Chapter 1050 The past never comes back
“I often think of what you said to me on the top of the mountain in my hometown. You said that if you give you three more years, you will definitely let me live in your own house. From then on. Judging from the current results, it seems that you did it, but you didn't do it completely."
Shen Lin's words reminded Chen Feng of the scene when he and she were on the top of the mountain in his hometown.
That time they went back to his hometown to hold a banquet to get married. The scene was either very lively or they hired a chef in his hometown and set up several tables of wedding banquets.
The congratulators were all relatives and friends from Chen Feng's parents' side. The friends and classmates from Chen Feng's hometown were basically not greeted. The main reason was that Chen Feng had no personal relationships with most of his classmates.
In addition, the main thing is that none of the bride Shen Lin's natal family came over. The reason is of course that her parents are firmly opposed to their marriage.
But she still insisted on marrying Chen Feng.
The wedding banquet at that time was very dull, not lively at all, and there was almost no festive atmosphere.
Therefore, at that time, Chen Feng felt very indebted to Shen Lin and felt sorry for her.
The day after the wedding banquet, the two of them were actually not in a good mood, so Chen Feng took her to the mountains in his hometown to relax.
There are many hills in my hometown, and each hill is not very high. The hill closest to the town is only less than 100 meters above sea level. It is a place where Chen Feng often played when he was a child.
That time Chen Feng took her up to the top of this hill and chatted with her for a long time while admiring the scenery.
Chen Feng couldn't remember too many specific details, but he still knew the general content. The main thing was to ensure that he would buy her a house in Xiuzhou in the future so that she could live a happy life.
Unfortunately, God’s will plays tricks on people. Since getting married, Chen Feng has had bad luck. There was no progress at all in work or career. Instead, I was stuck, feeling powerless as if I was stuck in a shoal.
Following the difficulties in work and career, even the relationship between husband and wife began to suffer. In the last year before the divorce, the torture of the cold war between them made Chen Feng even more exhausted physically and mentally.
It wasn't until he was diagnosed with cancer that it finally broke out and broke all the tangible and invisible shackles in his body, at work, emotionally, and in life.
As a result, it seemed that he completely let go of himself and completely gave up on himself, but instead he gained a new life.
Now, he is like a rebirth from Nirvana, a new person, a new way of life and a new attitude towards life.
“Let bygones be bygones.”
Chen Feng could only sigh in the end.
He feels indebted to Shen Lin, but that doesn't mean he has to get back together with her.
"But now I always think of the things we used to do together. How can I let it go?"
Shen Lin looked at him sideways, her eyes full and complicated. .
Chen Feng still couldn't bear it, so he said, "It's a bit cold standing here, let's go down."
After saying that, Chen Feng turned around and walked downstairs. But Shen Lin grabbed her.
"I want to talk to you about the past, okay?"
Shen Lin raised her head slightly and looked at him expectantly.
But Chen Feng shook his head and refused without any hesitation this time: "Shen Lin, I made it very clear to you last time. It is no longer possible between us. If you still want to be with me, If you are a friend, you have to keep a proper distance from me. Otherwise, we may not be friends."
A trace of pain flashed in Shen Lin's eyes. He looked bitter, but quickly covered it up, took the initiative to let go of his hand, and said with a wry smile: "I know it's impossible between us, but I still want to be your friend. As a friend, I want to talk to you Let's talk, isn't it?"
Chen Feng spread his hands and said, "Our current relationship is destined to be impossible, you have found the wrong person."
"Aren't we friends?" Shen Lin asked angrily.
"They are friends, but not heart-to-heart friends." Chen Feng answered frankly.
When Shen Lin heard this, she couldn't help feeling depressed, and said dissatisfiedly: "Although we are divorced, we have known each other for so many years, and there shouldn't be any hatred between us, right? Why can't we be heart-to-heart friends?" "
Chen Fengli said calmly: "Just because we are divorced and I don't want you to misunderstand, you don't want me to Misunderstanding, we can't have a heart-to-heart talk."
After saying this, Chen Feng paused and said seriously: "Shen Lin, I know you haven't given up on me, so I will tell you a fact. I am now the father of two children, and the mothers of these two children are not Wu Mengting and Sun Xiaorui. Do you know what this means?
Therefore, it is completely impossible for us to be together now, so please stop trying to figure me out. You are still young, you are good-looking, you have a good job, and you have not had children yet. There are plenty of good men for you to choose from. You can completely abandon the unpleasantness of the past and start your life again. Just like I am now, I have started my new life and live very comfortably. I don't want to and can't go back to the same living situation as before. I hope you can understand. ”
Chen Feng had already told her last time, but this time he had to say it again to make her completely give up on him.
After Shen Lin was silent for a while, she laughed at herself. Said: "I have not completely given up on you. After all, we loved you deeply at the beginning, at least I loved you deeply. Otherwise, I wouldn’t have married you despite my parents’ firm opposition. But now that you have said so, if I continue to pester you shamelessly, that is not my style. Meeting you again this time is a complete surprise for me. I thought you still cared about me and had me in your heart. It seems like this is just my misunderstanding? "
Chen Feng immediately nodded ruthlessly: "Yes, this must be an illusion. I just regard you as a special friend now. Seeing that you are in danger tonight, of course I can't ignore it, so I went to find you and take you away. It's that simple, but I don't mean to have any lingering feelings for you. ”
Shen Lin smiled bitterly and shook her head, not knowing what to say.
"I've said everything I need to say, so it's time to go downstairs now, right?"
Chen Feng asked.
Shen Lin looked at him with a complicated expression and said: "You are indeed completely different from before. You make me feel very strange now."
"It's okay to be strange." Chen Feng said again Maintaining his frankness, "We have been separated for more than a year. During this period, I have experienced a lot, and my outlook on life, values, and world have changed a lot. People naturally become different from before."< br>
Shen Lin was speechless again.
At this time, Wu Mengting's voice suddenly sounded at the door: "You are here. Let us find it easier."
The two looked for the sound and saw Wu Mengting and Sun Xiaorui both facing them from the door. We walked over and stood on the rooftop together.
"We are just about to go down. What are you doing up here?"
Chen Feng frowned slightly and asked a little unhappy.
The performance of these two women tonight made Chen Feng a little dissatisfied.
Although it was wrong for him to bring his ex-wife here, he had called them in advance and specifically told Wu Mengting not to cause trouble or have an argument with Shen Lin.
As a result, when the two met before, Wu Mengting's words were full of guns and sticks, which seemed very unfriendly and not the way to treat guests at all.
Now Wu Mengting and Wu Mengting look like they are checking the post again. They come to look for them, which makes Chen Feng even more unhappy.
“We wanted to talk to Ms. Shen alone, so we came here.”
Wu Mengting said calmly.
Chen Feng frowned and asked: "Okay, what do you want to say to Shen Lin? Can't you say it in front of me?"
Wu Mengting said confidently: "This is a conversation between us women, you just No need to participate."
After hesitating slightly, Chen Feng looked at Shen Lin and asked, "Shen. Lin, do you want to talk to them?" Shen Lin shook her head and refused, "I have nothing to talk to them about."
Wu Mengting narrowed her eyes slightly and stared at Shen Lin. , said slightly provocatively: "What? Don't you dare to talk to us?"
Shen Lin said indifferently: "I'm not familiar with you, and you are obviously hostile to me. What can you talk to me about? What's there to talk about?"
Wu Mengting said: " Of course, let’s talk about Chen Feng. You are his ex-wife, and I am her current girlfriend. I think we have a lot in common.” After hearing this, Shen Lin looked at her and asked. : "You really Want to talk to me about Chen Feng? I am his ex-wife and have lived with him for seven or eight years. Are you sure you will feel comfortable when I talk about my past love affair with Chen Feng?”
Wu Mengting Weiwei? Yixiao said: "My heart is not as fragile as you think."
Shen Lin nodded slowly and said: "Okay, if you must talk to me, I will talk to you. ”
"Okay, let's go downstairs to my room and have a good chat."
When Wu Mengting saw her promise, her smile became even brighter.
It was an excuse for her to chat with Shen Lin, but it was not entirely an excuse. She also wanted to know more about Chen Feng's past from Shen Lin.
In this way, she can get to know Chen Feng better, which will of course be good for her when she gets along with Chen Feng and lives together in the future.
“You’d better stop talking.”
The three women were walking towards the door, when Chen Feng suddenly said this.
“Why?”
Wu Mengting immediately turned around and asked.
"I'm afraid you guys will fight. Besides, why are you talking to Shen Lin about me? Do you want to know my past and inquire about my privacy? So, I object. Shen Lin, she just wants to use you. Learn more about my past and privacy, there is no need for you to be used by her."
Chen Feng really said it, Wu Mengting said angrily: "I told you, this is between us women. Don’t worry about things.”
However, Shen Lin had been persuaded by Chen Feng and said directly: "Then I'm sorry. Since Chen Feng doesn't let me talk to you, then we won't talk. If you bother me tonight, I will leave now."
After Shen Lin finished speaking, she took the lead and walked towards the door.
Wu Mengting could only glare at Chen Feng angrily, then snorted twice, but in the end she did not lose her temper with Chen Feng.
The group of people quickly went downstairs. After arriving in the living room, Shen Lin said to Chen Feng naturally: "You can take me to Huiwen Road. My car is still there."
Wu Mengting immediately objected and said: "There is no need for Chen Feng to send you back specially. At most, he will send you outside the gate of the villa, and you can just take a taxi back yourself?"
Shen Lin said matter-of-factly: "He brought me here, so he should take me back from beginning to end."
Wu Mengting wanted to say more, but Chen Feng waved his hand towards her and said, "Okay, I'll see her off." Go back."
After that, he said "Let's go" to Shen Lin and took the lead to walk out of the house.
Shen Lin followed him out the door without saying a word.
Wu Mengting, who was watching from behind, couldn't help biting her silver teeth secretly, with a tangled look on her face.
Wu Mengting believed that it was impossible for Chen Feng to get back together with his ex-wife Shen Lin, but she really had no confidence that Chen Feng could resist his ex-wife's gentle attack.
"Do they have anything?" Sun Xiaorui also looked a little confused on the side.
It seems normal if Chen Feng and Shen Lin have something to do with each other. After all, Shen Lin’s appearance, temperament and figure are not much worse than hers, not to mention that she and Chen Feng have lived together for seven or eight years. There must be some feelings for each other. Basic.
"Who knows? I hope he can withstand the temptation of his ex-wife. Otherwise, things will be troublesome in the future."
Wu Mengting finished speaking with some annoyance, turned around and started again Sit back on the sofa and continue watching TV.
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Chen Feng drove Shen Lin out of the Zijinyuan villa area and then drove all the way to Huiwen Road.
At the first red light intersection, the car stopped and Shen Lin took the lead to speak: "It can be seen that of the two of them, Wu Mengting is the older one and can make the decision, and the other one is the younger one. Right? "
Chen Feng just glanced at her slightly and did not answer.
But he did not deny it, which was equivalent to acquiescence.
"Wu Mengting, why can she tolerate a little girl living with you? Is there any reason behind this?"
Chen Feng couldn't help but said: "You are too curious. Besides, this is me Why are you inquiring about other people's privacy? "
"You have confessed to me that you are the father of two children, what do you think this little bit of personal privacy is? Coming out will make me give up on you even more."
Chen Feng couldn't help but glanced at her again, and then said: "The reason is very simple, Wu Mengting feels that she is powerful alone. She was weak alone, so she roped in Sun Xiaorui and asked her to help win favor."
After hearing this explanation, Shen Lin felt a pain in her heart and closed her eyes.
Chen Feng's explanation really made him give up on Chen Feng. It is impossible for her to be as generous as Wu Mengting.
This is really too curly!
Even Wu Mengting, a beautiful and temperamental current girlfriend, has to enlist helpers in order to please Chen Feng and fight for favor. If her ex-wife really joins the fighting group, can she be defeated? It's obviously difficult.
It would be impossible for her to be willing to be just one of the women like Chen Feng.
After all, she was Chen Feng's former wife, the only woman. Now she was asked to accept sharing Chen Feng with other women. She really couldn't accept it all of a sudden.
However, it was obviously impossible for her to completely give up on Chen Feng.
Obviously it was her first, it was obvious that Chen Feng originally belonged to her alone.
But now Chen Feng no longer belongs to her, let alone her alone.
This huge psychological gap is really difficult for her to accept.
She should never have agreed to divorce in the first place!
The poisonous snake of regret once again invaded her heart, making her whole body feel bad.
The past will never come back again, and it will be difficult to recover the water.
(End of this chapter)