Chapter 5396 (five thousand three hundred and ninety-six) room
The man with gray hands asked: "What are you worried about?"
The man thought for a moment and said: "Actually... I shouldn't be so worried. I... don't have to worry about what happened to 'me'. It's all true."
The man with gray hands asked again: "Is what you are thinking in your heart right now really what you said?"
The man said: "Is that what I said?"
The gray-hand man said: "That's what you just said, you think you shouldn't be so worried."
"It should be like that." The man said.
After saying this, the man felt obvious fluctuations in his heart. Thinking that the gray-hand man could know what he was thinking, he felt that he must also speak out the other voice in his heart. At this time, he was glad that he had only said "it should be like that" before, and did not say that it was like that. There was still room for redemption.
So he said: "I just... just felt that I 'should' be like that. But... actually, I am not completely immune to worry."
The man with gray hands said again: "Answer me, what are you worried about?"
The man said: "I'm just worried that what happens to 'me' is... real."
The man with gray hands said: "That is to say, to some extent, you kind of believe in part of that 'you' experience."
"I don't want to believe it." The man said.
"I didn't ask if you were willing, I just asked if you believe it." The man with gray hands said.
"Most... still don't believe it." The man said, "After all, it's ridiculous."
The man with gray hands asked, "What about the few?"
The man said: "A few...some believe it, but I don't want to believe it."
The gray-hand man asked: "For example, your bullying of the blue-armored man reached the limit, so your father passed away because of you?" The reason why the gray-hand man asked this was because during this period, he felt that no matter how he asked that person Whatever happened to his father, he would not fall into the state of being unable to communicate normally with others again due to fear or other reasons.
"This...yes." The man said, "I can only say that there seems to be a voice in my heart secretly...telling me to believe it. But in fact, no matter how many times I hear that voice, I also ...I still don’t want to believe it. That reluctance probably dilutes my belief.”
The gray-hand man said: "Do you still feel like this until now?"
"Yes." The man said.
The man with gray hands asked again: "Why do you think that sound occurs?"
The person said: "Perhaps many of the things that happened to that 'me' are related to things that really happened to me in the past. When there are too many things related... I... tend to cause various associations."
The Gray Hand asked, "Is there another reason? Just a connection to the past?"
The man thought for a while and suddenly remembered something. He felt that even if he didn't say it, the Gray Hand man should know it, so he might as well say it directly.
"And..." the man said.
When the words came to his lips, the man thought that if he really said these words, things would come true, so he wanted to swallow them back. However, he was worried about the consequences of not saying anything and felt conflicted.
"What?" asked the gray-handed man.
"If I... say it, won't it come true?" the man asked.
"You are still worried about this." The gray-handed man said.
The man asked: "You... know everything, right?"
(End of chapter)