kicking the documents around his legs, Chen Chen felt much more comfortable, and the pain and itchiness disappeared.
But the price is that the white A4 paper is everywhere, and some bound documents are falling apart.
After staring at the documents on the floor for a while, Chen Chen's mood gradually eased.
“I have to clean it up myself, no more kicking.”
After regretting for half a second, Chen Chen squatted down and carefully restored the pile of documents he had destroyed just to vent his anger.
Although it is a bunch of meaningless garbage scripts, it can be considered a contribution to the world by helping President Chen vent a little of his inner emotions.
……
Turn off the lights and go home.
Walking in the biting cold wind, the heat in Chen Chen's heart subsided slightly.
Chen Chen had to admit that today's activity was the worst and most complete failure he had ever done.
It’s full of awkwardness from beginning to end. None of the pictures I want to see, the goals I want to accomplish, and the feelings I want to experience actually appear, and I don’t even get close.
“It’s just a Chinese New Year, how hard can it be?!”
Chen Chen now wishes he could travel back in time and kick himself to death for having such an idea!
Shameful, what you did today is so shameful, as shameful as a top student who went off topic in his essay during an important exam!
"Yes, it's just off topic, haha."
Chen Chen suddenly felt happy, and he was happy for a few seconds because he found a good way to describe it.
As the person in charge, I actually let the event go off topic.
That’s right, among the dozens of guests and staff, only one and a half of them really wanted to celebrate the New Year!
One is Chen Chen, and the other half is Tzuyu, who is obviously excited. The rest are all about work, play, socializing, and company. Anyway, there is no option to celebrate the New Year.
The guests had a good time, and the audience in the live broadcast room had a great time watching it. Even Chen Chen’s hidden goal of showing various Chinese customs to the outside world was completed very well. The hot search never stopped from the start to the end of the broadcast, which caused The influence also makes peers dumbfounded and ashamed.
If viewed as a commercial project, great gains have been achieved from all perspectives.
But this is not a commercial project, this is Chen Chen’s original intention to have a good year.
It's better now, but now it's become his uncontrollable problem, which makes him very uncomfortable.
But Chen Chen is not an ordinary person after all. While walking home, he was already summarizing what the problem was.
First, almost all the guests Chen Chen invited were people who had no idea about the "Chinese New Year". It was somewhat difficult to rely on them to create the New Year atmosphere he wanted.
People don’t understand at all, and you didn’t explain it well, and then you raised your expectations without authorization. No matter how much Chen Chen went overboard, he had to admit that he was the one who went overboard.
The second point is that I take it too much for granted, thinking that everyone here will not be restricted by their status.
This is a social occasion for mature social people. All the people here are intelligent and even shrewd elites in the entertainment industry. How could one lose sight of the concept of identity just because of someone's thoughts and words?
This is a fatal situation, because it is possible to lose the future in the circle at any time.
You, Chen Chen, don't care about your status. That's because you are the person with the highest status in the room. Others are not as calm as you and can't do what you ask for.
The world in everyone's eyes is different, and Chen Chen still didn't think carefully enough.
The third and final point is that what Chen Chen did was something he had no experience at all.
The Chinese New Year seems to be something that every Chinese person has experienced many times. Although Chen Chen's life experience is considered special both "before" and "now", he has always experienced things like the New Year, at least the memory in his head has not been broken.
However, Chen Chen has always been cared for during the New Year celebrations from the perspective of a child. He has never participated in the New Year celebrations as a caregiver, that is, as an "organizer."
He didn’t have the opportunity to do that kind of thing, or even if both sides were combined, he didn’t grow up or be happy enough to have the opportunity to do that kind of thing.
Since it was an inexperienced whim, the result of a big defeat suited Chen Chen, and there was nothing to complain about.
If you feel uncomfortable, just feel uncomfortable. You will have to pay a price if you insist on what you don’t deserve.
……
...
Pushing the door open and entering the home, Chen Chen, who was illuminated by warm lights, felt warm in his heart, especially when he thought that Pei Zhuhyun should be there too.
"Come and eat." Pei Zhuxun saw Chen Chen arriving home and greeted him quickly, "That's not the place to eat. I guess your stomach is still empty."
"Actually, my stomach is empty. Not bad." Chen Chen walked over to Pei Zhuxuan in two steps. Holding him in his arms, "My heart feels empty and I feel a little uncomfortable."
"Then fill your stomach first and then let me fill your heart slowly." Pei Zhuxuan walked around his arm and patted his back , "Go and wash your hands, the biggest thing in the world is eating."
"..."
It was said that he was washing his hands, but in fact, Chen Chen also took off his makeup and changed his clothes. When he sat at the dining table, he was already in pajamas.
“It’s a standard table of dishes. I feel like I’ve seen pictures of it when I was collecting information.” Chen Chen was a little surprised, “Did you learn how to arrange it specially?”
“Well, It took a little effort." Pei Zhuxuan nodded and said: "You said you are going to celebrate the New Year. This activity should not be over until you get home, so it is appropriate to have such a meal."
"..."
"Thank you."
Chen Chen was speechless. He felt that the hole in his heart was being filled.
"Then there are gifts." Pei Zhuxuan took out a gift box from under the table, "At least this is what it takes to be complete. I think that's what everyone said."
"..."
"Let's eat first." Chen Chen accepted the gift and put it aside. "After eating, we will go to bed directly. I am exhausted today. Have a good sleep and watch together when we get up tomorrow. Let’s talk about what happened today based on the comments on the Internet.”
"Okay." Pei Zhuxuan nodded gently, "Let's eat first."
After finishing the meal, Chen Chen had a different perception of today's overall incident.
He began to feel that he was being hypocritical.
Inviting people into the game without authorization, and then expecting without authorization. After finishing, you feel that you are too far away from the expectations and are disappointed without authorization. Isn't this hypocritical?
You choose people by yourself, arrange processes by yourself, and if the final result does not satisfy you, then you have no one to blame. It is all the result of what you do!
Then there was the serious analysis on the way home
Then the change of mentality was so easy due to Bae Zhuhyun's gentle care, and it felt like being manipulated
Finally, now, Bae Zhuhyun is leaning in her arms tenderly looking at himself.
"What's wrong, Chen?"
Pei Zhuxuan reached out and touched Chen Chen's face.
"It's okay." Chen Chen also touched her cheek in return, "I just think it's great to have you here."
Oh, this is so damn pretentious.
But after Chen Chen's pretentiousness has passed, Pei Zhuxuan will take care of him. Even the dissatisfaction caused by his pretentiousness will be filled and healed by her tenderness.
On this point alone, Chen Chen has won too much.
……(End of this chapter)