Chapter 345 Yearning for freedom
So is Ke Xinying.
Hu Ningwei too.
No one expected that Xu Xiyu would choose to sing a song called "Starlight Amusement Park" at this time and at this place.
Especially for Hu Ningwei, in her mind, the image of Xu Xiyu writing lyrics in a small notebook next to her just when Ke Xinying went to the toilet suddenly appeared.
And this picture happened to overlap with the picture in front of me.
Because, Xu Xiyu took out the small notebook where he wrote lyrics from his pocket and put it on the shelf in front of him.
In an instant, an electric current rose from the soles of her feet to the top of her head.
His big eyes were full of disbelief.
No way.
Did you really make up this song?
There was no time for her to think too much. A simple four-four beat drum beat came along with a burst of guitar sound, followed closely by Xu Xiyu's singing.
"Like stars falling on the ground~~Colorful twinkling world~~The night in the amusement park is like a card~~"
When she sang this song, Ke Xinying had no special feeling, she just thought it sounded pretty good. After all, she didn't know that Xu Xiyu was "writing songs" in the amusement park just now.
But the next second, her eyes suddenly widened.
Because, a familiar lyric appeared in her ears: "The carousel takes us flying~~I let you hold my hand~~Love turns out to be the most fragrant coffee cup~~"
Listen to this familiar lyrics.
Ke Xinying instantly returned to the scene where the three of them had just entered the amusement park.
"Is there this old song? Did you make it up now?"
“Can’t the song I’m composing just be a song?”
"If you finish compiling this song now, I will let you go."
Thinking of this, she couldn't help turning her head to look at Hu Ningwei, and Hu Ningwei happened to look at her at this time.
This was the first time the two of them actively looked at each other during the entire visit to the park. When they looked at each other, they both saw "shock" in each other's eyes.
Obviously, even they, even they who believed Xu Xiyu had strong creative talent, were confused by this move and didn't know what to say.
Xu Xiyu's singing did not stop because of their shock, and the main song was about to end.
"Inside the Ferris wheel~~Time to be alone~~Every tourist knows my mood~~On the left side of the backpack, on the back of the ticket stub~~I secretly write down my wish while you are not paying attention~~"
The shocked emotion gradually disappeared from Ke Xinying's eyes along with the singing. Instead, there was a warm current flowing through the body.
She held up her cell phone with one hand, while the other hand unconsciously touched her backpack.
In the ferris wheel.
I did see Xu Xiyu secretly wrote "Wish" on the ticket stub.
"Growing old together?"
"Is it really possible?"
Two thoughts appeared in Ke Xinying's mind, making her look at Xu Xiyu with "expectation" but also with "uneasiness".
The expectation comes from the fact that she thinks this is really romantic and even more beautiful.
As for why I am "uneasy", I guess there is no need to explain.
Unlike Ke Xinying who was worried about the future, Hu Ningwei's mind at this time was filled with her past with Xu Xiyu.
She still remembers that the first time she really interacted with Xu Xiyu was watching his live broadcast. At that time, she asked him if he had written any songs related to family relationships, and he sang a song for her, "One Meat and One Vegetable."
From then on, I had a completely different feeling towards him than towards other people.
Now, he has written another "Amusement Park" song. It doesn’t feel like it was prepared in advance, because the things in the lyrics seem to have just been experienced.
But the problem is.
This song is written for myself;
Or is it his real girlfriend next to him?
Thinking of this, she touched her bag. There seemed to be no ticket stubs there, but there were a bunch of Polaroid photos.
Right.
photo.
He wrote something on the back of the photo and refused to let himself read it.
So, this song was written for yourself?
However, a ticket stub is a ticket stub and a photo is a photo.
It seems that it is not written for myself.
For a moment, Hu Ningwei's mood kept switching back and forth between surprise and disappointment.
A girl's heart is so sensitive sometimes. She will feel sad because of a certain word, but she will also smile because of a certain word.
It was in her wild thoughts that Xu Xiyu's first chorus came to an end.
Soon, the second verse sounded.
"Take a photo of us together~~The fireworks stop on the horizon~~Your kindness also stops in my heart~~"
The song flows into the ears.
Hu Ningwei felt her head buzzing, as if something exploded.
There was one thing she was extremely sure of. That is, neither Ke Xinying nor Xu Xiyu took a photo alone during the whole process today.
Even requests from people passing by to take photos with them were rejected by Xu Xiyu with a smile and the reason: "If they take the photo, we won't be able to leave, please forgive me."
In other words, the lyrics "Take a picture of us together" can only be about yourself and him.
so.
Is this song really written for yourself? ! ——
Guangzhou at night.
The lights are bright.
The bustling scene is reflected on the window glass of a car.
Behind the car window, Hu Ningwei was lying on the car door, staring blankly at the passing world with her big eyes.
At this time, 15 minutes have passed since Xu Xiyu sang.
The garden tour is over.
The song is also finished.
Watching Xu Xiyu and Ke Xinying leave in the same car, I thought that they would sleep together tonight. Hu Ningwei's heart was also empty. For the first time in her life, she experienced a feeling that she had never experienced before.
This feeling is indescribable.
She didn't even know what was wrong with her.
Beside him, the expensive leather bag had its mouth open, and a photo of Xu Xiyu writing something was inside.
Originally, after singing the song, she was filled with happiness and joy. The first thing she wanted to see after getting in the car was to see what Xu Xiyu had written.
But the moment she took it out, she didn't dare to look at it.
The reason why I don’t dare to watch it is very simple, it’s because of the phrase “let me go”. She was really afraid of the farewell words written behind the photo.
It is precisely because of this mood.
That's why Hu Ningwei felt empty in her heart because she thought that Xu Xiyu and Ke Xinying would sleep together tonight.
Not just thought of this.
She thought of something else.
He thought that in every public outing in the future, he might have to bring Ke Xinying with him, just because she was his girlfriend and he was not.
In fact, even if he meets in a private setting, he will most likely bring other people with him.
Because he has to worry about what his brother thinks.
I simply can't keep it a secret from my brother. If my brother wants to find out, he will definitely find out. Because I don’t have my own manpower.
Even the driver who drives him now and the security guard he is equipped with are all from his brother.
Thinking of this, Hu Ningwei leaned back and felt that her brain was starting to feel swollen. For the first time in her growth, she had the idea of taking control of her own life.
This thought made her a little irritated, and her hands began to move around unconsciously, sometimes stroking her skirt and sometimes biting her fingers.
It was during this unconscious movement that her hand touched her bag, causing it to fall directly to the car floor, and the contents inside were scattered all over the floor.
Among them is a photo of Xu Xiyu writing.
There were no overhead lights in the car, only the faint light from the dashboard and decorative lights. Therefore, although Hu Ningwei saw the photo falling out, she could not see clearly what was written on it.
She hesitated to pick it up.
After all, once you pick it up, you can’t avoid seeing what’s on it.
She hesitated like this for who knows how long. She gritted her teeth, bent down, reached out and copied the photo into her hand.
"I want to see what you wrote!" Hu Ningwei muttered in her heart as if she was competing.
Then, three lines of words came into her eyes.
【You look so stupid,
I looked stupid too.
In the future, try to take more photos that are not so silly! 】
Under this word, two simple figures were drawn, one is a little man comparing scissor hands, and the other is also a little man comparing scissor hands.
The difference is that one has short hair and the other has long hair.
Obviously, Xu Xiyu drew a picture of the two of them.
"That's it?" Hu Ningwei didn't know how to react.
"No, I've been thinking here for a long time, and you just wrote this for me?" Hu Ningwei licked her dry mouth and muttered again.
But the next second, she suddenly laughed again.
This sound seemed to be a switch that turned her mood from gloomy to bright, which made the smile on her face get wider and wider, until finally, she lowered her head and laughed until her whole body was shaking.
yes.
Otherwise, what else could I write?
That’s what you should be writing about.
Is it possible to write a poem to express your love for yourself?
If he really wanted to write a confession, he might have to think carefully about his character.
Having more women is not a problem. No man I know has only one woman.
The problem is, you can't just treat yourself like a random person and flirt with him casually.
Fortunately, he didn't do that.
I didn't see the wrong person.
Thinking of this, Hu Ningwei looked at the photo again and again. After reading it, she wrinkled her nose and said, "Humph~~ You are just stupid. I am not stupid. Aren't scissor hands quite cute?"
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After scolding, she picked up the bag and was about to put the photo in it, but suddenly she felt bad again.
After thinking for a while, she took the phone over, opened the phone case, put the photo in and closed it again.
Such a meaningful photo, of course, I have to take it with me everywhere. After finishing this episode, she turned on her phone and watched the video she had just taken of Xu Xiyu singing.
As she looked at it, she suddenly realized something. With a swipe of her hand, she switched the software directly to the chirping sound.
Sure enough, the entry #Xu Xiyu Starlight Amusement Park# became a hot search topic.
Click in and take a look, it’s a video shot from various angles.
Listening to the song written for herself being spread everywhere, Hu Ningwei felt an indescribable sense of happiness.
But this happiness dissipated immediately before it lasted for a minute.
Because, she found that when everyone commented on this song, they were saying that it was written for Ke Xinying.
Hu Ningwei understands this trend of public opinion rationally, but finds it difficult to accept it emotionally.
"No, no, next time we meet, there can't be Ke Xinying. I have to date him alone."
An idea began to swirl in Hu Ningwei's heart.
Circling and circling, her eyes began to look forward.
The front and rear rows of the car are separated by partitions. So, she couldn't see the driver in the driver's seat.
But whether or not she could see it didn't affect her decision to change.
It’s not that the driver is bad, it’s that he is inappropriate.
Not only the driver needs to be replaced, but his personal security also needs to be replaced.
(End of chapter)