Chapter 794: Things harm their own kind
Lin Fan felt a little bit sad when he heard what happened later, and found his own shadow in Ji Yu.
They are all typical examples of people who want to escape from their families, but cannot completely escape.
You say they are not good, but they are really worried about you. They are worried about your food, worried about your drinking, worried that you will not have enough food and clothing, and they are not mistreating you in the literal sense.
But if you say yes, it makes people not want to get close when they think of family.
This non-extreme ambivalence is actually more troublesome than simple happiness or breakup. I can't let go of this relationship easily, but I feel powerless to maintain it.
It's just that Lin Fan can basically suppress Mother Lin from going crazy now, but Ji Yu obviously can't. In other words, under the current situation, he is still willing to maintain the illusion of peace. He is unwilling and has no need to tear up the skin of balance for the time being.
A healthy and harmonious family relationship sounds simple, but in real life, there are always problems of one kind or another that are eliminated or amplified, leaving different marks on everyone's heart.
It's like Lin Fan, who was arbitrarily belittled by Lin's mother as a comparison object since childhood. Even when Lin Fan became an adult, he could understand that she was motivated by a urging mentality, but little Lin Fan was hurt at that time. This has also caused Lin Fan to have a low self-esteem inside. No matter how strong and sunny she looks on the outside, once she suffers enough psychological blows, she will immediately collapse because she does not have a strong enough core.
Even now, she is already the number one female warrior of Lan Star who can switch between mecha states at will, but her inner inferiority still comes out from time to time, affecting her judgment.
The same goes for Ji Yu. He is wiser than Lin Fan and can handle many emotional problems by himself. But because of this, he developed an overly reserved character.
It’s not that it’s not good to be restrained, but it’s just that Ji Yu always feels a bit pity.
So Ji Yu always likes to hide behind people and observe without leaving a trace, like a hunting snake that will move and bite you to death at any time.
It is actually very inappropriate to use such adjectives on Ji Yu, but he has developed such a temperament because of his silence and occlusion since childhood. So sometimes I feel that he is a bit cold, with high sensitivity to emotions but low feedback, which is also caused by various things in his childhood.
If Ji Yu had met Li Chunhua’s parents or John Woo’s parents when he was a child, he would not be like this now. He would definitely be more cheerful and be able to smile as brightly as Gao Fei. Bar?
Maybe you may not embark on the path of becoming a mecha pilot like today, but it is entirely possible to shine in another field.
Children who had an unfortunate childhood spent their entire lives healing their childhood, but no matter how they repaired it, the broken hole would never be restored to its original state...
Lin Fan couldn't help but shudder. . Fortunately, she doesn't have to worry about this, Ami Tofu, God bless her.
"What? It's too cold?" Song Ren immediately turned up the air conditioner a few degrees.
"No, no," Lin Fan waved his hand, turned around and asked, "So you are planning to leave this time and not come back next year? Let them wait for a few more years, thinking that you will not be able to do it again. When you come back, they will just love you and not want to control you, right?”
"If nothing else, this is the plan." Ji Yu nodded. "They are both in their prime now, and their work and health are in top condition. There is nothing for me to worry about. Now is the best opportunity."
"When you say that, I think It's not easy to blame you." Li Chunhua was originally a person with strong empathy. After hearing what Ji Yu said, all his original sadness was almost gone.
He put a hand on Ji Yu's shoulder and moved closer to talk to his brothers. "If you have anything to do from now on, just tell me. I find that you guys have some problems with your parents? No, I mean... look at my family, my parents are fine, there is nothing wrong with them. Although when I was a child, He beat me less and disciplined me less, but compared to you...forget it, I won’t say it.”
The more you say this, the more unreliable it is. You can’t say anything about other people’s parents. It's appropriate. Li Chunhua chose to shut up.
“Hahaha, I’m just poor and particular.” Lin Fan laughed to himself. "The more particular you are, the easier it is for you to make mistakes in your life. If you don't feel it yet, you will screw up the child. Finally, say, 'I have worked so hard for you,' and then the child will be kidnapped for the rest of his life."
"It's true, it seems that people have to live a rough life to be energetic." Li Chunhua said with enthusiasm, "Be liberal in everything, don't push yourself into the corner..."
He is here He was talking so excitedly that he completely forgot that he was the one who got into trouble just now.
“Yeah, yeah,” Lin Fan followed, “I’m living a rough life now, doing whatever I want, doing whatever I feel comfortable with, it’s so comfortable! Mom doesn’t have to worry about my studies anymore! "
Li Chunhua wanted to nod, but thought it was wrong, "Then no matter how rough you are, you have to remember to put on makeup. You spent tens of thousands of dollars on it, so you can't waste it."
"Hahahahaha! Lin Fan laughed heartily, "Li Chunhua, you are really amazing. You suddenly said this... Hahaha, I won't dare to take you shopping next time. You will study for three years once you buy something." "Don't say three years." If you don’t use it properly, I will still remember it thirty years later. If you don’t believe it, try it.” Li Chunhua said.
This time not only Lin Fan, but also Ji Yu and Song Ren laughed.
This living treasure really gets more and more enthusiastic as he talks about it.
Fortunately, the joyful atmosphere interrupted his sorrowful thoughts just now. Otherwise, if he was left to calm down alone, he might not be able to recover anytime.
Song Ren placed Ji Yu at the entrance of the nearest subway station. He did not refuse his request to accompany him, but it was not possible tonight. Although the special office now allowed them to come and go, one more person would still have to go. He said hello to them, and Ji Yu also needed to go back and explain clearly before leaving.
Ji Yu wasn't disappointed either. He made a telegraph gesture and Shi Shiran got out of the car.
A handsome man with fluttering clothes.
Lin Fan watched Ji Yu walk away without looking back and couldn't help but read it out.
“You girls like this?” Li Chunhua stood by the window and watched.
"Like it, he is young and handsome, and all normal girls will like him." Lin Fan replied casually.
Song Ren subconsciously glanced at his face in the rearview mirror.
"Then you like it too?" After Li Chunhua returned to normal, he started gossiping again.
"I like it." Lin Fan agreed, "But don't play tricks. I like you just as much as I like you. Don't involve me in the relationship between men and women. Sister's dictionary is now They are all fair and righteous, but there is no such thing as love between men and women."
Li Chunhua shrank to the back row and silently cast a sympathetic look at Song Ren.
Sorry, boss, my brother can't help you.
The car sped along and soon returned to the special office.
Lin Fan sent them back to their residence. Send Li Chunhua into the house first, and then send Song Ren off.
The big moon in the sky is just like the outside, big and round. The two of them are walking on the beach, listening to the sound of the ebb and flow of the tide, which is rare and leisurely.
“Unhappy?” Song Ren was a step behind and spoke first.
Lin Fan stopped and turned around in surprise. "Is it obvious?"
"No, I just think that based on your personality, you will definitely be sad after hearing what Ji Yu said." Song Ren replied naturally.
Lin Fan faced the sea and quietly looked into the dark distance. "I'm not sad at all. Maybe it's because something hurts its kind. Then I'm glad. Fortunately, I don't have children."
"Are you glad that you don't have children?" Song Ren followed her example and looked towards the sea. The two stood side by side, half an arm's length apart.
This is a distance that is neither far nor close.
“Yes, incredible, right?” Lin Fan smiled. "I have thought since I was a child that I must be a good mother in the future and not let my children be like me. And for a long time, I have been working hard for this and want to create a better place for my child who has not yet disappeared. living conditions, but now I’m glad I don’t have children...”
"Sure enough, time is the biggest variable. Everything in the world will change as time goes by, whether it is dreams or people's hearts."