Chapter 18 Lost Memory
I need to take medicine when I am sick, but I have no money to buy medicine.
So the disease cannot be cured, and if it is cured, it cannot make money, and if it cannot make money, it cannot buy medicine...
This is a closed loop.
If Lin Fan finally joins the special agency, then none of this will be a problem. But if she was just an ordinary person, they wouldn't be able to take care of this matter.
Jin Sichen asked a few more questions, and Lin Fan answered them one by one. Then he pulled up several questionnaires on the tablet for Lin Fan to answer.
Wu Yusen came over and had something to say. Jin Sichen was afraid of affecting Lin Fan, so he led him to the window, where he could also see Lin Fan's position.
Wu Yusen asked softly: "What do you think?"
Jin Sichen whispered back: "The current judgment on her is simple depression accompanied by physical disorder."
Wu Yusen A little anxious, after all, if Jin Sichen doesn't make a breakthrough here, then Lin Fan will really be an ordinary person. It also proved that he had found the wrong person.
"She once told me that she often has trouble remembering things, and sometimes she has memory loss for a few hours or even a whole day. In addition, her personality has changed... Do you think she is a little cold like this now?" John Woo raised his chin to Lin. Fan's direction was raised.
Jin Sichen looked at Lin Fan's half-drooped eyelids. From the beginning of the conversation to now, whether he was telling his own things or when he learned that he had somatization disorder, his expression had not changed at all, as if he was talking about other people's things. .
"Do you suspect she is DualPersonality?" Jin Sichen asked. Seeing that John Woo didn't understand, he wrote it on a piece of paper: Dual personality.
"I think it's very possible. Ever since she emerged, I always thought it was her. But as you can see, the other test results are all fine. And her symptoms are hard not to let me know. Think of this possibility.”
It’s not like there hasn’t been anything like this before. I couldn't find any superpowers, and it wasn't until I discovered that there was another personality that the superpowers showed up.
Jin Sichen looked at the report in John Woo's hand again: "Does she not remember what happened at all?"
"She said she doesn't remember. Didn't I just say that her memory is very poor due to the side effects of the medicine. I don’t know now whether she doesn’t know what happened at all, or whether she knows something but has forgotten it.”
“I know. You need me to help you confirm two questions now. One is whether she is hiding it. Dual Personality. The second is whether she has any memory of the coma when the incident occurred."
"Yes, if there is something hidden...then the power is probably hidden..." Wu Yusen ignored it vaguely. Some words, "If not, then you must know what happened that day."
"She said it was just a heatstroke coma, but I don't believe it. Even if it is really heatstroke, there is no clue at all."
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Jin Sichen nodded to express his understanding: "The test questions for her now include the problem you are worried about, as well as other tests, including tests on antisocial personality, violent tendencies, etc. After she completes it, we will know how she is doing."
The two of them walked back to the sofa and waited for Lin Fan to do the questions.
Not long after, Lin Fan finished his answer.
Jin Sichen looked at the final result and gently shook his head at John Woo, meaning that Lin Fan did not meet the dual personality test, nor did he have any issues such as anti-social personality and violent tendencies.
Wu Yusen saw that this road was also blocked, and he didn’t know whether he should be happy or not.
The other side of a dual personality is usually very different from the main personality, or even completely opposite.
Looking at Lin Fan's current cold but gentle state, if she really has a dual personality, then the personality of the other personality may be very difficult. At that time, even if superpowers are detected in another personality, it may not be a good thing.
But if this road is blocked, the only clue left is the memory of the day she fell into coma.
The smile on John Woo's face almost broke, and some doubts arose in his heart. Could it be that he really made a mistake? After all, intuition cannot guarantee 100% accuracy.
Over there, Jin Sichen started talking again, and John Woo quickly calmed down and listened.
"Some of the tests I just did showed that they are normal. Apart from depression and physical disorder, you have no other problems at the moment." Jin Sichen said to Lin Fan first.
“But I noticed that you have been showing a kind of indifference. Even if you are talking about yourself, you have no mood swings. It seems that nothing will affect your mood. Do you know this situation?”
"I know." Lin Fan replied, "I don't know since when, I don't seem to care about my own affairs anymore. Maybe I have thought it through, who knows?"
"Even if you tell me that I won't survive tomorrow, I'm not surprised. Instead, I'll be secretly happy in my heart, although I haven't known what joy feels like for a long time. I can't feel the sad emotions when I'm sad, you know What did I say?"
Jin Sichen nodded.
"On the contrary, other things will cause me sadness, but I don't want to be affected by these things, so I try to be indifferent and pretend not to care."
"I couldn't do it at first. , later on, even if I felt uncomfortable, I could still show no concern on my face. I don’t know if this is considered an improvement?”
“This is not a good sign,” Jin Sichen said, “Although it seems like he is not protecting himself. Although you are hurt, you still feel sad deep down in your heart. "
"And because of self-suggestion, this kind of sadness cannot be resolved. If it is suppressed for a long time, depression will still accumulate. Fortunately, you have been in the past six months. Going out to feed stray animals every few days can also be considered as some social interaction, otherwise your condition will definitely get worse."
"My suggestion is to find a relatively safe environment to ensure that you are not exposed to the virus. Under the premise of not hurting yourself, try to let go of yourself, get in touch with some things in the outside world, and engage in some social activities appropriately.”
Lin Fan knew what he said made sense. Although it was not that easy to do, he still expressed his gratitude: "Dr. Jin, thank you."
Doctors will also feel relaxed when they meet patients who are easy to communicate with. .
Jin Sichen ended the topic and changed the topic: "I heard that when the plane crashed over your community, you happened to be feeding the cats outside. Do you have no impression of this matter at all?"
Lin Fan thought about it carefully and couldn't think of anything. He shook his head and said, "I can't think of anything."
Jin Sichen opened the crash video in the file and showed it to Lin Fan: "Look, in this video, the plane is still at a relatively high position, but the phone still recorded a loud roar."
"When the plane arrives over your residential area, it is much lower than here, and the roar should be very loud. You are in an outdoor environment, and you should be able to hear the roar even if you don't see the plane. Think about it , have you heard of it?”
Lin Fan Listening carefully to the roar of the plane on the phone, I tried to remember: "That day...I went to feed the cats...it wasn't that hot..."
"Yes, it wasn't that hot. When you got there, you fed the cats." I saw a cat somewhere, and then what?" Jin Sichen guided calmly. Seeing that things were progressing, John Woo unconsciously straightened his back and held his breath, fearing that it would interrupt Lin Fan's memories.
"Then I poured the cat food and water. They ate very happily." Lin Fan closed his eyes and leaned on the sofa: "I just watched them eat for a while, and then I went to the entrance to pour cat food and water.”
"How are you feeling at this time? Do you feel uncomfortable? Want to faint?" Jin Sichen asked. If Lin Fan fainted from heat stroke, he should have felt uncomfortable before fainting.
"I'm not feeling uncomfortable, I don't want to faint." Lin Fan replied after thinking about it carefully for a while.
That heatstroke fainting was no longer true, and John Woo breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.
“I got cat food and water at the entrance, what did I do after that?” Jin Sichen continued to guide.
"After...after that I'm ready to go home."
Not really! John Woo said in his heart.
He had seen the place where cats were fed at the entrance of the grove. It was not far from the entrance, only a few steps away. Although the surveillance outside could not capture the scene in the woods, it could just capture the entrance. As soon as Lin Fan came out, he could immediately enter the surveillance, but she never came out.
“Did you go home?”
“No.”
“Why didn’t you go home?”
"When I was about to leave, the cats inside suddenly exploded and ran away screaming. I went back to see what was going on."
"Did you see what was going on?"
“No, I can’t see anything. I thought there was a snake or something, so I took it specially The branches knocked on the surrounding grass, but there was nothing."
"Then what?"
"Then...I heard a buzzing sound..." Lin Fan opened his eyes. , affirming "I heard that buzzing sound in the video!"
Wu Yusen became excited when he heard this, but Jin Sichen remained calm and continued to ask with a smile: "Very good, you heard the buzzing sound, what happens next?"
Lin Fan lowered his eyes. He continued to recall: "Next, the sound got louder and louder, and soon became very noisy. I felt the sky darken, and when I looked up, I saw a huge gray The thing passed over the woods, trailing black smoke... It was that plane, right?"
"Yes, it was that plane," Jin Sichen affirmed, "Look. What did you do after you got to the plane? "
Wu Yusen felt his heart beating loudly, but after waiting for a long time, no word came.
"Lin Fan?" Jin Sichen saw that Lin Fan was confused again and reminded him, "What did you do after you saw the plane? Can you still remember it?"
Lin Fan shook his head: "I don't know, I just remember seeing the black smoke, and then...then I really can't remember it."
"Don't worry, drink some water first." Jin Sichen reassured, " Let’s take a closer look and you’ll see You got off the plane and saw the black smoke trailing from the plane. "Yes."
"Then you fainted and didn't wake up until the night."
"...Yes."
"So, did you feel particularly uncomfortable, uncomfortable, or dizzy after seeing the black smoke?"
"...No." Lin Fan thought about it carefully.
"That is to say, you didn't feel any discomfort after seeing the black smoke, but you suddenly lost consciousness. You didn't wake up until dark after a few hours of coma, right?"
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"So Lin Fan," Jin Sichen asked with a smile, "at this point, can we rule out the possibility of fainting from heatstroke?"
Lin Fan was silent, and Wu Yusen couldn't help but give Jin Sichen a thumbs up in his heart.
“It is still a relatively dangerous situation for you to suddenly lose consciousness for several hours outdoors. It is better to find out what happened. To prevent it from happening again in the future, you can also have an early warning Deal with it."
"But I really can't remember it."
"It doesn't matter, don't worry, I will. It will help you." Jin Sichen said softly, "Since you are really having a hard time recalling it, why don't you try hypnosis? It can help you recall some things that have been ignored or forgotten in a more relaxed state. You can find the memory you lost from your subconscious mind."
"Can you?"
"Okay. Don't worry, I'm very good at hypnosis. You will feel like you have recovered your missing memories just by taking a nap. Don't you want to know?"
Lin Fan doesn't care.
But it was precisely because of this missing memory that John Woo found her. Because she couldn't explain clearly, she was taken to a special clinic to undergo these tests.
It can be said that this is the cause of everything.
Whether she wants to know or not, they will get to the bottom of it, so let’s get to the bottom of it.
Moreover, she also had some small thoughts in her mind.
If hypnosis is so powerful, can you ask him to help you hypnotize yourself into a normal physical state?
(End of this chapter)