Chapter 5395 (five thousand three hundred and ninety-five) for fear
The man with gray hands asked, "What happened to him when he heard what you said?"
"He said... I was just looking for excuses. It's not that I didn't understand what he meant by 'introspection.'" It was that... I had no awareness of introspection at all.
The man with gray hands said again: "You didn't refute him?"
"No." The man said, "I simply...don't dare."
"What did he say?" asked the man with gray hands.
"He then told me...if I...had the consciousness to reflect on myself, I would not have killed him long ago." The man said.
"How do you feel after hearing this?" The man with gray hands asked.
"It's extremely uncomfortable," the man said.
The gray-hand man said: "Did you say anything to him again?"
The man replied: "I dare not say."
"Is it because I'm afraid of the consequences?" asked the man with gray hands.
"No." The man said.
"Why is that?" the gray-handed man asked again.
"It was purely because... it was too uncomfortable." The man said. "That is to say, do you believe what he told you this time?" The man with gray hands asked.
"Yes." The man said.
"Do you think it was you who killed your father?" the man with gray hands asked.
The man with brown hands was surprised when he heard the man with gray hands ask such a detailed question. He glanced at Shuzhu and found that it was still the same as before, so he felt that the problem was not big. He thought that this period of time might just be because of the special situation, even if the man heard it If it was related to the cause of his father's death, he wouldn't be in a state where he couldn't communicate with others normally. The brown-handed person wonders how long this state can last, and is afraid that it will suddenly no longer be the case, and that person may once again fall into a state where he cannot communicate with others normally. Because he felt that he should not think about the worst, the man with brown hands hoped that this state would last longer. The man with gray hands asked a lot of details, and at the same time he thought of a question, that is, the man with gray hands later asked very detailed questions, and he During this period of time, I just felt that the question asked by the Gray Hand was reasonable, and I didn't find it strange at all. I also thought that even if I asked it myself, I would definitely ask like the Gray Hand. I felt that the more detailed the question, the better.
Just thinking of this, the brown-hand man felt that something was wrong. This was because the gray-hand man and himself had changed. They seemed to not pay as much attention to the changes in the direction of time as before, but it was difficult for him to control it, and he didn't know what the gray-hand man was. Is there any way to control it.
The man with brown hands was about to say something to the man with gray hands, but he thought it would be better to listen to the conversation between the two first. There was no need to speak immediately, otherwise the communication with the man with gray hands would take up more time. The Brown Hands believe that the time during which the Gray Hands can freely ask that person questions related to his father's death without worrying that the person will fall into a state of being unable to communicate normally with others is particularly valuable.
Just listen to the man's answer: "It's just... just that 'me', not me... not the current me."
The gray-hand man said: "I know, haven't we been talking about the 'you' all the time? In this case, you don't need to emphasize the 'you'."
The man said: "I... know. But... in my heart, that 'I' is different from the real me. That 'my father' is also different from the real 'my father'."
The gray-handed man said: "It's different."
The man said: "Oh... yes. Maybe... I care too much and worry too much... I hope it's okay... it's okay."
(End of chapter)