Chapter 1051 Why bother to forget it
There is no doubt that Shen Lin suffered another huge blow, which made her really close to giving up on Chen Feng.
But she has not yet implemented the plan she had discussed with Tang Yue. If the plan succeeds, she still has some opportunities to get back together with Chen Feng.
After all, she and Chen Feng have been together for seven or eight years, so there must be a basis for their relationship.
So, after stopping at the third red light, Shen Lin said, "You'd better take me home directly. It's already a little late, and I don't want to go there and drive back."
Chen Feng had no objection to this. He just said "OK" and turned at the next intersection, heading towards the community where they had lived for several years.
Ten minutes later, the car arrived at the gate of the community.
In the past, there was an old security guard in his 50s and 60s at this gate. He was responsible for raising the landing pole and stopping foreign vehicles. But now the landing pole is gone. The original gate of the community was like that. The old-fashioned double-opening large iron doors, which Chen Feng still had when he came here last year, are gone now.
Vehicles can freely enter and exit this community without any obstruction.
In this way, it is convenient for residents in the community, but it is also convenient for people who are not from this community to come here.
The car drove directly to the downstairs of the unit, and Shen Lin invited: "Come up and sit down, drink a glass of water before leaving."
Chen Feng immediately refused: "No, I have something to do when I go back."
Shen Linxin said: What can happen to you? Are you going back to watch TV with those two women?
"Are you so afraid of me now? You don't even dare to let me sit down for a while?"
Shen Lin said deliberately.
Chen Feng turned to look at her and said helplessly: "Stop trying to play tricks on me. Didn't you listen to what I said before?"
Shen Lin was shocked. After being stunned for a while, he sighed and said, "Of course I listened. It's just you and me." After all, we are a couple and have been together for seven or eight years. Don’t you miss me or our original relationship at all?”
Chen Feng shook his head and said, “I should tell you. I’ve made it clear to you, let the past go, why do you have to dwell on it. ? We have to live in the present and look forward. "
Shen Lin said angrily: "Of course you can say that now, you can make a fortune after getting divorced, but what about me? Do you think it's fair to me that I chose you when you were not at all successful? I married you without regrets and almost broke off the relationship with my parents. In the end, what did I get in exchange for a divorce certificate? I was abandoned by you. Have you ever thought about it? How do I feel?”
Chen Feng was really hard to refute what she said.
Shen Lin chose him when he was very poor and spent the seemingly most ordinary and ordinary time in his life with her. Although she failed to stay with him in the last two years before the divorce and often gave him the cold shoulder. Violent, but there is no doubt that she devoted her best youth to him.
But then again, didn’t he also spend his best years for her? Moreover, he invested a lot of emotion and energy in her at the beginning, but in the end she failed to hold on to their relationship.
In the end, the two ended up divorcing. Chen Feng was at fault, but she was obviously at fault too.
Of course, Chen Feng initiated the divorce after all. Chen Feng must bear at least 70% of the responsibility for the divorce.
"Divorce is uncomfortable for both of us, and I didn't mean to abandon you at that time. With my condition and state at that time, what qualifications do you think I have to abandon you? I just don't want to drag you down. ”
Chen Feng's defense somewhat relieved her, but she still had a lot of resentment in her heart. She took advantage of this opportunity to continue: "That's nice to say, why are you dragging me down? I think you are. I'm tired of me and want to be alone."
Chen Feng couldn't talk about the fact that he was terminally ill. He just said: "I am. At that time, the monthly salary of three thousand yuan was not a burden on you?”
“I never thought that you would be a burden on me. Besides, you had hands and feet at the time, and you were in good health. Although the work is a bit poor, and I have complained about your low salary, did I say that you are dragging me down and that I dislike you?”
Chen Fengxin said: It’s strange that you don’t dislike me.
However, in his state at that time, it was normal for her to dislike him. He even disliked himself at the time.
"It doesn't make sense to say this now..."
"It makes sense." Shen Lin interrupted him firmly, "Since the divorce, we haven't had a good talk. Taking advantage of this I want to make it clear to you once I get this chance. I ask you why you did it in the first place. Why do you want to divorce me? Do you suspect that I was having an affair with that Yuan Dawei? Or some other reason?"
Chen Feng immediately shook his head and said, "I basically don't ask about your company's affairs. How did I know that Yuan Dawei had evil intentions towards you at that time? I definitely don’t believe you have anything to do with him.
As for why I want a divorce, I have just said that one is because I don’t want to drag you down, and the other is that I am tired of the endless cold war with you. If this continues, I will go crazy, and it will definitely be a pain for you too. It's a deep torture. So, it's better to get divorced and be free."
Shen Lin took a deep breath, resisted the urge to cry, and said with a slightly choked voice: "You are free. But what about me? I just suffered more.”
Chen Feng frowned and said, "Why are you suffering? When we got divorced, you agreed without much hesitation."
"You proposed divorce so clearly, how can I disagree? And I didn't even think about it at that time." I told you that I didn't want to divorce you if I gave you another chance, but you refused. How can you blame me?" Shen Lin finally shed tears.
Seeing this, Chen Feng was not in a good mood.
As Shen Lin said, the two have been together for seven or eight years, so it is certainly impossible not to have feelings.
This is the deep-seated reason why Chen Feng tries not to meet her. One is that he feels he owes her, and the other is that he is afraid that after meeting, he will "get emotional" or lose control of himself, and then something will happen to her.
Neither of these is what Chen Feng wants.
"Okay, I admit that the main responsibility for the divorce lies with me, is that okay?"
Chen Feng didn't want to argue with her on this issue.
Shen Lin took out a tissue from her handbag, wiped her tears, took a deep breath and said: "Originally, the main responsibility was on you. At that time, if you could cheer up and work hard to make progress If so, would I be so angry that I would have a cold war with you? If only your temper could be better? If you take the initiative to give me a soft word and say something nice, I won't have a cold war with you for so long."
Chen Feng also said with some emotion: "Both of us are quite stubborn, and we are a bit arrogant at heart. , no one is willing to give in, so it’s really inappropriate to be a couple.”
"If it wasn't appropriate, why did you stay with me for more than seven years? If you hadn't been unhappy at work and unmotivated, would I have lost my temper and had a cold war with you?"
"Okay, I'm done. You've already admitted that the main responsibility lies with me, so don't hold back. What's the point of talking about it now? You'd better get out of the car and go upstairs to rest early. Remember, we have to deal with the house tomorrow afternoon, and you'll take care of the contract. Do you want to draw it up, or should I help you draw it up?"
When it came to the house, Shen Lin was diverted and said, "I'll draw it up and print it out directly at the work in the afternoon. Just go through the transfer procedures."
"Okay, get off the car and have a rest early."
"Are you so eager to get me out of the car?" Shen Lin asked dissatisfied. asked.
Chen Feng said frankly: "Don't you think it's embarrassing for us to talk about the past now?"
Shen Lin shook her head and said: "I don't think so. I just want to have a frank talk with you, Let’s talk about what happened before. So, I hope you can come home with me and have a good talk.”
“What else can’t be discussed clearly?” Chen Feng asked.
"For example, why were you so decadent and self-defeating at that time? I have never been able to figure it out. I know that your work was not going well at the time and you were suppressed by your boss, but it didn't make you so depressed? I knew you before, But I have always been full of fighting spirit. "At that time, I mainly felt that I was trapped in the shallows and was being tricked. I was talented. I could do it, and the other thing was that I was bound by that bad contract and couldn't resign, otherwise I would have to pay a huge amount of liquidated damages, which I couldn't afford at least at the time. So, that's what I did at the time. I feel that my bad luck and bad luck in those years have kept my mental state in a bad state.”
Shen Lin looked at Chen Feng with complicated eyes and asked: "Why didn't you tell me about the contract?"
"What's the use of telling you? Instead, you have one more person to worry about."
< br>Shen Lin was silent.
Seeing this, Chen Feng urged again: "Okay? Get out of the car quickly."
"I don't want to."
Shen Lin suddenly spoke in a coquettish manner, which made Chen Feng feel excited all over.
On the surface, Shen Lin looks cold and arrogant, but mainly towards others. When it comes to him, she will occasionally act coquettishly towards him in private.
Especially in the early years when the relationship between the two was relatively good, Chen Feng couldn't stand it if she acted like a coquettish person like this.
In the two or three years before the divorce, Shen Lin almost never acted coquettishly in front of him.
Now she suddenly did this again. Even though it had been at least three or four years, Chen Feng still felt his body go numb as if it was a conditioned reflex, and he couldn't help but shudder.
Some physical habits are really hard to change!
"Then what else do you want to tell me?"
Chen Feng suddenly lost his temper when speaking.
"I want you to sit upstairs with me and chat with me for a while. This is your home after all, don't you want to go up and have a look again?"
Shen Lin finished speaking. , and looked at him expectantly.
Chen Feng immediately shook his head: "Shen Lin, please stop playing with me. I've told you so clearly before, do you still want to rekindle our old relationship? Besides, even if our old relationship rekindles, I won't I won't get back together with you. I'm going to tell you this first. Besides, it’s impossible for me to stop dating other women after I get along with you. So, are you still obsessed with me?”
Chen Feng’s words were very straightforward. Bai was even a little explicit, and Shen Lin had a look on her face for a while. Changes, and finally she sighed and said: "Okay, although your words are very shameless, I know that you really do it for my own good and don't want to hurt me anymore..."
"Don't think too much about it. "More." Chen Feng interrupted her, "I just don't want to." I'm emotionally entangled with you. Now that we're divorced, let's not be too close."
Shen Lin sighed lightly and said, "In the final analysis, you dislike me."
Chen Feng wanted to say: Yes, I dislike you.
But Chen Feng obviously couldn't really say that.
"Shen Lin, you are just an ordinary friend of mine now. There is nothing to say whether I dislike you or not." Chen Feng looked serious.
Shen Lin looked at Chen Feng with a faint look and asked: "If I am also willing to be your woman, are you willing to accept it?"
Chen Feng immediately shook his head and refused: "Don't be kidding me. "You are my ex-wife, and I can't really treat you like other women."
Although Chen Feng refused, his words made Shen Lin very happy. In my heart, my status is indeed different from that of other women.
"I'm serious, you must answer my question." Shen Lin stared at Chen Feng stubbornly.
After Chen Feng hesitated for a moment, he said: "Since you are willing, why should I not be willing? But I know that you cannot be this kind of woman."
"I It’s just this kind of woman. Since several of your other women can do it, of course I can do it too, or even do it better than them.”
Chen Feng stared at her for a while, making her feel a little embarrassed, and then said: "Let's talk about this later. You are just impulsive and unbalanced now. Get out of the car quickly, I really I'm leaving."
Seeing this, Shen Lin knew that if she continued to talk to Chen Feng reluctantly, it would only make Chen Feng angry and bored with her.
"Okay then, just take me up and deliver it to your door. That's okay, right?"
After hearing what she said, Chen Feng got out of the car without saying a word.
Seeing this, Shen Lin could only smile helplessly and got out of the car.
Chen Feng led the way, and Shen Lin soon arrived at the door of her house.
Shen Lin took out the key and opened the door, turned to look at Chen Feng: "Are you really not going to come in and sit down?"
"You're not going to sit down, you can go in."
After saying that, Chen Feng waved to her, then turned and left.
After Shen Lin stayed for a while, she reluctantly opened the door and entered her home.
This little home with Chen Feng left her with too many beautiful memories.
She is reluctant to leave here, but the reality is that the living environment here is constantly deteriorating. She lives here as a single woman, and there are great safety risks. Of course she didn't want anything to happen to her, after all, her life was hers.
In addition, if Chen Feng takes over this house, he will have a certain financial bond with her.
Chen Feng wanted to kick her away and kick her clean, but that was impossible.
......
Chen Feng returned to his home in Zijinyuan. The two girls seemed to be watching TV in the living room, but in fact they were counting the time.
They were quite happy to see Chen Feng back within an hour.
This shows that nothing happened between Chen Feng and Shen Lin, and there is no sign of rekindling the old relationship.
Knowing this is the most important thing for these two women.
After all, Chen Feng's behavior shows that he respects them more.
Otherwise, they would be really upset if they stayed up all night.
(End of this chapter)