Chapter 995 Flowers Blooming in the Deep Sea
The voice in the sea was extremely calm. He seemed to have thought about the matter that could not be told to anyone for a long time, so at the moment when he made the decision, he did it more than anyone else calm.
The farewell of a sea seems to be sudden, but in fact there are countless foreshadowings. Every drop of sea water is shouting, but people only think that it is a sea.
"It must be very difficult for you to be able to hold on until now..."
Han Fei tried to swim downstream, but when he swam toward the deep sea, everything he owned was left behind In place.
The ghost marks on his body were fading, and it seemed that only he could reach the depths of the sea.
The memories with his neighbors were slowly stripped away. Han Fei looked back and saw that no one left.
No one stopped Han Fei, they just stretched out their hands. If Han Fei wanted to come back, they would grab him with all their strength.
Exhaustion swept through his body, and he couldn't tell the difference between day and night. Han Fei wanted to communicate with the voice in the sea, but what he received in response was silence and sinking.
The light on the sea has disappeared, and what illuminates Han Fei are the fragments of memories with his neighbors.
"I obviously don't want to leave, but it's really painful. I don't know what to do. I don't want you to be sad, but I can't seem to hold on."
"I feel like I have a heart growing The broken tooth hurts a lot and makes me tremble all over, but I can’t find it. I couldn't find a way to cure it, so I hesitated for a long time and decided to pull it out."
"It's over, you can say that I am selfish."
The shadow in the sea is lonely. Floating, only Han Fei swam toward him in the entire sea.
The ghost marks on his body were washed away by the sea water, and everything Han Fei experienced in the deep world turned into colorful foam. He was losing everything, but he still swam to the deep sea: "They have the world to accompany them. I Come and accompany you.”
"You've done a good job, you've worked hard. Thank you for listening to me. Can you wait a little longer."
"Let me swim to you, let me get close to you." ”
The depths of the sea are very cold, very lonely, very dark, like an endless cage, like my whole life.
“Too paranoid, too gentle, too caring, so they can’t forget it. They don’t understand how such a person could exist.”
“Yes, I am fragile, useless, Just saying this has brought tears to my eyes. I can't control myself. I also want to see kites, see flowers bloom, raise a cat, and run on the grass with my dog. I have many things I want to do. But now I just want to leave without so much pain.”
"I know that these are things that are not allowed to be said, but they still exist."
"I don't feel desperate. Really, I have never been desperate. In my opinion, there is no choice. Leading to despair, they are just my choices and define despair for me It’s you.”
“Smile comfortably, then open the curtains and stand in the afternoon sun, and hug yourself again.”
The sound from the sea comes in. In his heart, Han Fei finally touched the huge corpse that looked like an isolated island in the deep sea.
His hand was on the island and he embraced the island.
"We have come so far."
"We have survived so long."
"Don't be drowned by this sea. When you wake up, the sky will light up."< br>
The laughing ghost pattern was washed away by the sea water. Now Han Fei had nothing. There were terrible blood marks on his arms holding Gudao. Everything that happened in the voice appeared on his body. .
He was dizzy and unable to breathe. Han Fei's blood floated in the sea.
"I don't know who you are, but I know you must be very helpless now."
"When you made that choice in your heart, you should have tried all other ways. You did very well. Okay, you've worked hard."
Two different kinds of blood rise in the deep sea and slowly blend together, as if a bright flower has bloomed on the bottom of the sea.
“I am the same person as you, even at this moment, the idea of giving up will come to my mind.”
“I locked myself in the house, I refused everything Information, later, I forgot the moment I started to change.”
"I seem to see that girl, preparing to plant a bouquet of flowers in a place where the sun will never shine."
"I know her flower pot will never bloom, but I looked at her seriously It looks like I saw myself a long time ago."
"I don't want that little girl to be like me, so I have to do one thing, I will be their sun."
Ghost blood and blood are mixed, Han Fei's body slows down Slowly sinking into the isolated island, his soul slowly merged with the huge corpse.
Raising his head, Han Fei looked at his neighbors who were still standing on the road where he came from, and everyone was looking at him.
"The night is very long, but after waking up from the dream, the sky will be bright."
The last ray of consciousness merged into the huge corpse. Han Fei did not feel uncomfortable. He seemed to have returned to his home.
He once had a similar experience in the memory world of Paradise Shrine, but this time it was smoother than in memory, and his will spread to every corner of the body.
When he opened his eyes again, he turned into that huge corpse, the corpse that had been dead for who knows how long.
Surrounded by the deep sea, even if the body size is enlarged countless times, the sea is still boundless.
Unable to touch the bottom of the sea, pain and despair pulled him to continue sinking, but the sounds in the sea disappeared.
Slowly clasping his hands, Han Fei no longer looked at the deep seabed. He looked up together with the corpse suspended alone in the deep sea.
This place is far away from the sea, too far to see any light, and too far to return to normal, but Han Fei still controls the body and reaches out his hand.
The cold sea water washed away the wound, enduring the cold and biting pain.
He was exhausted and had used up all his strength just to fight against his emotions.
He wanted to swim upstream, but even though he had gone through all the terrible and desperate tests in the world, he still couldn't do it.
It’s hard, really hard.
Things that can be easily done on the shore require all the willpower in the deep sea. Even a person like Han Fei can only keep his outstretched hand from putting down.
The fingertips stretched upward desperately, and the blood-red ghost lines wrapped around his wrist like a rope.
Han Fei in the deep sea saw on the other side of the rope, ghosts from the deep world holding on to the memories between them.
"Don't sink! Don't let go either!"
Everyone will fall into despair, everyone will collapse, and everyone will encounter wounds that are difficult to heal, but Han Fei is very lucky, when he is about to sink to the bottom of the sea At that time, the people who had been hugged tightly by him desperately grabbed him.
The huge corpse sinking alone in the sea, holding on to the rope made of blood-colored ghost patterns, the fate of the two desperate souls was intertwined, and neither of them let go.
Because I feel his heartbeat, because I bear his hope, and because we rely on each other.
Life is very heavy, as heavy as an endless sea; life is also very light, a few words will dissipate in the wind.
I don’t understand what the meaning of living is. I just want to watch the stars set and the sun rise with you.
“Don’t sink, don’t let go!”
The huge body sunk in the deep sea was dragged upward little by little, and the fragments of memory burst out unimaginable memories. Their power is extremely small, but they dare to challenge this deep sea.
The black bubbles shattered one by one, and the corpse immersed in despair slowly opened its eyes. There was a trace of abnormality in the eyes filled with pain and tears. The emotion that appeared in the eyes of the corpse belonged to Han Fei. .
The heavy arms swayed slightly, and Han Fei's emotions began to dominate the lonely corpse. The blood scab on the skin slowly broke, and Han Fei seemed to have broken free from an invisible giant cocoon.
The body curled up and sunk in the deep sea looked at the sky. It grabbed the blood-red rope, the rope that was willing to fall into the deep sea to save him.
The cold sea water washed away the old wounds on the body wantonly. It raised its other arm and swam toward the sea surface with the wounds left by the storms time and time again!
Chasing the glimmers of memory, listening to the familiar words in my ears, the pain and sadness deep in the eyes of the corpse merged into the deep sea.
He will never praise pain, he will only grit his teeth and move forward in pain. He knows his inner suffering better than anyone else, and he also knows how brave he is.
He should be proud, he has defeated something worse than death!
Countless nightmares were behind him, and there was a bottomless ocean beneath his feet. In a world where he was the only one, his eyes were still looking at the sky.
“I will not sink into the deep sea, nor will I fall into the mire. I don’t want to continue to rot. I want to sing to fate, even if my voice is hoarse, I must let them hear my response!”
The lonely body is getting closer and closer to the sea, the sky is dark, and the nightmare has set off storms and waves, but nothing can stop him.
Hold tightly to everything that cannot be forgotten, a corpse transformed from the negative emotions of the world swims out of the deep sea!
When the nose breathed fresh air again, the storm and huge waves had stopped, and the suffocation feeling that could never be shaken off disappeared unconsciously, and it looked up at the sky.
Looking at the blue sky and pure white clouds, let the warm sunshine shine on your face.
Opening his hands, breathing heavily, the scars were washed away by the sea water, the heavy body fell off layer by layer, and the shackles on his back began to break.
The rules that made up the corpse and the emotions deposited in the corpse shrank inward, pouring into the hot beating heart.
The sea breeze blew away the dust and dust of the past, the huge corpse disappeared in the sun, and only Han Fei was left on the calm sea.
He was lying quietly on the sea, holding a black and white box in his hands.
Slowly opening his closed eyes, Han Fei seemed to have had an extremely long dream. (End of this chapter)