Chapter 436: Follow Your Heart
Normally, the space station can only be seen in the news.
Lin Fan also saw the scene on TV more than once. I envy and admire the astronauts on the space station.
Flying dream! Who doesn't want to go?
Is there any glory for the eighteenth generation of our ancestors? What an honor to be written into the history books!
But this glorious achievement is not something everyone can achieve.
Strength, qualification, diligence and hard work are all indispensable.
So most people can only look at the scenes in the broadcast, drooling with envy, and silently blessing in their hearts.
And now, Zhu Cunjun told her that she could go to the space station? !
The balance in my heart began to tilt slowly.
Zhu Cunjun looked at Lin Fan's agitated look, and felt a little complicated. He complained about Cui Yan, and he really knew human nature.
Even he may not be able to withstand such a temptation, let alone a young man?
"It doesn't matter whether you go to the space station or not. You can go according to your own needs." Zhu Cunjun continued to explain the mission plan to Lin Fan in detail, trying to make things clear.
“Considering that your stay in space will not be too long, the level of training will not be as realistic as that of real pilots. As long as it can reach a balanced and controllable standard, it will be fine.”
< br>Xingchen’s space test is mainly to test whether she can survive in the space environment and move freely.
So it doesn't matter even if she returns as soon as she is out of breath.
As long as it is verified that she is safe and controllable in the space environment, the rest can be done slowly.
Even postponing the space shuttle launch plan is not unreasonable.
If you take too long a step, you will tear your balls. Taking one step at a time is more in line with Country H's style of doing things.
Cui Yan clearly listed the first, second and third step plans in the plan, but Zhu Cunjun omitted some places for the convenience of description.
Talking too much may also put pressure on Lin Fan's psychology.
Lin Fan will naturally let her know these details in detail and clearly after she agrees.
Seeing Lin Fan nodding, Zhu Cunjun said again.
“In addition to these trainings, you also need a preliminary psychological preparation intervention to adapt to the psychological impact of sudden changes in the environment. Although your stay is not long, you still need psychological intervention. I want to Jin Sichen..."
"Don't call him!" Lin Fan suddenly interrupted, looked at Zhu Cunjun's gentle gaze, and lowered his eyes, "Please don't tell other people about this. I don't want them to know. Wan If I leave and never come back..."
Zhu Cunjun felt bad, but he had to continue speaking.
He pursed his lips and continued to smile, with a soothing voice, "...Okay, I'll ask them to arrange another psychologist."
Lin Fan nodded stiffly.
Exploring unknown areas... She knew in her heart that no matter how high the success or failure rate was, for her, it was either life or death.
That’s all.
If it was death...she didn't want the people she knew and cared about to face this kind of suffering with her.
"Xiao Lin." Zhu Cunjun saw Lin Fan's face began to sink, and sighed secretly in his heart, "Don't have any psychological burden, it will be fine if you don't agree. The director can guarantee that he will never have any influence on your current life. Any influence."
Lin Fan looked at Zhu Cunjun's tolerant smile and thought of Father Lin.
When he was a child, he always said with a smile, "Xiao Fan, it's okay. Dad is here, you just need to be happy."
You can wait until Lin Fan grows up Only then did she realize that she had to walk her own path.
Father Lin's protection is more words than words.
It was as if his absence from the family later led to a series of chain reactions.
Lin Fan was far away from her family, far away from her familiar hometown, but she went back home again. She wanted to take a breather and rest for a while, but unexpectedly she was hurt even more...
If it weren’t for a coincidence, the appearance of the stars would have attracted John Woo’s intervention.
Now, Lin Fan's life is still a pool of stagnant water, and she will still struggle to sink in the mire.
Father Lin is still here, but Lin Fan can't feel happy or joyful...
Anyway, he's fine now.
Lin Fan has turned over, and has the ability to repay, and can protect him and Lin's mother. It can be regarded as a blessing in disguise.
But the same thing.
Lin Fan can't always be happy by Lin's father's side, and the director can't always protect Lin Fan.
There is no intention of cursing the director, that is to say, no one can protect anyone for a lifetime. This is true for biological parents, let alone other people who are not related by blood?
Lin Fan knew that his life had been greatly improved by relying on the relationship between Xingchen. A very good position, a very high salary, a very comfortable living environment...
These are things she never thought about even when she was young, when she dreamed of being the wife of a domineering boss who loves me. Passed.
She knew clearly that Xingchen’s performance was excessive.
The 800 recovery period does not count.
The accident of Green Bastard does not count.
Ugly women don’t count either.
For a long time, the tasks she has done have been smooth sailing, and even easy to accomplish.
Is she very capable?
Yes and no. Although her current ability is good, but speaking of herself, which of her colleagues in the special clinic is not better than her? Who can't be replaced?
Why can she get such good treatment and such high salary?
It’s because of the stars!
Is it possible to salvage the probe without stars?
Okay! Just a little slower.
Can the fire in Sichuan Province be okay without stars?
Also! The economic damage will be slightly greater, but the fire will eventually be put out.
So what is the necessity for the existence of stars?
Isn’t it just that she has to stand up when she has to?
John Woo once said that those who work in their profession should keep their heads in their belts and be ready to contribute to the country at any time.
He was only a senior special agent, but he was a minister...
Lin Fan's mind was in a state of confusion.
She knew that she should agree decisively and firmly promise to "complete the task".
But my mouth felt like it was stuck and I couldn't open it.
It turns out that she is afraid of death...
Lin Fan suddenly realized this. My heart aches.
When she was not afraid of death, she was not afraid of anything. She even longed for death and hoped for liberation.
Life at that time was boring, boring, and painful, and so many people advised her to live.
She was also thinking about her parents. She could live on for as long as she could, but she actually yearned for death in her heart.
But now that she is better, she feels that life has begun to be exciting and enjoyable. She has money and leisure, and everything is great.
But she was scared to death...
Lin Fan didn't want to admit his cowardice, but she was clearly aware that she was shrinking.
How ironic.
No one accepted her when she didn't care. Now she has finally found happiness and begun to cherish life, but she has to face such a choice again.
Maybe it’s because she has never been in the military.
As an ordinary person, she couldn't be like John Woo or Song Ren, who could sacrifice their lives at any time without hesitation...
Zhu Cunjun saw Lin Fan's expression changing again and again, and knew in his heart that for ordinary people, For people, such a choice is always difficult.
Leave aside impulsive bravery.
How many people today are still willing to rush forward despite knowing that there may be a dead end ahead?
Especially when Lin Fan lacks everything now and there will be no impact even if he doesn’t go?
No matter how powerful the stars are, life only comes once to everyone!
Last time, he was almost killed by the Green Bastard, but he was narrowly saved. The situation was critical at the time and she couldn't allow her to think too much.
Now that Lin Fan is faced with the choice of life and death again, it is probably more difficult for Lin Fan to make a decision than ordinary people.
Zhu Cunjun persuaded in a gentle tone.
“This conversation is just to ventilate with you and listen to your thoughts.”
"You don't have to rush to answer me. You can go back and think about it slowly. Don't be in a hurry. Don't be mentally burdened."
"There is only one thing. As myself, I hope you can remember it. Compared with others It’s more important to follow your heart and be true to yourself than to give unnecessary praise and vain glory. Yes."
"No matter what choice you make, I and all my colleagues in the Special Affairs Office will be your solid backing."
I think that as an ordinary person, except for sudden accidents, the forehead When the child is hot, he will instinctively shrink away from the known possibility of death.
I can’t help but think of the lovely people who shed their blood back then. They really dedicated their passion to this land.
(End of this chapter)